I want to be able to wake up and not have to take medicine everyday.

I want to be able to go outside and enjoy simple things as going to the park alone or even inside a store.

I want to be able to just go to the movies to art shows poetry and comedy shows.

I want to be able to travel and see the world.

Go see New York.

Go to the Grand Canyon.

See the Statue of Liberty.

Ride in an airplane.

Go on a cruise.

Ride in a beautiful hot air balloon.

I want to stand on stage an recite a poem i wrote.

I want to just be happy.

I want to know what true love feels like. To walk along the beach with my love holding hands as we feel the sand and water under our feet.

I want to sit at the highest place at night and feel like i can just touch the stars.

I want to sleep at night without the nightmares.

I want to no longer hear bad voices talking to me.

I dont want to see dark and scary shadow people anymore.

I dont want to have to talk to a therapist and doctor every month.

I don't want to have suicidal thoughts.

I want to go days without crying.

I want to ride off into the sunset with no set destination in mind. Just go.

I want to be better.

I want to be healthy.

I want to be normal.

I want to be the strength that people say i have inside.

I want to find out who i am.

I want to do what my heart desires.

I want to be happy.

I want to know im loved.

I WANT TO BE FREE.

Free to be me and finally be truly happy.