I go to the doctor this week for my medicine update. Im currently taking zoloft sertraline and trazadone. They don't seem to be working. One of them or the combination is causing me to have nightmares. I'm always drained and because of the nightmares i hate to sleep but because of the meds i can't help but sleep and suffer.

My anxiety is very bad. Ever been scared and for a second or more you feel as though you are going to have an heart attack? Well imagine if you felt like this all day and night. A cord on the floor. *heart attack your pillow falling on you in the bed *heart attack you thought you saw an shadow behind you * heart attack you're riding with a passenger and another in the backseat and the one on the backseat has been quiet playing on their phone so you forgot they were there until they say something to you and touch your shoulder * heart attack you thought you saw something run across the floor in the dark *heart attack
What's the purpose of meds for severe depression and anxiety, bipolar, suicidal and paranoia with hallucinations if they don't fully work and you feel like a zombie inside? i really hope they put me on better meds.
I also go to talk to a therapist this week. So that's 2 days when i actually leave the house.