One month, seven days later

Everyday feels like a year. My world is crumbling down around me. Everything I loved gone or forgotten.

His baby blues cooling any anger in me but help me through anything with a sense of security. His smile than makes me want to grin even if what he said was stupid. His shaggy hair 'styled by pillow'. I look down and see streams of cars on the road below, my toes are just over the edge.

I found this place a week after Deeks died at first it was just to clear my head but know I don't know what it is. I seem to get closer and closer to the edge everyday.

My phone goes off in my pocket interrupting my thoughts.

"Hello"

"Hey Kens it's me Callen"

"What do you want, and don't say you need me at ops I'm on leave."

"I know, but we think we've found the guy who put Deeks in a coma."

Just hearing his name make me step back of the ledge. Deeks' killer. I have to get this guy, it's the least I could do, for Deeks.

"Great, where are they I'll meet you there." I say with a hint of hope in my voice.

"Your not going..."

"WHAT! Of course I'm going I have to do this, for Deeks."

"Kens listen I know you want to do this for Deeks but your to close. I'm sor..."

I hang up before he can finish. I need to find out where the are. So I call Eric.

"Hey." Eric says

"Hey Eric I'm calling all the favours you owe me." I say as I start running down the stairs.

"What do you need kens?"

"I need you to track Sam and Callens phone."

"I can't kens I'm sorry I've been ordered not to."

"By who Eric?"

"Hetty."

"Please Eric if you were a friend to Deeks then let me kill this Son of a Bitch!"

"Okay. I could get killed by Hetty's letter opener for this... There at a house on the beach, I've sent the address to your phone."

"Thank you I owe you" I say then hang up and getting into my car. Luckily the house is only five minutes from the building.

I see Sam and Callen gearing up out side the house. I head over to them.