Chapter 3| forgiveness

Kaminari's pov
I knew I had messed up, I knew it was my fault for not telling him myself. I still can't believe Mina went behind my back like that! She should've come to me first so I could've told him! I know why she did it but.. I just can't bring myself to forgive her. The only person who I'm willing to speak to is Bakugou, because I don't even have to speak for him to know what's wrong, we love each other like siblings and we treat each other as such. I was snapped out of my thoughts when my alarm went off.

I quickly changed into comfy clothes, which was a lavender soft large hoodie with warm black leggings. The lavender hoodie wasn't mine ether.. it was Hitoshi's, I'm so in love with him it hurts. I just wish I had told him sooner, I wish I had done something, anything! Gone to his dorm to talk after the fight, actually speak up during the fight and admit I'd fallen for him. I could've done something, but I didn't.. now the person who I love more than anything, hates me.. and it just makes me want to cry..

So that's what I did, I sat on top of the UA dorms and cried, wanting to feel the warm embrace of the lavender haired boy whom I had fallen for, but I knew that the warm embrace I had been wanting for weeks wasn't going to come, and it just made me cry harder. I cried for what seemed like hours but in reality was only five minutes I felt like I was going to have a full mental breakdown, when I have mental breakdowns, it feels like I can barely breathe and I need someone to help calm me down or I'll pass out.

I felt like my throat was closing, I went to grab my phone to text Bakugou but I couldn't see from all the tears blocking my vision, I was about to have a huge mental breakdown and no one was there to help me, and thinking that only made it worse. Until I felt someone running towards me and enveloping me into a hug, I immediately knew who it was as soon as they wrapped their arms around me.

"It's okay Kami, it's okay. Try and match your breathing to mine, okay?" I heard Toshi whisper, I nodded as I gripped him tightly, afraid if I let go he'd run away. I tried to slow down my breathing with shinsou whispering sweet words of encouragement into my ear.

"I'm not going anywhere baby, I'm right here. Relax." He whispered softly, I put my face into his chest and started crying again, my breathing was back to normal and now I was just being held in the arms of the man I love. We stayed like that for a solid 5 minutes of no talking before the tears started pouring out again like a water fall. Toshi cupped my face in his hands and started to wipe away my tears.

"I-I'm so s-sorry.." I said in between sobs, Toshi chuckled softly before kissing all over my face while telling me 'it's okay' and 'I forgive you' I stopped crying and kissed his cheeks. He looked at me for a couple seconds, before he attacked my lips.

Now I'm not saying what we did, but the next day I had quite the limp.

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