Lester's M O M

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I'm so sorry. I failed you son. I wasn't able to attend that dinner we would've enjoyed. I'm so sorry. I miss you, more than ever. I regret every phone call you made and all I did was tell you I'm busy. I shouldn't have ignored you like that.

If only you know, each phone call you did...saved me. I'm tired and stressed out from all the works I have and your phone call is the one thing I look forward in each day. Whenever I hear your voice it's like I'm reminded that I'm helping other people and it makes me glad because I'm like a mother to everybody...but not to you, oh god I'm so sorry. I should've known. I should've been there for you.

I'll miss you forever hun. Please forgive me. It'll be hard for me to forgive myself. I love you; always have, always will.

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Lester's D A D

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I was so dependent on the fact that you are understand. And because of that, I lost you. We lost you.

I'm sorry. Even though apologizing will not bring you back and nothing I say or do can. You needed me, your father but I was so caught up with giving you everything you and your mother's needs that I forget the most important thing, family.

I hate it. I should've known, I should've done something. You got too understanding this time but you got it wrong, we're not better without you and our lives aren't better without you son.

I wasn't able to tell you this... your phone calls saved me. I was having a rough time doing all my work because I've been missing you and your mom. I should've went home more often.

I'll miss you. I love you.

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Irene

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I'm sorry Les. I was trying to get it together. I got busy minding myself and my other friends..I'm ashamed right now, I'm disappointed with myself because you felt like I have forgotten about you. I didn't and I don't think I ever will. Your phone calls saved me, knowing that there's someone I can always lean on and someone who cares so much to ask how I am doing..it was amazing.

I'm sorry I wasn't an amazing friend though. I let you down. I should've spent more time with you. I really miss you, I wish I could turn back the time and see you..ask how you are doing..

Thank you Lester. You're an amazing friend and no doubt a heroic person to me.

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Rye

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I'll be there with you soon. I'm sorry. I can't say anything much...I'm really hurting and this is unfair to you, you've been hurting far longer than I am. I'm disappointed with myself. I shouldn't have taken you for granted. Your phone calls saved me and I was so naive to believe that I wasn't so cruel to you.

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Myke

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I made living harder for you. I'm sorry, sorry's not gonna fix this and I suck. I know man so sorry. You were there for me every single day but I didn't even notice that I was a crappy friend and family, I know that now.

I should've show how much I'm thankful to have someone like you. But now.....it's too late.

Your phone calls saved me. I wish I could do the same but I know that's impossible. Don't worry. From now on I'll check myself daily to see how I'm doing. I promise you that, I don't want your efforts in making me feel glad to be alive go to waste.

I love you buddy. Thank you very much and I'm very sorry. Be my guardian angel 'k?

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