L E S T E R

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No one asked how I was doing. It sucks, have you ever felt loneliness? It drains the life out of you. It's like no one bothers to know how your day is going, I felt unworthy to be disturbed by someone.

I maybe too hard on myself and people could really get busy.

But it was killing me. All those phone calls, hoping it would lead to hanging out or maybe just a couple minutes of talking... it didn't happen. I was drifting from all the people I care about, from the people that I love and I want to spend time with. I was drifting away from the world.

How am I? I became empty. At first, I was just lonely and admitting it, somehow sad, I was also frustrated.

How am I? I am empty.

I don't want to leave everyone behind but I don't have to, they already turned their backs on me.

I'm sorry. It's just all too much and we know that too much is never good.

How are you? I hope you don't end up like me.