A I look back at our texts,
I realize,
I'm screwed.
I'm so screwed.

I didn't think it would be this hard,
I thought that I would be able to keep myself from falling.
I didn't fall yet,
But I might as well be on the way there.

It's horrifying,
And saying that I'm afraid is the biggest understatement.
I know what it's like to fall,
And now that I am on the way there because of you,
I might as well be riding a bus on the highway to hell.