SPOILER WARNING, don't read if you haven't finished.

I wanted this book to honestly be somewhat a book to make readers connect and relate to their characters here. I'm glad some are sharing their bottled up feelings here ^_^

Also, I want to write this book because I wanted to portray what is happening right now. With K-pop idols and the dating issues, and also with cancel culture regarding their careers and the attitude of different fans to a specific info about their favourite artists.

You see, you'll never get to marry them. I'm sorry for breaking your fantasy.

Listen up, K-POP IDOLS DESERVE TO DATE. It's natural, it's something that comes eventually. They gave most of their youth and adulthood to us fans so it's only fair if they get the happiness they deserve like a good partner, and kids.

It's THEIR personal life, THEIR own issues, and THEIR own preference. They are not things you can control and you do not know them personally. They only show what has to be shown on camera but not off-cam so please don't even think about your idol liking you back or think about knowing them pErsOnALLy.

Fan-idol relationships is normal. It is a special bond but it also has limits. They cannot have a thousand girlfriends or boyfriends! One day, they will be able to marry their loves and it honestly warms my heart (esp Jin like that man probably has a secret girl/boyfriend by now hehe). A fan must be there to support and love their idol unconditionally, and also love their music. If you are mad over your idol dating, then you weren't in it for the music in the first place.

And also, PLEASE STOP sneaking into their private life (im looking at u dispatch u fucker). They are human, they have feelings and self-esteem like us too. We shouldn't be nosying into their life because it will make them uncomfortable (im looking at you sasaengs).

For me, even if my bias gets a wife and three kids i will 100% support them! He honestly deserves the world and he deserves to settle down! I hope the new fans will be able to accept it and I hope kpop idols will reveal much of their relationship without getting it sabotaged by fans. An example is EXO Chen, which I am sooo proud for having a wife and kids while still being in the industry :).

I mean, new fans (and old fans) would probably not get it at first but as you grow older into the fandom you'll understand. You'll somehow grow mature if you stay away from toxic fans.

If you're mad at me for breaking your y/n world then i'm sorry but this will happen sooner or later. BTS are probably dating now and we don't know but we'll wait and respect them! Please don't get your hopes up my loves!

So if you're a new fan (or an old fan too), please support the boys to the very end! It's natural to develop a thing like that for them and many other old fans also probably experienced the same. You will understand soon ^_^.

Why I don't like Y/N? I believe she simply makes me uncomfortable. There are also many Y/N books that are good and have great characters but the idea of her "unflawless" and "perfect" nature is a bit too much for me. Also, it's hard for me to write about a character where everyone inserts themselves as and it's easier for me to focus on a character I made so it would click with the story. And I don't want my books to be a breeding ground for delusional fans who have a sexual attraction to the BTS members :(.

Also, I'd like to talk about the characters individually.

SEOKJIN

Honestly, I wanted a main character who has flaws and mercy. A man who knows what is right and wrong and also has qualities that sometimes makes you wanna kick him in the balls. Main characters aren't main characters because they're always perfect, they have flaws too and they learn to accept that. I wanted Seokjin to be a man who cares about others and at the same time makes mistakes by being too caring.

YOUNGYEON

This girl literally speaks the definition of "Be Successful Before Men" kinda quote. I wanted her to be independent before she loves Seokjin. I wanted her to be powerful before she loves Seokjin fully. I believe this applies to most girls too. Let us be successful and we need to reach our dreams first before loving others! We also need to love ourselves in the process! Most girls in books don't really have necessary glow up, so I decided to give Youngyeon that rich bitch money :D. To sum it up, Youngyeon is also my favorite jsjwjsjd

SUNYOO

It's kinda obvious this girl is my fave character bc of all the defending i do for her lol (im sorry Youngyeon ily) but this girl is literally my pride and joy lmao. I didn't even see her as a second lead like all of you see her, I see her as a main character. Most girls who are not the main lead for the man are mostly bitches, hates on the OC, and are 50% immature or made to be hated. I honestly never had those thoughts of giving Sunyoo a hostile attitude when Seokjin doesn't love her back. She goes with "if he doesn't love me back, it's fine but he'll regret it" kinda woman. Making her as Seokjin's destined fiancee is just a side track, I wanted a woman who came from being dependent and lovesick to a man, to being controlled, and soon to being independent, powerful, and loved by all, I could say I gave her the most character development. Just because she's not Seokjin's destined lover doesn't mean she's a bad person. I'm not forcing you to love her, I just don't want anyone to call her a sl*t or a wh*re when she hasn't even done stuff (andd no one deserves to be called that tbh). Someday i aspire to be like her too and I hope you do too! She is actually inspired from the drama CLOY's Seo Dan! (I love Seo Dan very much huhu) so yeah, meet my other favorite child Sunyoo lol. In the draft she was a bitch and I just want to say sorry and hug her and slap the heck out of my 2018 self :D

JIMIN

This guy represents all second lead men syndrome lol. But most second leads don't get the main girl and it is SAD :/. A beautiful man like Jimin cannot be wasted so I made a woman just for him ;). It's pretty obvious Jimin is mentally ill and needs someone who can tend for him and his feelings. He is a loyal man who would stick with his bestfriend. But for Jimin, a man who went from being a flirt to anyone to being a flirt to one girl only is a progress y'all ;). Jimin represents those who were abused or treated badly, so I hope those who experienced is finally doing fine after all that :(.

NAMJOON

Namjoon sweetie i am SORRY ><. You are my bias but biases are not exempted in my stories lmao. Namjoon is for all those who have been forced to do things that aren't your passions or dreams, please... fight for your dreams and passions. I gave Namjoon a backstory like that because most kids don't know what to do because of parental pressure and because their mental needs are neglected. PARENTS YALL NEED TO BE THERE FOR YOUR KID MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. Yall should support your child with everything they want to do to be happy -_-. The reason why I didn't give him a girlfriend here is because i wanted him to focus on accepting and fixing himself before loving others, I wanted him to learn and fix himself up.

TAEHYUNG

Taehyung i am SORRY (2). My readers are suing me because of you but thats fine hehe. I love him and I know most people also relate to a man like him. I believe no one is an antagonist in the story because they do things that are from their perspective. No one is a villain here and everyone is equal and they each have reasons of their own. Taetae deserves love and hugs! He was supposed to be alive somehow but then I realized why not make everyone sad for once :).

JUNGKOOK AND YEOSANG (+ OFFICE SQUAD)

LmaOoo i tried to make all of them chaotic crackheads. The reason I placed them here is because I wanted KimHit to be more than just Seokjin's company you know? I wanted real workers who actually work in KimHit and have their own little world where they threaten each other's dicks. Yeokook was something I never expected tbh its a rlly rare ship and no one ever ships it but Yeosang gives me soft boy vibes and I wanted Jungkook to be a "little" gay in one of my fanfics for once 💀. They're my favorite people to write in this book hehe

YOONGI

Poor lil bb I just wanna hug him sOSOSOS BAD like Yoongi im sorry pls dont come at me sjwjsj

SEONGJOO

No comment. I'm sorry but he represents every toxic person. But at the same time I felt bad since he didn't really know what to do and he felt twisted himself. He had his own reasons but at the same time they were bad and I just want to give him an earful of something.

YEONGJI

Y'all thought she was some side character maid huh? Welp, think again :p. She's a sweetheart lol, I love it when moms and sons interact its so wholesome.

HYUNSEOK

No comment. Y'all already know what he is but he also got this huge jealousy which drove him to his actions.

SUNGHOON AND PUSSY

Sunghoon pls go to church, read the Bible, and become a pastor or something U NEED TO BE PURIFIED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT WJWJJDJDJ

JOONSEO

Sorry Joonseo ;-;

EUMJI

Awww she was in the draft too :(. She's so adorbable too and she got less time here :/. Eumji best bestfriends ><

Anyways, Housemaid 'Her' signing off! The first ever solid ending I made aside from Criminal! I'm gonna miss this!

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☆ Q&A answers also coming soon