"How long do you plan to let this bitch do this to you?"

"It's getting kinda old. I can only enjoy watching her fry your brain so many times before it gets boring."

"I can't do anything about it."

"I've been telling you for years, just kill her."

"I can't just kill her."

"She deserves it."

"I know but I can't just kill her. If I do, I'll be stuck here longer."

The door opened and I looked up. A man I'd never seen before entered the room with the doctor behind him.

I stared up at them.

"How is he handling it?" He asked the doctor.

"He doesn't speak, and hardly eats or sleeps. I don't think it's doing much. All I've noticed is that he gets more violent as time passes. He doesn't let anyone touch him. He freaks out. I've tried keeping him awake through it and it used to scare him enough to behave but it's not anymore."

"Is that why he's restrained?"

She nodded. "He tried to stab a guard with a pen a few weeks ago so I decided it was best to keep him permanently restrained. At least until he fully breaks."

I looked over at the cuffs that kept me on the bed. I pulled at them lightly.

He stepped towards me and reached a hand out to me. I barred my teeth and growled, kicking at him. He can't touch me. I don't want him to. Not after those guards. I remember what they did. They hurt me. And these stupid fucks just let them do it. Multiple times. More times than I can count.

"Kill them both. They deserve it."

"No. Let them kill you. That's what they're doing anyway. You're the one who deserves to die, Chris." He said. "You're a weak and pathetic excuse for a human being. You deserve everything they do to you. You're just their guinea pig, their play thing. They don't care if you die, and you shouldn't either.l

I don't talk anymore. Only to the voices. Who I've grown accustomed to having around. The only time they're not really there is when the guards are in here. But I think that's just because they like to watch.

I've sorta figured them out. The first voice, the deeper one, seems to really want me to hurt myself. He likes seeing me get hurt because he thinks I deserve it. But the second one, the quiet one, doesn't agree with the other one. That one wants me to hurt the people who are hurting me. He thinks I don't deserve what happens to me and that they need to pay for doing it.

"Is he still displaying any behaviors that he did previously?"

"From what I can tell, just the violence and anger issues. He seems to have developed a very animalistic behavior, but that could simply be from a lack of human contact.But I'd need an opportunity to see how he behaves around other people to determine that." She explained. "All of his disorders are mainly social. So it's hard to tell how they are when he's not around others."

"Remind me of what issues he has?"

"We initially figured out that he has Narcissistic Personality Disorder, he also shows some signs of Psychopathy, Bipolar Personality Disorder, a slight form of Antisocial Personality Disorder, and he had issues with substance abuse." She told him. "But more recently, he seems to have developed signs of Schizophrenia, also probably due to lack of human contact."

He nodded. "When's his next treatment?"

"Today."

I love how they talk about me like I'm not here.

"Alright. After that put him in PC for a few days. There's others there, but very few. God forbid he's still dangerous, there aren't many people that'll get hurt."

"Alright."

"Oh, and up the voltage today. See if that does anything."

She nodded.

The man left the room and she turned to me. "After your treatment today, you're going into protective custody for a few days so I can study how you behave around other people."

"Kill them all."

"I want to. Believe me, I do." I whispered, watching her leave the room.

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sorry this took so long lmao

~xxLux