*just to let you know, this is happening around chap 11 to 12 *

Namjoon had been caught up in his own thoughts for what felt like years now.
What would his parents think of him now? how was he going to get through this? Was he a failure to them? Was he a failure in general? What did the person mean by 'When you've made a choice?'
He was lost. He could easily tell you that. His sanity was slowly being whittled away piece by piece and being replaced with self-doubt and fear. Fear of what? He wasn't sure, but dread began to slowly fill him at the thought of what could happen to him and the others.
Namjoon was so engrossed in his own thoughts he didn't even notice the figure enter until they spoke.
"Namjoon." They called. Namjoon turned to see the haunting figure once again. Yet something seemed off. They seemed to be lacking any of their usual swagger. Were there more of them? How many were there?

"I have something for you." Namjoon stepped back as the figure advanced towards him - a glistening syringe in hand. It contained a clear liquid which Namjoon guessed was for him. Before he could move out of the figures grasp he felt the cold wall against his back and cursed silently. " have a nice trip." the figure said after a click. The voice was instantly recognisable. "J-Jimin..." Those were the last faint words he managed to utter before the world went black and the liquid began to make it's way around his body.

Namjoon woke in Yoongi's arms. Everything ached and this head was throbbing.
"Hyung?" Namjoon questioned.
"What's the last thing you remember?" Yoongi asked.
"Uhm" Namjoon hesitated " I was drugged and then it all went black..." he trailed off as if he had something else to say.
"What is it?" Yoongi questioned. Namjoon just looked up at Yoongi with a dazed glare.
"Joon? Namjoon!?"
"Jimin" Namjoon breathed.
"What?" Yoongi asked confused.
"Jimin" Namjoons eyes began to fill with tears. "Hyung... Jimins the one who drugged me. He - he's like t-hem n-n-now." The last sentence turned into a muffled sob as tears began to slide down his cheeks. " H-hes gone hyung, I failed. I'm s-so sorry. I'm sorry I-I'm a terrible lead-d-der..." Yoongi's eyes widened at his statement, his shock soon turning into anger at his words. Fists balled and jaw clenched he could only stare at the male on his lap as he sobbed, eyes puffy and red. Well, at least Yoongi knew two things for sure. One. He was going to kill Jimin next time he saw him. Two. Namjoon was definatly an ugly crier.
"Namjoon. Stop. You aren't a terrible leader. You're a perfect leader. You are the leader we all needed." Yoongis tone was stern yet soft as he spoke to the younger.
"I'm sorry hyung"Namjoon whispered.
"For what?" Yoongi asked clearly confused by his sudden apology.
"I couldn't save him..." Namjoon sat up hanging his head low as he fiddled with the hem of his jeans. "I can't even save myself... let alone them. I'm sorry. I failed you all. I couldn't protect you"
"Shut up" Yoongi snapped making Namjoon shift his gaze to stare at him. "You need to stop saying that you failed. You are all we need in a leader. And a freind. You may not be perfect but-" Yoongi was cut off when two cloaked figures entered the room with heavy foot steps as if trying to announce thier power. One of the figures stood behind Namjoon and grabbed him roughly by the arm,forcing him to stand. Yoongi swiftly stood ready to defend one of his closest freinds when an all to familiar voice rang through the room.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you."

Jimin.

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Hey guys,
Sorry i haven't updated in a while been sorting some things out but im baaackk! Also sorry for the boring chap. I promise its more exiting next chap. Anyways.

As always,

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