Mark's Pov.....

I didnt know what to do or say, My emotions were changing drastically. I dont even know who I was or if Yeri and Donghyuck were actually my soulmates. I walked to school today, wanting to see Donghyuck but no he didnt turn out for classes today which made my tattoo burn and make me so gloomy.

"Babe!! Are you alright?" Yeri ran up to me happily but I could only fake my smile.

"Yes I'm fine!" I let her hug me tightly and kiss me. I was being a horrible person.

"Awe come lets go then." Yeri happily chirped away as we reached our class. I spaced out the window my heart being in so much pain wasnt helping.

I was 6 when Donghyucks name engraved itself on my collar bone. I was a hyped child eager to find his soulmate yet my efforts were worn off. For so long I've felt his presence but I was a failure to find my baby boy. Then Yeri came by I fell in love and we've been going strong ever since yet when I saw my golden skinned freshman walk in I felt a harsh but pleasing tingle. When he told me his name, I wanted to hug him real tight and kiss him all over. Donghyuck was my first love, Maybe I still loved him deep down. His cute dress code, his short shorts, mini cropped hoodies that showed off his tiny waist, his hour glass like body, pink chapped plump lips, painted nails his red hair was so gorgeous I thought I lost my heart to him.

"Markie you've been spacing out the whole day." Yeri pouted hanging onto me but my eyes were still remembering the night I slammed him against that tree. His wet waist a distraction.

"Uhh I'm sorry." I said softly as I let her drag me out of school. Jaemin waved at me from the gates since he took Hyuckies duty.

I wanted to ask him but I didnt. I waited the next day and the next and the next until finally he came to school after two whole weeks, skinner than how he was and he looked so sleep deprived I wanted to cry. He avoided my eyes but I knew he stared at me from behind.

"Hyuckie we missed you!!" Jaemin, Lucas and Joy squeezed him into a loving embrace.

"As if you guys didnt see me last night." His voice fueled me up I finally smiled genuinely.

"Ahh!!" I screamed slapping my tattoo on my neck making unwanted attention draw towards me. "E-Excuse me." I ran way from them. I hid myself inside tge janitors closet until the stingying was gone. Did he hate me so much? I stayed there until school was over, Ignoring my buzzing phone. When I stepped out I sniffling as went down to the parking lot and drove off with my bag and tear stained eyes.

The rain started raining heavier, fogging the vision on my car. I groaned unbuttoning my shirt as my vest was left to be seen. It was cold and I was being hot. I switched on the air condition as I took a right I saw a familiar boy crying on a milestone. Donghyuck? He wasnt with his uniform, instead with his black short shorts and a black very short cropped hoodie. I stopped the car as I stepped out in the heavily beating rain.

"H-Hyuckie! What are you doing!?" I shook him and his eyes grew wide.

"G-Go away!!" Donghyuck started fighting me making me go away but I scooped him up, amidst his protests. Putting him on the passenger seat I locked the doors afraid if he might open it.

"Why wont you leave me alone!!" Donghyuck screamed at me, I ignored his protests as I buckled him up and started the car, driving to his house.

We were in the traffic for hours until I got off the car and went to inqure what was the fisaco was about. The road had falled off due to the rain and a truck had toppled, the road had been closed. I went back and Donghguck was shivering, he looked at me so warmly I teared up but stopped myself from crying.

"The road is broken and a truck has fallen in the hole. I'll take you to my house." I sat back down turning the car as I stopped reaching for my leather jacket at the backseat and making him wear it. He glared at me when I touched him. Did I care? No.

"Why so you could fuck me?" He hissed at me as I drove into the night.

"What If I actually did? Hyuckie you are my soulmate!" I gritted my teeth at him and he shut his mouth. I took him home, surprisingly Taeyong hyung wasnt back yet.

"S-Stay away from me!!" Donghyuck pushed me away when I took him to my room.

"I wont! And I cant! No matter how much you want me gone we'd still come back to each other Hyuck!" I shouted at him making him flinch and step back falling onto my bed.

"I-I'll h-hurt myself!!" He whispered, I hovered over him, his waist in all it golden glory visible for my eyes.

"Shut up!! Touch that body of yours and I swear you'd never see me again!" I was being too harsh and he was crying he pushed me again.

"Dont touch me! Stop doing this to Yeri!! Stop acting like care when you fucking dont!!" Donghyuck slapped me hard twice. I lost it, I slammed him on the bed holding his wrists over his head.

"I said shut up!! If I slapped you now you'd black out! I dont care? Do you know for how long I've looked for you! The days I shared your sicknesses, Years of yearning for you!? You were my first love Donghyuck! You always will be! I could never fucking get over you! I love you but Yeri........I'm so sorry I dont know why her name printed itself on my body....... I love her too and I cant hurt her." I whispered tears splashing onto Donghyuck perfect face. He lifted his head smashing our lips together. Gosh how right that actually felt. I kissed back softly, we were both crying not knowing why we were put through so much.

"I-I.....What do we do?" Donghyuck pulled away falling back onto my bed.

"I'm just a horrible person. I cant hurt both of you." I mumbled.

"M-Maybe you should be with her. Well she's hot, wealthy, gorgeous and I'm fat, girly, not as wealthy as her I have nothing to give you. I have always b-been around you crushing on you for the last six years. I.....I love you so much It hurts Mark but....." I didnt let him finish I kissed him with more passion than I could offer.

"Why didnt you come to me!! Why? Why?" I sat up rubbing my face with frustration.

"I thought you were straight and I was afraid." He whispered as he started shivering so much I hugged him and he straddled my hips.

"We need talk to your grandma. She'd know a solution. She's wise an all!!" I squeezed him in my embrace and he nodded.