Donghyuck's Pov......

Love was so painful I hated it that the man I was destined to be with was someone elses. But I couldnt hate Yeri she was like my own big sister just like how joy was. Jaemin and I were at the Ice cream shop, Eating ice cream with Lucas since Joy had detention for not doing her homework. It was raining heavily outside and I hugged my bare legs to my knees. Jaemin and I wore pink short shorts, and bunny eared yellow cropped arm cut hoodies. Lucas of course was as always a man with fashion he wore a black leather jacket and ripped jeans with a beige turtle neck.

"So you took Jungwoo hyung home?" Jaemin crossed his legs.

"And mom loved my baby." Lucas proudly stated.

"Can anybody unlove the uwu princess?" I giggled stuffing myself with ice cream.

"Can we join?" Yeri's voice flooded in as Mark walked in with her and Jeno. Jaemin blushed and so did I.

"Sure thing lady!! Bitches! How dare you finish an ice cream without giving me!!" Joy came in as she almost pushed her self inbetween Jaemin and Lucas. Mark sat next to me with made me nervous since my tattoo began tingling. Jeno, Yeri squeezed in making my body past next to Marks. Okay I'm loosing my sanity right now.

"Bitch you had detention. Not our fault. Jaemin sassed popping a cherry into his mouth. My phone buzzed as the gang started chit chatting.

Grams♡♥♡
Honey? It's raining so heavily. Arent you coming yet?

Sunny my life.
I'll run down in a few. I love you!!

Grams♡♥♡
Stay safe. I love you more.

Mark was looking intently at my pink painted nails that were neatly coloured with stolen nail polish. Common Jaemin wouldnt share it! I'm a good boy.

"Cute." Mark smiled down at me making my heart race.

"The gays are having a meeting? And the queen hasnt been invited?" Taeyong who was reportedly Marks brother squeezed in with Jaehyun his boyfriend making us inch too closer, Marks arm held my left inner thigh for balance and I swear I had never felt so good.

"So........I-It's me?" The deep pleasing voice whispered, I looked down to see Marks palm on my tattoo, his fingers feeling the frame of the letters.

"I.....I...It's a...." My mumbling interupted when Yeri lifted Marks shirt showing off the tattoo on his waist proudly to Taeyong who gave a small smile. My heart sank at my soulmates reaction. He smiled so brightly and nodded happily. I pushed Marks arm away, Scooting closer to Lucas if I could. The rest of the day I ignored Mark, it felt like somebody was skinning my heart.

Love was bullshit. Soulmates were literally crap that broke peoples heart. I wondered what was the big band aid was on Mark's neck. He noitced it as he gave me a pleadung look and I, I ignored him. I couldnt fucking help it, It hurt to know my soulmate had somebody elses name on his body.

"Oh shoot guys!! Come on we need to leave its raining heavily." Lucas panicked and I finally felt releaved.

"I'll walk home hyung. I need to buy medicine for Granny." I stood up wearing my hoodie.

"Baby its raining heavily." Joy pouted at me.

"Lucas has to drive all the way back the opposite direction to drop me." I smiled squeezing through as I popped out from the gang.

"I'll drop Jaemin. He's on the next block so its cool." Jeno smiled at a blushing Jaemin who grinned at me as I winked at him.

"Sweety Its like a waterfall outside." Yeri held my hand softly.

"I love the rain Yeri. Bye guys." I headed out first as Lucas and Joy left and the other couples left together. I ran so fast It hurt my heart, the tattoo making me regret everything. Why did I fall in love with him 6 years back? Why does he have to be my soulmate? Why not somebody else? I went inside my house to see Grandma missing? Wait did she go searching for me? I walked out again in the rain again, crying my heart out. Running back inside I did something I never thought I'd ever do. Taking a knife I started scratching my tattoo several times, the blades stingying as it split my fine skin. I didnt want to hurt Yeri. She deserved him more than I did. I was fat, not wealthy like how she was and no I dont want Mark.

"Hyuckie!!!" I heard grandma scream as she dropped her bags and rushed to me. My vision was bluring. She called somebody crying, As I blacked out on the floor.

"He's fine. Just a few deep cuts that I've stitched It surely wont catch scars but I bet his soul mate has been equally hurt." I heard somebody speak.

"My baby hes fine? I thought I'd die." That was Daddy and I opened my eyes into a white hospital room with Daddy and Grandma talking to a doctor.

"Duckie!!" Jaemin, Joy and Lucas engulfed me in a tight hug. I smiled, they didnt question me about what I had done which put me in ease.

"I'm sorry Daddy. Grandma I'm a bad grandson." I pouted but the only showered me with kisses and hugs.

"Sunny. You cant hurt yourself baby. We need you." Granny hugged me tightly and I nodded smiling.

After a while they left, helping me change into my yellow short shorts and white cropped white long sleeve black hoodie and I finally looked at my bandaged left thigh. I sighed running a palm over it. Oh how I wish his name disappeared. The door banged open as I saw a breathless Mark at the door.

"Why!? Whats wrong with you!?" Marks deep voice made me tear up and look away.

"Non of your fucking business. Leave!!" I cried out as I hugged my knees shuffling into a tiny ball.

"Hyuck!! Why the fuck would you cut yourself!! Thats my name on your body!!" Mark growled at me his anger to its peak.

"Thats my fucking problem!! You have Yeri on your skin then why pretend you care! Go eat her fucking face! No dont come near me!" I stumbled down the bed when he came closer to me and I took off running outside even if my thigh hurt and even if my feet were bare. Yet he followed close behind, It was raining heavily again but I cared less I ran into the woods so I could hide. Yet Mark slammed me on a tree trunk making me whince and struggle.

"M-Mark l-let me go!!" I shouted at him but his hold only tightened.