(WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT!)

I had to blink a few times while walking over, as the rain which had turned icy cold, was seriously attacking my face right now. Romans face had also remained cold, and was completely expressionless as he stood watching me walk towards him.

Here goes... I thought, taking a deep breath as I approached ''Hey you...'' I said softly with a soft smile.

He said nothing, he just stared down at me coldly. I could see his eyes still red and glazed over, which told me he'd been crying pretty bad, ever since I laid the bombshell on him that I wanted to break up...my god what have I done? I thought, consumed with guilt. I couldn't even look in his eyes now, it was just a horrible reflection of the hurt I caused.

''Roman...I...I...'' I stammered.

''Why?'' he said clenching his jaw in and out.

''It's complicated...um...can we go somewh...-''

''No. Why?!'' his demanded, his voice instantly breaking down with emotion.

''Baby please...'' I said, taking a step closer to hold him, but he just stepped back and looked at me with intense hurt and pain in his eyes.

''Ok, well it all started back in the girls lock-''

''Why didn't you just come and talk to me?!'' he said, cutting me off impatiently ''whatever it was Faith, you should have come and talked to me!'' he frowned.

I knew he was right. I had no excuse.

''I was angry...'' I whispered quietly.

''And I was left in the dark Faith'' he cried, his eyes once again welling with tears, as were mine ''I always thought that there was nothing we couldn't say to each other. But whatever it was, you found it so easy to just walk away from me! And now...I have to do the same to you'' and with that, he turned and got in his car and drove off, leaving me alone and crying in the pouring rain, just staring after him.

I held my face in my hands, not caring who saw me, and began balling my eyes out as my entire world crashed around me! My body was shaking, my head was hurting, and none of it mattered, none of it, because I had just lost the love of my life.

I quickly looked up when I heard tires screeching in my direction, and saw Romans car backing up beside me again. He got out, slamming the door shut behind him, and came to stand in front of me ''I can't do it Faith! I can't walk away from you like you did to me'' he said, and grabbed my bag from me, and flung it in the front passenger seat ''get in'' he instructed.

I looked up at him bewildered.

''Come on, get in'' he said in a softer tone. He held the door open and waited for me to get inside. I looked up at him again, but didn't question anything right now, as I was just so grateful to be with him. Quickly ducking inside, I watched through the rearview as he chucked my bag in the boot, then ran back round to the driver's side. He never looked at me when he got in, instead he simply said ''We need to talk, but not at the hotel, we won't have any privacy there. I saw a quiet little motel on the way down if that alright with you''

''Ok'' I nodded.

We drove for about 15 minutes before Roman spoke again, politely asking me if I wanted something to eat. I just shook my head no. I couldn't even if I wanted to, I was in too much of an emotional wreck right now to consume anything but guilt. We drove on for about another 15 minutes, before turning off into a quaint little road with a quiet looking motel. Roman got out and let me out of the passenger side, and we both walked in silence up to the motel door.

''Your best double room please'' he said to the desk clerk when we got inside.

''$250 dollars plus $50 for security, which you'll get back at the end.''

''That's cool'' Roman said, and paid the clerk with his card, and got us all signed in. He then took the keys, then took my arm leading the way.

For $250 dollars, the room was pretty decent. It was en-suite with a good sized double bed, large windows, and smelt pleasantly inviting...good enough for me I thought, and looked over at Roman who was leant against the table staring at me intently. I took a deep breath and walked over to him, he immediately put his hands in his pockets and turned his head from me slightly. We were both soaking wet from the rain, but I didn't care, as I walked right up close to him, and pressed my wet body against his, embracing him in a gentle loving hug.

He kept his hands firmly placed in his pockets, but I could feel him brush his lips against the top of my head. I could also feel his heart beating hard in his chest, and I looked up at him with my eyes re-filled with tears as I said ''I'm so sorry Roman, I'm really sorry baby...'' I whispered.

He still said nothing.

I tiptoed up slightly to kiss him, and this time he didn't move away, he just clenched his jaw again as I brushed my lips over his ''Baby please'' I begged ''I can't stand that your mad at me like this! Let me explain ok....'' I said, and took him by the arm and led him over to the bed, where I sat him down and told him the entire story, even the part about Seth showing me his tattoo. I could have said he just told me, but I wanted to be 100% honest with him (well, maybe not 100%...I never mentioned how I tried to kiss Seth out of revenge. I'm pretty sure that would hurt him further, and I didn't want to do that).

When I finished telling him everything, he just stood staring at me stunned ''Summer and Seth? Wow, I honestly had no idea! He certainly kept that a secret. I never once saw her in the club last night either, although I did notice Seth had disappeared for a while'' he said looking up pondering over his thoughts ''...but you know, I just figured he was mingling or getting a drink or something. And, I never thought to tell you that we all had the same tattoo, because what for?'' he shrugged ''it was just a silly drunken thing the guys and I did in our early days of The Shield. Who knew such a small thing would cause such mayhem'' he frowned, running his hands over his wet hair with an irritated expression.

''But you can see how I came to that conclusion right?'' I said, sounding hopeful that he would forgive me now, but he still looked pretty stone faced and hurt ''Roman you are the best thing that has happened to me...especially since that night'' I said looking down, and closing my eyes for a moment ''You and you alone have helped me bury those demons that I had to live with for two plus years, and to think I was having all that taken away from me by the likes of Summer Rae? Pft! Baby, the pain just was too much, I'm sure on some level you can understand that'' I exclaimed ''and yes, while it wasn't the best laid plans to do what I did, I also knew the only way I could continue on without the risk of being hurt again, was to cut all ties with you. It was only way I could truly deal'' I told him honestly ''I knew I still had to go through with my match against Summer, but when I saw her coming towards me in the ring, I guess just saw red! I took everything that was bothering me out on her. All my anger from what she had done to Paige, and every last bit of and hurt from believing she was taking you away from me'' I sobbed.

He was still clenching his jaw, while looking at me coldly.

''Roman come on, you have to believe me! I never stopped loving you baby, not ever!'' I cried, feeling more tears beginning to fall down my face ''I mean, look how you reacted once upon a time, when you thought Set-''

''Don't you dare try and turn any of this round on me Faith! And my reaction was to him, not you'' he reminded me with another stern face, before turning his back to me and looking blankly out the window at all the rain still pouring outside.

''Okay that's true, but come on Roman what was I supposed to think huh? I mean, she said that the guy she was with, fucked her the same club that you texted me you were in! And to add insult to injury Roman, she went ahead and boasted about how her guy has a tattoo of a wolf down there!'' I cried again ''how was I to know she was talking about Seth?! Come on baby, you have to see it from my point of view, I was genuinely hurt and upset, that's why I behaved the way I did. Roman look at me please!'' I begged, grabbing desperately at his arm.

He turned and looked at me even colder now ''Yet you found it so easy to throw away four months of the love and bond we had created together'' he said in a harsh tone ''and that's the difference between you and me Faith, see I could never have done that to you, because when I said I loved you I meant it, with all my heart. No matter what I may have suspected you of doing, or what other people may have said they saw you doing, I would have talked to you first! Because true love doesn't just go away, and if it's as real as the love I feel for you, then there is nothing I wouldn't do to make it work out. Nothing!'' he shouted, and I watched as a tear rolled down his face and his eyes glaze over again with hurt. All I could do was it and cry into my hands, because he was completely right. I gave in him, on us, before even giving myself the chance to talk to him first and hear what he had to say. I felt so ashamed of myself, because I never thought I could hurt someone the way I had hurt him today, and killed me, it really really killed me!

''So...what now?'' I whispered, gently holding onto his arm and looking up at him.

''What now...'' he said taking a deep breath and leveling his eyes with mine ''I honestly don't know 'what now' Faith'' he sighed, then looked me dead in the eyes as I he said ''if you had any idea of the magnitude on which you hurt me today, when you dropped the necklace I gave you into my hands like that, you probably wouldn't even be trying to win my heart back right now'' he said coldly ''and not only that, but the way you did it too! Making me close my eyes, pretending you were giving me a gift? That so was cruel Faith! But the coup de grace was when you turned your back and walked away from me. In that moment, you crushed my entire world! I felt numb from head to toe'' he cried ''and you wanna know the worst thing was about it all? I had absolutely no idea why!!!''

He stood up now and walked over to the window, opening it up and putting his hand out slightly to touch the rain.

''Roman...'' I whispered, gently coming up behind him and wrapping my arms round his frame ''baby I...I had no idea I hurt you so bad'' I cried against him ''I'm so sorry baby, and wish I could take it all back, really I do'' I sobbed ''but please don't punish me like this'' I begged ''I've punished myself enough as it is, believe me. I don't want to lose you Roman, and even though you're thinking right now that my love for you was never strong enough to hold us together, baby that's not true'' I told him, holding on tighter to his arm ''I love you so much Roman, more than you know, that's why I behaved on the level I did, I was hurt when I thought I'd lost you to her'' I told him honestly ''I guess we just have different ways of expressing our emotions. But I do love you Roman, I really do with all my heart. I love you baby...I love you...I love you...'' I sobbed.

For the first time since all this happened, Roman turned and hugged me tight ''Come here baby...'' he whispered, embracing me close to him in his arms ''Ssshh....ssshh....sshhh...I know...I know...'' he said, gently kissing the top of my head and soothing me in his arms.

I felt safe again, loved again, and most of all happy again. I cried for the longest time while he held me, and I could hear him crying too.

''You know I can't stop loving you baby girl'' he whispered, kissing the top of my head again, as we stood holding each other in one another's arm, while listening to the continuous pour of rain outside.

''What are the chances I get a Slammy Award for this? Most Hated Wrestler Of The Year'' I joked.

''Not funny baby'' he said, leaning down and kissing my cheek ''I would throw it right back at them if they ever did that'' he gruffed, and I just held him tighter.

''Baby?'' he said in a soft.

''Yes Roman?''

''You wanna stay here tonight, and we can go back to the hotel tomorrow?''

I nodded happily ''I think the privacy will do us a world of good...'' I whispered.

''Me too'' he smiled, and I smiled back ''well, I don't know about you, but I could do with a nice warm shower'' he chuckled

''You read my mind!'' I giggled ''Oh no, but my bag is still in th-''

''I'll get it'' he grinned, so used to my forgetfulness by now. I'm actually surprised I didn't actually leave it in the taxi, ha ha. He then kissed my lips lightly before running back out to his car.

When he left, I breathed massive sigh of relief, and thanked god above. I really was sooo grateful Roman had found it in his heart to forgive me. I honestly don't know what I would have done if he decided to ever leave me, the thought alone sent a cold shiver down my spine, and back again. I already knew I was the luckiest girl in the world to have found someone so pure and loving as Roman Reigns, who also loved me back with every inch of his heart and more. And I swore to myself right there and then, that I would never ever do anything to hurt Roman or our relationship ever again. If anything, I felt what transpired today, had brought us even closer, and I was going to learn from it, and be the best girlfriend I could ever be to him.

ROMAN POV:

Nothing mattered now. Absolutely nothing. I had my babygirl back, and I had forgiven her for everything. When I thought about it, I could actually see how the whole thing looked though her eyes. But I was happy that she had the knowledge now to lay her doubts to rest. I guess in a way I kind of was partly to blame, as her thoughts had begun manifesting in this direction from the time we were back in my home in Pensacola. I just hoped and prayed every day, that that situation would never come to surface again.

Pulling my jacket over my head to shield from the rain, I quickly ran and grabbed her bag, then came back to our room.

When I got there, the room was steamy, and I could see Faiths purple track jacket and ring gear over the back of the chair. I looked over, and saw Faith under the covers, her wet hair sticking to her face, as she lay there waiting for me, smiling that all too familiar smile...

I locked the door and walked over to her, leaning down and kissing her lips softly, whilst removing my jacket. It was amazing just how much I missed those lips from this morning until now.

''Mmm...'' she moaned, gently leaning up and nuzzling the side of my neck.

''Baby, let me take a shower first...'' I whispered.

She shook her head cutely ''No, l want you exactly like this Roman...'' she smiled.

I smiled back at her, before naughtily unbuttoning my shirt off, and unbuckling my pants too. Faith pulled the sheets around her and slowly sat up, carefully taking out my semi erect dick in her hands, while I gently placed my hand round the back of her neck ready to enjoy her lips sucking down on me. She hesitated for second or two, but then slowly took my length inside her mouth, coughing slightly as my dick grew down her throat, but she just braved it and kept going, I guess trying to please me in a way.

I pulled out her mouth when she began coughing again, just stroking my dick slowly in my hand to continue the pleasure, while smiling at her sweet efforts to try and take all of me in one go. I stood and watched as she lay back down again, suddenly pulling the covers back to reveal her naked body for me! She was only wearing her cute little purple thong, which was enough to make my dick harden 10times over like rock! I then watched as she boldly got to her knees in the bed and turned around, giving me an amazing view her sexy little bubble butt! Without taking her eyes from mine, she slowly pulled her thong down, just below her ass cheeks, then lay face down with her damp hair cascading down her back, while looking up at me and biting her lip slightly, which I loved ''I want you inside me Roman...'' she whispered.

My dick began twitching like crazy in my hand, and I couldn't wait to have her now as I stroked myself even harder, causing my balls to grow heavier too. I quickly removed hurried into the bed and got on top of her, not even bothering to remove my trousers as slid my arms under her shoulders, and slowly pushed my length deep inside Faiths pink pussy from behind.

''Are you ok baby?'' I asked, leaning over and kissing her shoulders gently, when I heard her let out a little gasp and bury her head into the pillow when I entered her.

She didn't say anything, she just nodded, so I continued to push my entire length inside her until I was all the way in. She felt absolutely out of this world! So warm, wet and tight, and I was so hard and horny inside her! I held her shoulders tightly now, and began slowly making love to her her, but very gently so as not hurt her either.

I thrust my dick even deeper inside her, when she spread her legs open under me, and pressed her ass back into my groin, slowly rotating her hips and driving me absolutely wild! ''Aaaghhhh..mmmn...oh fuck yes!'' I groaned loudly.

''Mmmnn...ooooww...oooohhhhh...Roman!'' she moaned under me. I couldn't tell if she was in pain or not, and I certainly didn't want to hurt her like before, so I slowed my movements down even more, making each thrust both deep and pleasurable, which kept her juices flowing nicely so my dick could slide in and out of her comfortably.

If I'm being completely honest, part of me wanted to punish her for the way she had made me feel today, and part of me thought she would actually let me too, as a way of saying sorry. But I wasn't that guy. I would never be that guy.

I suddenly remembered I hadn't put a condom on, and I felt I was going to cum soon, so after about 15 more deep thrusts inside her tight wet pussy, I quickly pulled out and came all down Faiths back and in between her legs ''Oh fuucckk! Fuck me!!!'' I groaned lowering my hands to her breasts and gripping them tight!

She turned her head slowly and looked at me with her face still flustered red ''Roman, I'm not done...'' she whispered, suddenly realizing why I pulled out so early.

''Ok baby....gimme one sec...'' I winked and quickly grabbed a condom from my jeans pocket, enjoying her eyes on me as she watched while I placed the condom over my still very hard dick, before sliding it down with ease. I walked back over to her with my dick in my hand, leaning down slowly and sliding my tongue inside her mouth, kissing her passionately. She moaned softly against my kiss, making my dick grow even harder which I just loved. I then lowered my hands down to her hips and gripped them tight, before re-inserting my length back inside her, making love to her more softly this time.

''Tell me you love me...'' I whispered, pushing myself in deeper.

''Aahh...mmm.....I love you Roman'' she said softly.

''Say it again baby...please....I need to hear you say it again....'' I groaned, while making love to her even deeper and more sensually.

''I love you Roman....aaahhhh....mmm....baby I love you so much! I really do!'' she cried.

I knew she was telling me the truth, and I loved her back so much it almost hurt.

''Mmnnn...'' I grunted loudly, quickly filling the condom with my second load.

Faith came at the same time, squirting her juices all over my dick and jeans, as we lay covered in each other's warm sweat. It was amazing!

I lay there out of breath, holding her close to me, as her body convulsed in pleasure. I gave her moment to settle before going over to my jeans again, and pulling out her necklace. She turned and let out the sweetest smile, when she saw me coming over to place it back round her neck.

''This is yours baby, to keep forever...'' I smiled down at her.

''Oh Roman...'' she said holding it in her delicate soft hands, and looking up at me with love in her eyes ''I feel like I really don't deserve this now'' she said softly ''but I'm going to wear it so proudly, because I love it Roman, and I love you'' she whispered.

I pulled her chin close and placed a sweet kiss to her lips ''You deserve the world baby, and everything in it'' I smiled back ''and I promise I will love you, forever and ever my beautiful angel''