CHAPTER 38
(WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER!)
FAITH POV:
My eyes fluttered open, and the first thing I saw was the beautiful man lying next to me.
I hadn't dreamt it, Roman and I had made love last night.
And even though my body was still slightly sore, I didn't care, because overall I felt amazing! I watched Roman sleeping peacefully, with his hair sprawled out behind him, and his tattooed arm laying across his chest.
So engrossed by his beauty, I raised myself up on my elbows so I could better look and my angel. My movements must have disturbed his sleep though, as I heard Roman stir slightly, and so I quickly lay back down again and closed my eyes.
''Morning babygirl'' he whispered in a sleepy voice.
''Morning handsome, sorry if I woke you'' I smiled timidly.
He gently pulled me on top of him, with a sweet soft smile on his face ''you didn't wake me baby'' he grinned, leaning up to kiss me on my lips ''I've been awake for about 5 minutes now, just listening to my beautiful baby sleeping'' he winked, while giving me another soft kiss ''mmm....you taste like cherry's...'' he mumbled cutely.
''That would be my lip gloss baby'' I said, chuckling at his comment.
''Still yummy'' he smiled, licking his lips up at me.
I turned on my side to look at the time, it was 11:10am, meaning we had to start packing soon as we were meeting Paige and Dean for lunch at 2:00pm, before all of us would drive down to the arena together and meet up with Seth.
I was still leaning over the clock pondering about time, when Roman cheekily made his way over to my side of the bed, and gently wrapped me in his arms pulling my body close to his. I had forgotten that we'd both slept naked from the night before, and it startled me when I felt him press himself up against me from behind...even more so because he had the biggest boner I had ever felt!
''I wanna taste you again babygirl....'' he whispered in my ear.
''Roman!'' I giggled, but he had already grabbed me and pulled me under the covers with him, kissing me both hungrily and passionately.
I quickly scooted up again, this time leaning myself forward trying to catch my reflection in mirror...dang, I'm like a hot mess right now I chuckle to myself, as I tried quickly smoothing down my hair to look a little better, but then gasped all of a sudden as Roman-who was still under the covers-had suddenly parted my legs and slid two of his fingers inside me, followed by his tongue licking slowly over and around my pussy...
Fuck my hair! I thought, immediately throwing my head back on pillow with pleasure, as I grabbed at the sheets around me an squeezed tightly while moaning Romans name ''Oh god Roman...mmmm......oh Roman....ahhh mmm-hhhmmmm...'' I moaned out loud, while Roman continued to lick and finger me hungrily from under the covers...
After a good 10 minutes of continuous pleasure, Roman popped his head back up while licking his lips at me ''You so taste sweet babygirl'' he grinned ''and aww look, your face is all red, that means you enjoyed that didn't you?'' he whispered, slowly crawling up on top of me.
I nodded my head, still slightly out of breath.
''I wanna pleasure you again baby...'' he smiled, looking down at my breasts and gently cupping them in his hands, while licking his long tongue over the tips of my nipples slowly making them turn hard inside his mouth, while his length also grew thick and hard against the inside of my leg.
''How do you want it babygirl...?'' he whispered seductively in my ear, as he travelled one hand down again under the covers, slowly fingering my pussy deeply, making me instantly gape open for him and start leaking over his fingers.
I took a deep breath, still shivering from his sexy touch ''I...I want you to be in charge again Roman, mmnnn...do whatever you want to me baby...'' I whispered back, still quivering from what he doing to me under the covers.
''Okay baby, I'll make it real nice'' he said kissing up and down the side of my neck, before quickly getting up, and pulling a condom down over his length.
He then rolled me onto my side and slid himself close behind me, while softly kissing my shoulders and caressing his hands up and down my skin ''Rest you head on my arm baby...'' he instructed in a sexy tone, while extending his tattooed arm out for me to lie on. As I did, and he gently wrapped his arm round my shoulders, softly stroking my body as he held me close ''...this is actually one of my favorite positions babygirl, I love spooning in the mornings'' he whispered cheekily, while slowly sliding his free hand very softly down my back, gently running it gently over my ass cheeks then down between my legs where he began slowly stroking my pussy again. Once he got me wet enough, he gently parted my entrance with his fingers and began slowly feeding his thick dick inside my pussy from behind.
I pulled away quickly as I was still sore from yesterday, but Roman gently pulled me back by my hips and held me close to him.
''Don't runaway pussycat'' he grinned ''I'll be gentle with you...I promise''
I giggled at his cute comment and nodded shyly up at him ''Sorry baby, I know you will, I'm it's just a little sore still from last night ...'' I told him.
''I know beautiful, but I'm not gonna hurt you ok, I'm gonna take it real slow...in fact it'll be better like this'' he said, softly kissing my shoulders, before carefully placing his hand under my thigh and lifting my leg up slightly in the air, where he then took a hold of his long thick length and continued to push himself into me real slow, and real deep.
''See...?'' he grinned.
''Mmmm...ooh yes baby, ooh that feels amazing'' I moaned out loud, while leaning my head back against his chest with my eyes closed in pleasure. He was definitely right, this was a great position! And I could feel him real deep inside me, and with my leg up like this the pain was minimal.
I smiled when Roman started sexily kissing the nape of my neck, before leaning over me and sliding his long tongue inside my mouth, all the while still slowly pushing back and forth inside me. I could feel Roman becoming very turned on the more we made love, as was I, and we both enjoyed listening to the sexy wet slurping sound our bodies were making, as he continued to thrust in and out of me.
I was so turned on by all his sexy movements, that I began to rotate my hips up against him, and he moaned loudly in delight!
Roman was making love to me for such a long time in this position that my leg actually began to hurt. So I gently put it down, but immediately felt myself wince in pain as my pussy began to feel really tight again from Romans size.
He quickly paused feeling my pain, and I felt bad wondering if sex with him was always going to be this painful ''Oh my sweet baby, are you okay?'' he asked worriedly, slowing down and turning my face to meet his.
''Yes I'm okay'' I smiled quietly.
''No you're not baby, I can see it'' he sighed miserably ''I'm so sorry beautiful, I really am, because I don't want to keep hurting you like this'' he sighed gain ''um...okay I know, how about we try this'' he grinned excitedly.
I winced as he slowly pulled himself out of me, but then giggled when his heavy length slapped up against his stomach as he did so. He chuckled too, before slowly rolling me over onto my stomach and straddled me from behind, with his thick muscular legs now either side of my me.
He then leaned over and ran his hands slowly down my body, first from my shoulders, then my back, then down to my waist, over my hips, and finally on my ass. He began rubbing his thumb in between my ass and pussy, making me moan out loudly in pleasure, while at the same time I could feel him stroking himself in pleasure too, as he teased his length against me from behind.
When he felt I was ready, Roman carefully parted my entrance again with his fingers, before very slowly pushing his length into my pussy from behind...OH WOW! I could practically feel him all the way up to my stomach like this, as he lay on top of me from behind, placing both hands up and over my shoulders where held me close, and licked and kissed the back my neck, while pushing the last few inches of himself inside me.
I moaned very loudly this time ''Oh god Roman...oh this feels so goood!'' I cried.
''I'm glad you're enjoying it baby'' he whispered sexily in my ear ''...and your right, this does feel amazing, my god Faith I could stay inside you all day like this'' he whispered, leaning over kissing my face and neck.
I smiled, letting him lean my head back and kiss me from up top from behind, while parting my legs a little further as Roman pushed his length deep and hard inside me, while sexily teasing my nipples with his fingers.
After a while Roman hoisted himself up onto his fists, and I had to admit that kinda hurt little, as all his weight was now pushed down on top of me, and my body was starting to feel just that little bit crushed. So to help myself out, I tried raising myself up onto my elbows, hoping to somehow make myself feel more comfortable as Roman was, as he continued making love to me from behind.
Unfortunately no such luck. Romans legs were so strong, and he was so heavy, that my small body suddenly began to feel paralyzed under him. He started thrusting in and out of me at a much faster pace now, and I could tell Roman very liked this position, because he started gripping me tighter, and breathing and panting heavier, and groaning and moaning louder
''Mmnnn...oh yes! Fuck yes babygirl, aww god that feels so damn good! Mmmnn!'' he was groaning.
In his excitement, I felt him wrap his tattooed arm round my neck so as to keep me in place, while his other hand grabbed again at my ass, parting my cheeks even further, while thrusting harder, and harder, and harder, and harder, and harder....
''Slow down Roman'' I said all of a sudden.
He wasn't listening at this point.
''Slowly Roman, please'' I said, beginning to feel panicked.
I tried to wriggle free from him, but Roman was so horny and aroused that he just wasn't listening to me...
''Roman please...stop'' I whispered.
''What's that baby girl?'' he asked breathlessly, still not really listening to me, and not slowing down either as he thrust even harder, making his balls slap loudly against the outside of my swollen pussy.
This was just all too familiar, and I didn't like it...I didn't like it one bit!
''ROMAN STOP! PLEEEAASSEEE! YOU'RE HURTING MEEEEE!!!!'' I cried, and so loudly too it almost shattered all the windows in his house.
Roman was so startled by my voice, that he stopped immediately, and quickly pulled himself off of me, before turning me around to face him.
''OH GOD! Baby oh god I'm so soooo sorry! I really am!'' he cried, looking absolutely mortified over the thought that he had hurt me.
He tried to place his hand on my shoulder, but I scooted back from him, causing his eyes widened at my behavior.
''I'm...I'm not going to hurt you baby'' he tried telling me ''I just...I got...I got carried away...'' he tried to explain ''I really am sorry baby, I didn't at all mean to hurt you just now, I swear! You just, well you turn me on so much my love, and I guess I just got caught up in the moment'' he said ''please baby, please! Look I'm sorry I'm really sorry, messed up okay. Please baby, just talk to me! Are...are... you ok, just let me hold you, please...'' he pleaded, and his voice trailed off when he saw me start to cry.
''Oh my god'' he gasped, putting his hands up to his mouth at the shock of seeing me cry ''what have I done?'' he cried himself in dismay.
I never wanted to make Roman feel bad, nor make him feel that he had hurt me in some way, I wanted him to want me, in whatever way that pleased him. I wanted nothing more than to make my man happy. But when he started to take me from behind like that, putting his arms round my neck in the way he did, and going at that kind of pace, every horrible memory and sensation from that night came flooding back to me in an instant! And as I result I just wanted him to stop.
I let him pull me into his warm embrace now, as I leaned in and sobbed uncontrollably into his chest.
''Come here baby....ssshhh...ssshh...it's ok...it's all going to be okay'' he whispered softly, while gently kissing the top of my forehead, and rocking me calmly in his arms.
''I realize now why you're so upset now...I reminded you of your attack didn't I?'' he said, as his voice broke down in shame ''Baby again I am so sooooo sorry for what I did just now. It wasn't my attention at all to hurt you'' he cried ''I just wasn't thinking, I guess with the passion, and being wrapped up in the heat of the moment. I...I know it's no excuse, but you make me feel so excited baby, you're so sexy and amazing, and I lose myself whenever I'm with you. But I will be gentle from now on, every time single time, I promise my sweet babygirl'' he said, softly kissing the top of my forehead again, before gently pulling the sheet up and wrapping it around my body to comfort me.
''I'm sorry too Roman'' I whispered ''that wasn't entirely tour fault just now. I guess it's true, I was reminded of that horrible night'' I said sobbing in his arms ''oh god Roman, why can't I ever forget?! I just want to forget it, and make it go away!'' I cried '' I still remember the pain, and how much he hurt me! Please make it stop Roman, I can't take I anymore, I just can't!'' I was crying so hard at this point, that my body was shaking uncontrollably!
''JESUS CHRIST....'' Roman cried, as his eyes filled with tears of torture for me. He looked completely helpless right now, and so disappointed at himself for the way he had made love to me ''I will never be than monster Faith. I just wish there was somehow, or some way that I could take your pain away from you baby'' he said quietly ''I would go through it a thousand times over for you, just so you never had to have experience that ''I don't ever want to see you hurt like this again baby. God this fucking killing me, I swear!'' he cried, clenching his jaw tight in anger.
I looked up at him and held his face in my hands ''it's not your fault Roman, and I don't blame you, for anything. I'm so sorry I made you feel this way, but at that moment in time I just needed you to stop, that's all. I still love you very much baby'' I said, feeling my own eyes begin to water with emotion '' Oh god, look at me, I'm damaged goods!'' I cried ''I can't even make love with my boyfriend normally'' I sobbed out loudly.
''Don't ever say that baby. My girlfriend is not 'damaged goods'' he said looking at me seriously ''you're my baby, and I love you so damn much that it actually kinda scares me'' he said ''I have never in my life, felt this way about anyone, not ever. And I want to be the man in your life that always protects you, and cares for you, and loves you the way you deserve to be loved. So please forgive me baby, because I'm going make this right. You're too special to me, and I don't want to lose you'' he said softly.
''You're not going to lose me baby'' I told him ''because I love you Roman, with all my heart'' and I immediately turned I and hugged him tightly.
''I love you more babygirl!'' he said hugging me back.
We stayed there on the bed for at least another half an hour more, just holding each other comfortably in our arms, trying to put this incident behind us.
Slowly but surely things began to feel perfect again, exactly the way it should be.
''Baby'' he said turning to look at me ''I'm gonna go jump in the shower okay?'' he smiled, gently smoothing over my hair.
''Ok baby, I'll miss you while you're gone...'' I smiled cheekily at him.
''Feel free to join me if you like....'' he whispered.
''No you go baby, but I'll be here waiting when you get out'' I smiled up at him.
''Okay beautiful'' he said wrapping a towel that was by the bedside around him before he stood up. I watched as walked over to the en-suite bathroom, then my eyes widened as Roman cheekily let the towel drop to the floor just before he went in, giving me a fantastic view of his perfect rock hard butt cheeks!
''You tease!'' I yelled out to him.
''If you change your mind....just knock babygirl'' he grinned turning and winking at me cutely, before going inside and shutting the door.
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