There was that beautiful wind blowing through my hair again as we drove back from the club.

I should have been happy, I should have been enjoying my successful Raw debut tonight to its fullest! I was surrounded by good friends, and an amazing career. So why didn't I feel like basking in the glory?

Guilt.

I couldn't shake the reality that I had almost kissed Seth tonight. And every time I thought about it, it gave me the most sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. How could I have nearly done that to Roman? The man that I love! Just what in god's name was thinking? I wasn't thinking. I was feeling, and that was the problem.

Seriously, what would have happened if Paige hadn't of come over at that exact second? Or worse yet...if she had come a second later? Or Roman! Oh God! The thought began weighing heavy on my mind, and ended up giving me knots in my stomach over worry.

I'm thankful nothing happened of course, but the fact that it nearly did just wasn't good enough. I hated that he was right though...I was attracted to him, there was no denying that. But it was just physical, Roman was the man I truly loved, and the only man I would let near my heart.

I knew had to avoid Seth now at all costs.

Thing is, I knew Seth would try again. The fact that his efforts got him this far, would most likely have him believing even more strongly that he had a chance with me, give him that boost of confidence he should never have gotten in the first place. I blamed the whole thing on bad timing. I mean it want my fault that my sexual desires were heightened by Roman, and Seth just happened to come by at the wrong the wrong time...or maybe it was, oh I don't know!

I gently banged my head on the window, trying to drown out my thoughts.

''You ok baby?'' Roman asked, looking at me concerned through the rear view mirror.

I realized now I was in dangerous territory...I couldn't have Roman suspicious of my thoughts like this, as I didn't want to lead him into questioning me over my guilt.

Instead I just turned and beamed happily at him ''Hey, it's a lot of hard work manifesting yourself into Sister Abigail you know'' I teased '' ...really baby I'm fine, it's just been a long day and I'm a little tired that's all'' I lied.

It wasn't enough to convince him, as I could see Roman still watching me worriedly through the rear view, so I added a little more to keep him happy...''but not that tired'' I winked, seductively at him through the mirror.

''Hold on to your seats guys!'' Roman grinned, and pressed his foot down hard on the accelerator, driving the car at full speed, which instantly made us all laugh.

''You're not ok are you babe?'' Paige whispered as we sat in the back together ''You're thinking about Seth aren't you? I can tell'' she said softly.

I turned and looked at her ''He looked really sad tonight Paige, and I can't help but feel bad about that, because I know he has feelings for me, feelings that I can't give in return. I just hope he's ok, that's all'' I whispered back

''Damn empathy'' she smiled, while reaching over holding my hand in comfort.

''It's a bitch'' I chuckled, then turned back to the window where I continued enjoying the cool breeze dance through my hair and face.

ROMAN POV:

We pulled into the hotel car park and Dean and Paige got out first, quickly saying goodnight to us both and hurrying over to the hotel lifts together. I'm guessing they were gonna go up and be their usual teenage selves, and to be honest, I wanted to do the same with Faith.

''Come here babygirl'' I smiled, as I turned off the engine and gently unbuckled her seatbelt for her. I then carefully pulled her across so that she was straddling me, and slowly ran my hands up and down her softness of her thighs as she began kissing me roughly. I guess her sexual urges were still lingering over from the club...

''Tell me you love me'' I whispered looking her directly in the eye, as I too was feeling urges from her body being so close to mine.

''I love you Roman'' she whispered back, gently curling her soft fingers through my hair and smiling down at me as she continued to kiss me.

''Mmnnn...I love you too'' I smiled back, while leaning up and kissing her lips softly ''I just wanted you to say it again beautiful, because it melts my heart in ways you can't imagine'' I said, leaning forward and kissing her neck just as softly ''and it's ok baby...''

''What's ok?'' she asked, her eyes still closed from my touch.

''That Seth nearly kissed you tonight...''

''WHAT!'' she cried, jumping back completely startled! ''Roman I...I didn't ki...-'' she tried to say, but I gently cut her off.

''I got the drinks early and came to look for you. I wondered what was going on at first when in saw you in the corner with Seth, but it's all good baby, because you didn't kiss him back'' I smiled, feeling a little bad inside as I watched her face burn a bright shade of red and her eyes look down in guilt. Part of me wanted to express just how jealous it had made me, seeing her so close to him. But I knew it wasn't her fault - that leech had her boxed in a corner, and I know how shy Faith can get at times. I also watched with my own eyes, as she pushed him back and warned him off. I couldn't see what happened afterwards, as he was blocking her from view, and I myself was kinda tucked in one corner with our drinks, trying to not make it obvious I was watching. I honestly never wanted to mention anything to her about it, but I could see that she felt extremely bad about the whole situation from the moment Seth left the club, and all the way on the drive back to the hotel too. Which is why I had to say something now, otherwise it would just start building up in my mind, and that's not a good way to continue a relationship.

''That's why I was a bit of a jerk to him earlier just so you know'' I said smiling up at her, and tried to kiss her again, but this time she hung her head in what looked like shame.

''Baby...'' I said, gently lifting her chin so she would look at me ''I know why you feel bad now, you're worried for Seth and his feelings rent you?''

She nodded slowly.

''Well I actually think that's very sweet. But you have nothing to worry about when it comes to you and me ok?'' I said softly.

She turned her head as her eyes teared up a bit ''Hey...hey hey'' I said looking at her with concern ''I'm not mad at you baby, you didn't kiss him and that's enough for me. And I know you love me baby, just as much as I love you, and I really do beautiful, with all my heart'' I smiled ''nothings coming between us ok baby, nothing, I promise'' I said, gently wiping her eyes which had begun to cry.

''But I...-'' she began to say.

''Sssh...ssh...ssh baby and just kiss me...please'' I whispered.

I feared a little that she may have wanted to tell me that she nearly would have kissed him if Paige hadn't of come along, but I didn't need to hear that. I know that she loved me still, and possibly felt bad for allowing herself to have gotten so close to him. So I decided to put this little incident to rest, and concentrate on trying to salvaging what was left of the night....

FAITH POV:

Roman had seen right through me, and accurately too just like Seth. I was sinking deeper into dangerous waters, which was the absolute worst place to be in a so-called 'loving relationship'. Thank god Paige had come along when she did, as I dread to think where Roman and I would be at this point if I had given into my sexual temptation. I knew that he loved me whole heartedly, and oh god I loved him so much too! I also knew nothing like this was ever going to happen again, and with my guilt still lingering in the air around me, I suddenly felt the need to prove myself to him....

I leant my face up close to his and licked his lips softly, while gently taking his hand and slowly guiding it under my dress between my legs, where I slowly moved my thong to one side and pressed Romans finger deep inside me...

''Ooohh, babygirl...'' he groaned, looking up at me with a surprised smile.

''Mmm Roman...'' I moaned back, slowly starting to gyrate my hips over his hand, while also taking his other hand and placing it over my breast.

''Touch me Roman...'' I whispered, looking down into his handsome eyes.

He inserted another two fingers inside me, and began rotating them slowly, causing me to throw my head back and moan for him in pleasure ''Oh yes Roman...oh god''

''Mmn...danm babygirl, your so god damn sexy...'' he groaned, while reaching up and slowly sliding his long tongue inside my mouth, while groping my breast at the same time.

I could feel him growing thick and hard inside his jeans as I straddled him, and it just made me want to turn him on even more. I lifted my hands and boldly pulled the top of my dress down, so Roman would have a nice full view of my breasts. I then watched with satisfaction as Roman pulled me close and began roughly sucking and licking my breasts with his long tongue, while groaning out loudly.

I absolutely loved it, so did he, and I instantly felt his dick begin to harden even more from excitement, along with my pussy which had begun to moisten and soak his fingers the more he rotated them.

All of a sudden, a flood of bright light shone directly into our car at us!

''WHAT THE HELL!!'' Roman yelled angrily, as he quickly pulled the top up on my dress trying to hide me from view.

''OH MY GOD!'' I screamed, quickly jumping off of Roman, and hiding under the seat next to him.

I watched as Roman angrily got out the car, and stormed his way over to confront whoever had their car light streaming through our window.

''Be careful Roman!'' I whispered loudly, while trying to peer my head over the dash to see what was going on. That's when I suddenly heard tires screeching, and I sat up just in time to see the lights from the car that had been shining on us, belonging to what looked like a long black ford mustang, quickly back itself up and drive out of the car park at top speed!

My god! That means whoever it was, was just sitting there this entire time...watching us! They must have seen us all drive in... the thought creeped me out immensely!

''YEAH YOU'D BETTER RUN!!!'' Roman yelled after the car, as he stood there looking around bewildered, then looked at me.

I looked at him just as bewildered.

He looked around again to make sure the car was gone, then came back over to me with a worried eyes ''You ok baby?'' he asked rubbing my arm up and down and checking I was okay.

''Yeah, just startled I guess'' I said, looking round the car park a little spooked still ''must have been some dirty perv or something trying getting his jollies off on our little PDA'' I said trying to laugh off my terror.

Roman wasn't laughing. In fact, he looked deep in thought.

''What's wrong baby? Did you see who it was or something?'' I asked.

''No, I missed them again'' he said flatly.

''Again?'' I repeated with wide eyes.

''Yeah, I've seen that car before...about two weeks ago when I came back from picking your gym bag up at the Staples Centre'' he said through clenched teeth.

I stared at him stunned, feeling an instant shiver of goosebumps travel up and down my arm.

''I just can't believe that he's sick enough to do this kind of shit!'' Roman said, banging his fist loudly on the car bonnet.

''Who?'' I asked confused.

''Who do you think? That little weasel Seth!'' he scowled ''I tell you, if he thinks that spying on us in a deserted car park is the only way he gets to see you naked or something, then he's got another thing coming!'' he yelled angrily, his loud voice booming echoing loudly in the deserted car park.

''Baby, I don't believe that Seth would do something like that'' I said trying to calm him down ''he's a flirt yes, but he's not crazy'' I told him.

''Don't try and defend him babygirl'' Roman said ''I know you want to see the good in everyone, and it's one of the things I absolutely love about you baby'' he said in a more softer tone ''but you need to understand that not everyone thinks the way you do'' he said, leaning his head in the car and kissing my lips softly, before taking a deep breath and storming over to the car park lift, where he angrily banged his fist on the call button.

''Wait Roman, where are you going?!'' I cried.

''To find Seth!'' he snarled, and with that he left inside the lift, also leaving me alone in the car park. I sighed heavily as I watched as the numbers take him up to our floor. I of course didn't want to spend another second in the car park all by myself, so I quickly grabbed the car keys, making sure everything was locked, before I ran over and took the next lift up.

10 MINUTES LATER...

I came out the lift to see Roman arguing angrily with Paige, along with a number of other hotel room doors opening to see what the commotion was.

''God dammit Paige, just get out of the way will you!'' he was yelling at her.

Suddenly Dean came out with an angry face of his own, and very messy bed hair ''Roman! Calm down bro!'' he yelled at him ''Paige already told you he's sleeping'' he hissed at Roman.

''Yeah? Well then he's faking! He was just downstairs bro, like literally just now!'' Roman growled ''...so stop covering up for him, and let me see him!'' he demanded, raising his voice at Dean.

I quickly ran over to them ''Roman! Calm down please'' I begged, trying to gently pull him away from the door.

''I can't do that baby, Seth needs to own up to his actions, and he needs to do it right now'' Roman gruffed, trying get inside again, but Dean pushed him back.

''What will you even do when you see him huh, beat him up? Roman you can't do that! Just think about what you're doing baby'' I said, softly placing my hand on his arm.

He looked down and me, then took a deep breath as if trying to calm himself ''Okay fine. Just let me see him...please'' he said more calmly this time.

''Tell you what'' I said looking at Paige trustingly ''We'll all go''

She looked at Dean a little doubtfully, but he just nodded and calmly let us inside the room they shared with Seth.

I took Roman by the hand as Paige and Dean lead us over to Seth's bed.

''Happy now?!'' Paige hissed to Roman in a sarcastic tone.

''Oh'' Roman said standing over Seth, who was lying shirtless on his stomach, with one hand flopped over the side of the bed sleeping like a baby. He also had a little dribble oozing from the side of his mouth, as lay snoring peacefully amidst all the arguing going on.

''He's been in that same position since we got in half an hour ago, and he hasn't moved'' Dean whispered, so as not to wake him.

''Oh'' was all Roman said again.

''Wanna talk about what's really bothering you man?'' Dean asked looking over at Roman concerned.

''Nah, uh sorry guys, sorry Paige, long night I guess. I'll uh, see you all tomorrow'' he said, looking real embarrassed and very ashamed of himself, as he quickly grabbed my hand and we left their room in peace.

''Fuck!'' he said, punching the wall when we got inside our own room.

''It's ok baby'' I said, gently smoothing over his hair.

''But you see why I thought that right? I mean who else could it be? I've seen that car twice now!'' he moaned, putting his head in his hands ''I'm so sorry baby, I've ruined your special night haven't I'' he said, looking disappointed with himself all over again.

''Don't be sorry baby, when I'm with you nothings ever ruined'' I smiled, and stepped closer to him while gently soothing my hands down his chest, before resting them on top of his jeans ''Now, where were we?'' I said with a seductive smile...