Months: come back here

Burrito: no I cannot

Months: I mean it come back it's dark outside

Months: where are you going

Burrito: nowhere

Months: come back

Burrito: nope. I'm leaving. I'm walking home. Goodnight. Goodbye.

Months: I swear to god please come back it's okay

Burrito: no it's not. I said I'm leaving goodbye

Months: I'm sorry okay it just happened and I didn't know what to do. It was an impulsive decision and I shouldn't have done it. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable that wasn't my intention

Burrito: you didn't make me uncomfortable

Months: then why are you running away

Burrito: because I honestly don't think I can do this. I don't think we can do this.

Burrito: I know that it was just an impulsive thing, I just don't know what to do about it. I don't care that you kissed me because I know I've probably been giving off weird signals all night and we've spent so much time alone together but it's just

Burrito: it's just that we started so fast last time and if we're going to do this again I know we're going to crash and burn harder than we did the first time

Months: I know

Burrito: and everything is really great up until we crash and burn and I still really really like you and I haven't stopped liking you even though it doesn't seem like it and I don't want everything to fall apart again

Burrito: I don't think. I don't think I ever stopped having feelings for you I just started hiding them better. But I'm sorry. I can't do this

Months: I know. I wish you'd come back so we can discuss this in person

Burrito: I can't. I can't look at you right now I'll cry I'll have a mental breakdown

Burrito: I'm buying a plane ticket to go back home. Tell Tyler we broke up and that we lost the bet. I can't do this again

Months: please come back. This isn't about 50 stupid American dollars anymore. I don't care about the bet. I care about you

Months: I wouldn't put you through this again if I didn't think we had something. I know I messed up and I know it feels like everything we've done is irreparable because we've both said some nasty shit, but I wouldn't even be here with you if I didn't think something was here

Months: I've regretted everything I said to you since the nights I said them. I've regretted all the things I didn't say to your face.

Burrito: it's not enough to say we messed up. We screwed everything up so badly and so quickly, I don't even think we can get through it no matter how hard we would try.

Burrito: whatever is going on between us is great. It's fun while it lasts. But I just don't think we're meant to be. It's as simple as that

Months: I know how you hate confrontation but please come back so we can talk about this in person

Burrito: I can't. I can't look at you right now and I mean it. I'm so fucking embarrassed and flustered and overwhelmed

Burrito: are you just gonna look at me and tell me you've gotten over your commitment issues because I truly don't think you have

Months: I don't know but I know what I want and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get you back

Months: there are two things I have to say to you and I don't want to even chance it getting lost in translation behind a screen. I need you to come back so I can speak with you

Burrito: I'm not coming back. I'm not calling you and I'm not sitting down on the couch to speak with you. We've spent a lot of time together and I know exactly how you operate. You go on and on about your issues and then here you are acting like they don't exist. Either you tell me right now or it'll never be said

Months: okay well first I know it's been months since we started speaking to each other and I know I should've said this a long time ago and I feel awful that I've kept this to myself for so long but I love you.

Months: I love you I love you I love you a lot.

Months: I love you so much and I have regretted every day that I didn't tell you. My walls were up and I didn't let you in and honestly I didn't even understand that I felt this way about you. I couldn't put it into words and I couldn't make any sense of it for the longest time. But I'm so hopelessly in love with you that I don't even know what to do without you anymore. All the time we've spent fighting and miles apart has only solidified this feeling and I'm ready to let you in. I don't want to push you away anymore

Months: I'm so sorry. I should've told you all of this a long time ago

Months: and I know you dropped out of school in the hopes of moving to Manchester and staying with me. I was scared and dumb the fact that you were so ready to be with me, terrified me. And pushing you away was the worst decision of my entire life. You were scared to tell me and I was scared to bring it up to you because I felt bad that you'd left everything for me. I absolutely couldn't believe you'd done that

Months: I was an asshole and I'm sorry. I didn't know how to handle my feelings for you and it did more harm than good, obviously

Months: but I've decided I'm transferring schools. I'm moving out to New York to be with you. The applications have been completed and a good school already approved my attendance. I got out of my lease. All my things are being transferred over. I should've told you earlier but I just didn't know how.

Months: I know this is really shitty of me too. I'm not trying to manipulate you or anything and it was never my intention to drop everything on you at once. I just

Months: I just love you a lot and I don't know how else I can get this off my chest because there's a lot to say

Months: I don't want to live another day of my stupid life without you. We crashed and burned because it was my fault and my fault alone. I pushed you away when I shouldn't have. I was scared because I've never felt this way about someone before

Months: I just want you to come home now.

Months: can you believe voice to text translate worked so well because I can't

Burrito: very impressive voice to text translation

Burrito: I love you too

Burrito: how am I supposed to know that you're telling the truth

Burrito: I don't want to come back and then find out that we really can't handle our feelings. That's what did it the first time and I don't want it to happen again

Burrito: I said I can't go through a breakup like we did ever again. I mean it.

Months: I can prove it to you I can

Burrito: how

Months: I swear on the queen you'll see it. You'll notice

Burrito: is that so

Months: yes. I'm positive you'll notice. I'll prove it to you you'll see

Months: will you come back now

Burrito: yeah but give me twenty minutes I have to dry my fuckin tears