So, you're fine now? You won't be sick anymore well at least because of yoursoulmate?" You asked him.

Renjun nodded.

"And you? Are you really not soulmates?"

You looked down at your legs as you nodded.

Both of you stayed silent, no exchange of words. It was hard to respond.

"Well you know the  both of us are left soulmateless," he grinned at his joke.

You couldn't help but laugh slightly at his joke.

"It hurts Renjun, it really hurts," you murmured.

"I know, it hurts for me too"

Nothing could be the same like you guys sharing the same feeling.

Two siblings feeling the same way, could anyone relate?

"We'll be fine, you'll be fine"

You gave him a smile and he took your hand and dragged you back into the room with Jaemin.

"I'll be back, you guys want McDonald's?"

You both nodded and he left.

"Y/N, I know we aren't soulmates any longer, but I really do love you."

"I love you too Jaemin"

He smiled and kissed you on the cheek. His hand trailed down to your hand and held you closely.

"We don't have to be soulmates to know we love each other, so even if people might look at us weirdly I love you and only you"

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"Na Jaemin?"

"Yes?"

"The doctor says you can be discharged, we wish you a merry Christmas"

The nurse gave you three a smile and left the room.

Renjun picked up the trash left behind from your food and threw it away in the nearby trash can.

You went and grabbed Jaemin's bag, handing it to him for him to change into clothes.

You left the the room to allow Jaemin to change and sat in the chairs beside the room.

You sat patiently, waiting for Jaemin and Renjun to both exit the room.

You weren't surprised Renjun stayed in the room, it wasn't even odd for them to see each other naked so why bother.

Finally the boys left, Renjun carrying the bag.

You entered the elevator down to the first floor, Jaemin signed the papers discharging himself.

"Y/N, you know what tomorrow is?" Renjun asked you.

You started to think, but your mind seemed empty. After being in the hospital for two days you even forgot what day it was.

"I'm not sure, isn't it- wait tomorrows Christmas"

You began to freak out as you forgot to wrap all the gifts you had been hiding in the guest room.

"I need to wrap my gifts, I need to get home," your rushed words causing you to stumble.

"It's alright you still have today" Renjun said.

"I need to go I'll see you guys later"

You ran to get a taxi instead of going with Renjun in his car.

They were probably going to eat, so you didn't want to waste anymore time then you had already.

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You cut another big piece off of the roll of wrapping paper setting it across the table.

You placed the box in the middle to start wrapping it.

Renjun still wasn't home which was relieving, but it didn't matter since his gift was the first thing you wrapped second being Jisung's.

But now that you thought you hadn't seen Jisung since the day Jaemin was admitted in the hospital.

And from what you knew he didn't visit Jaemin either.

You shrugged it off, and continued to wrap the gifts, but the thought never left your head.

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"So what are you getting Y/N?" Renjun asked Jaemin as he took a sip from his coke.

"Huh? What did you just say?" Jaemin questioned him, as he hadn't noticed Renjum was talking to him.

"I asked what you got her for Christmas?"

"Oh that, I don't have anything"

Jaemin looked upset at himself.

"I don't know what I'm going to get her"

"Honestly I think it's good you haven't gotten her anything. Christmas is tomorrow so you don't have much time. But don't get her one of those cheesy necklaces to show your love, that's stupid and she doesn't like jewelry"

"Okay, so what would be a good gift?"

"Poor Jaemin, you have yet to understand Y/N"