"Jaemin, it's okay I'm right here"

You sat by his bed watching him as he still smiled.

He was having a hard time sitting up on the hospital bed, but tried harder as you held his hand.

Your tattoos didn't glow anymore, no they had changed.

Well, your wrists were empty.

"Umm... I'm kinda hungry can you get me some food?" He asked you unsure if he could even ask you.

You nodded, standing immediately reassuring you would be back soon.

You passed multiple halls, unaware where you were even heading.

You took another right, hopeful this would be the cafeteria.

But it wasn't, you went through the one of the open areas in search of one of the maps they had placed in the hospital.

It was then you realized you were headed in the complete opposite direction of the cafeteria.

You sighed turning back and headed the correct direction.

Along the way you bumped into someone, apologizing immediately.

He apologized as well though his voice seemed oddly familiar.

The person's voice sounded almost alike to Renjun, but before you had the chance to look at the guys face he had disappeared.

You shrugged your shoulders and continues in the same direction.

Upon arrival you found some of Jaemin's favorite foods avoiding all the strawberry yogurts and drinks.

You smiled at one of the cafeteria ladies as you paid for the food and gave a quick thanks before heading back to your love.

He was still sitting up, but now searching through the channels for something decent to watch.

You placed the food on the table beside him and adjusted the table to move to have the food in front of Jaemin.

He have you a smile and placed the remote control down.

He was fully capable to eat by himself, so there was no need for you to feed him at all but you did anyways.

You had a smile on your face as you looked at him.

To you he looked like the most precious thing in the world.

How could it have been if you lost him completely?

"Y/N, I think I'm dying"

"No, don't say that. You're fine just fine"

You wiped the tears at the edge of his eyes.

The machine helping him breathe seemed to be the only thing keeping him here.

"Y/N, I love you"

"I won't say it back Jaemin, not until you're better, I know  you'll be fine"

"You don't have to say it back, I'm not asking you to"

You started to choke on your own words as the machine showing his heartbeat started slowing down.

"Jaemin, please no," you started to stumble on your words pressing the button to get the doctor as well as screaming out for a nurse.

You held onto his hand tightly, as nurses along with the doctor filled the room.

"I'm going to have to ask you to leave"

"Y/N?" Jaemin called you.

"Yes? Do you need anything?" You asked him.

"Nothing, I was just making sure you were alright" he responded.

He gave you a small smile and went back to looking at the TV.

You unlocked your phone, looking at missed calls from Jeno.

You sent him a quick text letting him now everything was fine now.

But Renjun's number didn't go unnoticed.

You hadn't been able to get in contact with him since yesterday.

How could he have left?

You pressed his contact calling him wondering if he would even answer.

You let out a barely noticeable sigh as you went straight to voicemail.

Renjun, where are you?

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"Y/N, you should go home and rest," Jaemin told you as you let out a yawn.

"No, I'll stay here instead" you responded.

"I know you haven't slept since I got here. Jeno told me, so there's no use of lying to me," he scolded you.

"Jaemin, I'm fine, I'm not even that tired just a little sleepy, but don't worry about me. I'm going to stay by your side no matter what," you replied.

He shook his head, disagreeing with you.

"If you're really going to stay, can you sleep with me?"

He scooted over on the bed and turned on his right side to still face you.

He tapped the empty space and had his arms opened.

"I'm not sure, is the bed even big enough for the both of us?"

He didn't respond, but grabbed onto your hand pulling you closer to the bed.

You still really weren't fond of sleeping on the same bed, but joined him anyways.

He smiled at you and pulled you close so your head rested on his chest.

The bed wasn't even that big, but you both fit perfectly together.

"Isn't this uncomfortable?" You asked him.

"No, this is perfect"