" PUT A GIRL UNDER MOONLIGHT AND TELL ONLY TRUTHS AND EVERY MAN BECOMES A POET "

name.

Tan Jinleu

nicknames.

Jin, LeuLeu

age.

18, turning 19

gender.

male

sexuality.

bisexual

role.

MOON PARADISE

" THINKING OF YOU IS A POISON I DRINK OFTEN "

faceclaim / appearance.

Worldwide Handsome—

personality.

Two words to describe Jinleu: hopeless romantic. He is honestly hopeless and smitten when it comes to love, up until where he becomes an awkward smol bean—which he actually is to begin with anyways. He tends to stutter a lot and become immediately timid when meeting new people or when crushing on someone, yet once you get to know him, it's as if he's a completely new different person. Jinleu also happens to fall in love with people way. too. easily. This is s problem because it means that he also tends to trust people too easily and, well, he never really learns his lessons from the past of when this happened. The poor bean's got his heart broken too many times, but he waves his broken heart away as if it's nothing sometimes.

This leads us to his next characteristic: he is caring and selfless. In fact, he might as well be one of those people who thinks of others before himself. So yes, he is supremely selfless except when it comes to the last slice of pizza is he then selfish. Another thing about Jinleu is that he is clumsy. Really clumsy. Wether he is smitten or just himself, it's as if he has this forever clumsy curse or whatsoever. Many people see him as a good victim as he is a soft bean which is sort of a bad thing because it will then mean that many people would take advantage of him without him knowing. Yes, Jinleu tends to be filled with naivety at times. #WEMUSTPROTECTJINLEU

Third of all, once you get to know him, Jinleu is actually pretty funny and humorous. He is also quite outspoken despite his first impression of having a shy demeanour at times and is an excellent public speaker when he wants to be. He is a half potato couch and a half hardworking individual, if you get what I mean. He also chooses his words wisely when he's not flustered and can get pretty deep sometimes, as if he's a young wise ol' professor Dumbledore at times. He even fanboys (?) over his crushes or over any fandom easily (yes, he is a bookworm—) like the PJO fandom or any kind of Anime fandom he watches. Honestly, if he were in an anime and saw a hot guy or girl than he'd definitely be dying of a nosebleed.

Oh yeah! Jinleu is also definitely a person who tends to rant a lot to his friend(s) whenever he is nervous. Other than that, he possesses a tranquil soul and a peaceful mind. Jinleu, overall, is just a fragile smol bean who needs protecting and a person who gets flustered very easily.

worst fear/nightmare.

that no one will love him anymore, that everyone will shut him out and he will be all alone in the dark with no light there to shine for him in the darkness.

poem.

and if you are to love,
love as the moon loves;
it does not steal the night—
it only unveils the beauty
of the dark.

backstory.

Jinleu has a pretty 'meh' or lovely backstory compared to everyone else's. He was born an only child in a well off family and his two parents were very supportive of him and in everything that he does. He was a very talented young man who's only problem was that he's fragile and easy to break. As he grew older, many people slowly began to take advantage of him and etc.

There was also this one time where he nearly experienced rape but no one likes to hear a story about rape so MOVING ON—

The first person he fell in love with was when he was thirteen and the guy was called Brandon. The guy seemed like a sweetheart, honestly, so Jinleu found no reason as to why he shouldn't like him. By the time he wanted to confess, sadly, it turned out that the Brandon guy was straight and a homophobic so poor Jinleu went home crying to his mother, who at that time wanted to go slap the Brandon child and yell "SCREW YOU! A HOMOPHOBIC LIKE YOU SHOULD BE EXECUTED!" or something along those lines. What she truly said involved some, uh... *cough* inappropriate content of cussing so I made it PG13 for y'all, your welcome.

However as much as that scared Jinleu for life, he still didn't stop loving both genders no matter what. He learned how to ignore all the homophobic creatures and just to focus on himself, being himself and carrying on with his own life. So yeah, he also definitely has a problem with falling in love with people way too hard too often as his heart has been broken many times before. Sadly, Jinleu has yet to learn his lesson about love.

other.

• secretly an artist
• herbal tea addict
• his mom ran over his cat once by accident—

password.

" would definitely recommend ALEXANDER HAMILTON as a musical and the book 'Heartless' by Marissa Meyer "

tag.

lustinq-