you want it to end already
but this is barely the beginning

SOUNDTRACK
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g-eazy/the beautiful & damned
demons in me just multiply
if i don't kill them all, i never try
life is short, and men lie- women lie

childish gambino/sober
and now that it's over i'll never be sober
i couldn't believe but now im so high

billie eilish/idontwannabeyouanymore
don't be that way, fall apart twice a day
i just wish you could feel what you say

cage the elephant/cold cold cold
doctor, give me some advice
how far will i fall if i live a double life?

logic/buried alive
give a lot but that still ain't giving
living like this ain't real though
every night i feel so dead wrong

kendrick lamar/LOVE. FEAT ZACARI
give me a run for my money
there is nobody, no one to outrun me
so give me a run for my money

lorde/the love club
im in a clique
but i want out
it's not the same as when i was punched

arctic monkeys/one for the road
i knew this would be on the cards
i knew you wouldn't fold
i saw this coming from the start

asap rocky/bad company
i got so much beef
i can barely sleep
paranoia got me losing all my zzz's

maroon 5/harder to breathe
you drain me dry
and make me wonder why im even here
the double vision i was seeing is finally clear

red hot chili peppers/dani california
shes a lover, baby, and a fighter
should've seen it coming when i got a little brighter

travis scott/goosebumps
i get those goosebumps every time you come around
you ease my mind
you make everything feel fine

drake/fake love
ive been down so long, it look like up to me
they look up to me
i got fake people showin fake love to me

banda el recodo/vas a llorar por mi
así como te quise, ahora te maldigo
el amor se hace odio lo comprobé contigo

the black keys/when the lights go out
you'll know what the suns all about
when the lights go out

j.cole/motiv8
my demons are close, im trying to hide
im popping a pill, im feeling alive
im feeling alive

amy winehouse/back to black
and i tread a troubled track
my odds are stacked
i go back to black

billie eilish/bellyache
i wanna make them scared
like i could be anywhere
like im reckless

twenty one pilots/cancer
i will not kiss you
'cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you

glass animals/the other side of paradise
i wish you could see the wicked truth
caught up in a rush its killing you
dreaming of the sun you're going to

pray for me/the weeknd
tell me who's going to save me from myself
when this life is all i know
tell me who's going to save me from this hell
without you im all alone