Kyle's POV: I've been in here for about four or five days now, and I'm already getting worse instead of better. I'm missing Johnnie like crazy and I don't know how long I can last like this. But today I've been told that I am getting a roommate. I hope it's someone who will be okay with there roommate being gay and missing there boyfriend like crazy. I sat in my bed listening to A match into water by Pierce The Veil. They don't allow you to have your phones in here but I stuck it down my pants along with earbuds so I can still listen to music. I'd go truly insane with out no Johnnie and no music. Then there was a knock on the door I quickly shoved the phone and earbuds down my pants and went to the door. I opened it and my nurse, Vic was standing there with...Johnnie!? "Kyle this is your new roommate-" "Johnnie!?" I gasped cutting him off. He looked up and stared at me in aw. "Kyle!?" He asked in just as much shock as I. "You two know each other?" "Hell yeah, he's my boyfriend!" I said in excitement. Vic was a cool nurse, I could tell him anything. If I was going though something, I'd talk to Vic about it and he'd help me out without telling anyone. But if I cut or something he'd bribe me by saying, he wouldn't tell as long as I talked to my therapist about it. What I mean by, 'not tell' is that if a nurse tells your therapist that you've hurt yourself or something is bothering you and you didn't bring it up in therapy then you either have to talk about it (they force you) and if you don't then you go to the padded room. Which is hell...or so I've been told. Vic nodded and said, "Okay, I'll allow it but no sex in the room okay?" Johnnie and I laughed. Vic left Johnnie an I in peace in our room. We hugged each other and stayed like this for a long time. Then I remembered that people don't just get sent here, he's here for a reason. "Wait..." I said pulling away from him. "People don't just end up here...Johnnie you didn't." I said backing up tears starting to from in my eyes. "I'm sorry Kyle, I just missed you so much and I didn't know how to deal, I had to sleep with the help of sleeping pills and when those didn't work I cut and then I found a gun and..." "Bryan sent a security guard to keep an eye in me and he caught me and he took the gun away and..." I kissed him and I didn't stop. "Kyle..." He whispered. "I love you." I smiled kissing him again. "I love you too Johnnie." I whispered back. "I'm sorry." He said again. "It's okay Johnnie, you did it to be with me," I said. "An I love you for it." Johnnie smiled at me and we went into our room. "Wanna listen to music?" I asked him. "How we don't have phones." He asked. I stuck my hand down my pants and pulled out my phone and earbuds. "Eww, that was down your pants." Johnnie said. "And I bet you loved every second of watching me take it out of my pants." I said winking at him. "Ew Kyle." Johnnie said, a slight blush growing on his face. I laughed, I was about to play a song when there was another knock on the door. I put the phone back in my pants and Johnnie opened the door. Vic was there with the daily necessary pills and a water bottle. "Time for pills?" I asked. "Yeah, I know you hate it but you know it has to be done." He said. He came in and I sat down on my bed, he sat down next to me and handed me my pills and the bottle of water. "Any idea as to the pills they are gunna give Johnnie?" I asked him after swallowing my pills. "Nope, no idea, you know they observe the first week before assigning anything. Like how he'll go through all the therapist until they choose the one he opens up to most to be his assassinated therapist." Vic said. "Are you gunna be my nurse too?" Johnnie asked. "Depends, you choose that too." He said. "Why do they let you choose everything except your medical treatment?" Vic laughed. "Well some patients here have trust issues, and others associate people with a certain look or tone of voice with bad things that have happened to them. I guess they let you choose everything except the meds is because they don't want anyone to freak out or have anymore attacks." I nodded. "So what else do you do besides forcefully shove pills down people's throats." I asked jokingly. He laughed. "Well on some of my more crazy patients I restrain them, and on the more normal-ish ones I calm them down when they're having an attack and talk them down if you will, I also give people who are in here for self harm, or run a risk for self harm, full body exams." "Exams?" Johnnie questioned. "You get stripped naked and checked for scars." I replied. "So you've had one of these...'exams'."Johnnie asked. Vic answered, "Yes I've had to exam Kyle twice since he's been here." Johnnie looked at me. "Johnnie he's a nurse." I said laughing. "Johnnie I can assure you that I have never looked at your boyfriends junk during an examination." Vic said making the three of us laugh. "That's it I think I want you as my nurse." Johnnie said. "Oh damn, I'm stuck with another crazy, I hope you're not as bad as Kyle." He said jokingly. Johnnie and I laughed. "Oh no, I'm far worse." Johnnie said. Before I could say anything else Vic got paged. "I have to go sorry guys." He said. "Bye Vic." We both said in unison. He waved back before leaving the room shutting the door behind him. Then there was another knock on the door. I opened it to find doctor Kellin, my therapist. "Hello Kyle it's time for therapy." He said to me. "Is Johnnie coming with me?" I asked. "No, his therapy rotation starts with doctor Biersack." "Oh he has Andy first?" I asked, Kellin nodded. "Are you guys talking about me?" Andy said as he stood behind Kellin. "Hello Dr.Biersack." Andy nodded. "Dr. Quinn, Kyle." He said nodding to us. "Johnnie." Andy said. "Your ration starts with me." He said. Johnnie nodded and followed Andy to his room and I followed Kellin to his.