When I look in the mirror all I see is Kellin, its scaring me, I dont even see myself, all I see is him,his perfect Black hair, His grey,blue and green color eyes..I put my hand closer to my face then I move my body so I'm in front of the toilet and I flip my hand over making all the pills land with small splashes in the water and before I can change my mind I flush the toliet.

*NOONES POV*

Vic falls onto his knees as he cries realizing he threw away one of the only things that can take him away. The old Vic was the one that made him throw it away. Light sobs escaping his mouth as he pulls his knees closer to his body. the beer bottle smashed on the floor as he flung his arm around its leg, spilling beer and glass a little ways away from his body.

Meanwhile were Kellin is hes in a room sitting in a chair with Mr.Way as Mr.Way explains that Kellin seems to be getting better and Kellin will be out in no time, Kellin is kind of happy to be well happy. Hes learning to enjoy the little things in life and well it was Vic who tought him that. Kellin is so much better he forgot about Oli, Not completly, its just that Oli doesnt haunt his thoughts anymore. He doesnt hear Oli's voice in his head,he knows Oli wouldnt want Kellin making the mistake he did by giving up and losing hope.

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what happened after Vic crashed on the floor? He was still laying there asleep, Mike found him two hours later.

*Mike Pov*

"Vic! I'm home!" I say as I enter the house, but I'm greated with a uncomfterble silence. "Vic?" I walk towards his room, no one. "Vic?"

I look at my older brother in horror as I see the scene in front of me, Blood on his hands with glass on his finger tip, His arm bloody with cuts. beer smelling up the room. Before I step closer I pick up a paper I see at the corner of my eye, its a little ways from Vic, I pick it up.

'Its Thursday and I've tried too hard. I cant do it, Im sorry...I'm sorry.. I've had enough of life, the pain, the blood, being pushed around, being weak. Some guy named Ethan has been beating me up. Hes new to the school and lucky me, im his target, he told me i reminded him of someone..I reminded him of Kellin, Kellin Quinn, he makes fun of kellin in front of my face, thats the only reason why the past three days I've had the moments where I wanted to fight back but Im too weak to even leave a scratch on him... This is where this letter turns from being a confession of whats been going on to an apology..to everyone..to Kellin.'

Ethan? The new kid Ethan? How does Ethan know Kellin?

 'I'm sorry Kellin, I came in on accident I didnt need to be where you are, I wanted to save you, you tried to convince me that no one could ever save you, or anyone there in any case, I was determined to save you all, but from one moment to another I saved you just by loving you, you got better and some how, I dont know how I went down hill, we switched emotions, while your scars are healing and disappearing, new ones are forming on my skin and are here to stay in my final moments.'

Has he been cutting all this time? How was I so blind and stupid.This isnt what I think it is.
I look over at Vic to see his chest slowly moving, I shove the note in my pocket and I take my phone out of my other pocket and I dial 911.

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As Im sitting in the abulence, with Vic still passed out I continue reading the letter

'Sorry I couldn't see you his week, I was too weak to last another day, two days from now was the day I was supposed to see you for my weekly check up on you, Im shit, I only got into two weeks of that plan. One day I was so out of it and I tried to make you escape and come with me. I was crazy, I might still be crazy, you seem to be getting better and well, Im happy for you Kellin, I wish I was the same as when you frist met me, I feel like we could've really been the perfect couple, but I fucked up, my emotions got the best of me, I found out how life really is.'

This is my fault, all my fault.

'I used to think I was too cool so people didnt talk to me...Turns out im a fucking loser and thats why no one will talk to me, Im a pathetic loner kid with a 'lesbian' hair cut...I would love to thank Ethan for pointing out I have girl hair and that Im so special in a way that I should die. its not just Ethan, other kids want it to. The whole world wants me. Dead. and thats what they are going to get, I dont want you to get bad again Kellin, so I want you to know, this has nothing to do with you, and Mike if you are reading this for any reason'

I take a deep breath as tears start to come out of my eyes.

'well why wouldnt you, youre my brother! None of this is your fault, you sending me there wasnt your fault, you were scared for me, I know how that feels, I was scared for you. I wouldve found out how usless  I was anyways, its a fact. I should've known from the start, it just took me a while to open my eyes to the truth. I love you all. I love you a lot Kellin. If you guys didnt know or for some reason this note isnt near my body...This is my suicide note, this is my final good bye, These are my final words.

- Vic Fuentes ( Victor Vincent Fuentes) '

No, this isnt the end, he was still breathing. This isnt over, This isnt his final good bye.

*No ones pov*

The doctor explained to Mike that nothing is in Vic's system and hes going to be fine, but they wont let him out of the hospital that easily. Hes going to be put in suicide watch, But hes going to not be able to see Kellin. Not until its all over and hes 'fixed' or at least able to deal with things.

A week later Kellin got out and he secretly went into Mr.Ways office and pulled out Vic's file, Not his new one, his old one. Kellin found Vic's address and when his parents got him, he didnt say a word, they acted happy but he didnt care about their happiness, he wanted to see Vic so as soon as they got home he ran down the road and with his phone back in hand he used it to help him find where Vic lived. He knocked on the door hoping Vic would open it but he was met with Mike.

"You're Kellin right?" Mike asked and Kellin nodded "Ah ya, Is Vic home?" Kellin asked knowing hes in the right place remembering that day when Mike came in to talk to Vic.

"Kellin, I'm sorry, he wont be home for a while" Mike said

"what happened? Im not sick or anything, Im not depressed anymore,What happened?" Kellin asked and Mike sighed motioning Kellin into the dark home that hasnt been the same since the sunshine himself went completly dark. Mike passed Kellin Vic's final words. and those were his final words to Mike, when Vic woke up in the horpistal he wouldnt talk to anyone,he wouldnt even look at Mike. Kellin let small tears go down but quickly wiped them away. All Kellin could think of was how the hell did Ethan switch schools. "is he gone?" Kellin asked Mike shakily

"He didnt go on with the plan, he failed and ended his own attempt" Mike stated making Kellin look right at him

"where is he? When will he be back?" Kellin asked and Mike just shurged and said "Hes were you guys met in suicide watch and I dont know when he will be back but I hope its soon"

after that once a week Kellin would go to the Fuentes house and help them cope and he would act like family making sure they were all okay and he got very close to them. He also faced Ethan and lets just say with the help of MIke, they got Ethan in the hospital without getting caught and it seems like Ethan wont hurt anyone especially Vic again.

*Kellin pov-two months later*

I sit up as I se the knob on the door turning. Im sitting on a couch in the Fuentes house, they told me they needed me here yet when I got here the door was open and noone was here so I let myself in. The door opens and I watch as a long haired familure looking Mexican walks in he looks up and his eyes meet mine. "VIc" I say and he smiles at me, I get up from the couch and fling my arms around him. "wheres everyone else?" I Ask confused to see hes alone, he just got back from suicide watch shouldnt his family spend this time with him.

"I think they just left, they told me they had a welcome home gift for me inside, I think I found it" He whispers in my ear and he kisses my cheek.

"I missed you" I say as we pull out of the hug and he puts his hand in mine walking me outside.

"I missed you too, remember when you told me to read a food magizne? Well I did, and you were right about me learning how to cook cake and well you were wrong about you being expiered, It said nothing about you" He says with a smile and I cant help but smile back at him

"what do you think about being outside?" I ask him

"the wind...speaking of the wind you seem cold, here" He says removing his hand from mine and taking his jacket off, putting it around me. I cant help but smile bigger.

"You know the first time you said the wind, I didnt understand it, You never finished your sentance" I say

"well you asked me how I thought about being outside and I thought about the wind and how it was okay weather to be outside in, and I thought it was amazing being outside but I couldnt really give you an answer because I noticed how cold you were and well, fuck my thoughts and feelings about being outside I just wanted you to be okay, and now you are and we are here and Well Kellin being outside is amazing and this wind is the best but its only this way because I'm here with you, and while I was gone, all I could think of was you and how I wanted to be okay for you and while I was about to do what I was going to do, all I saw was you and I couldnt leave you here, I couldnt leave you, You helped me Kellin" He says as tears go down his face and he puts his arms around me holding me tight. I feel tears trying to come out of my eyes but I stop them.

"dont cry, please dont cry Vic, I'm here, its over now, youre okay, all better, this is a new start"

"I know, I'm just happy to see you, I thought I'd never see you again" Vic says and I feel a tear go down my face.

"I waited here for you and if I ever have to wait again I would" I say and we back out of the embrase and he kisses me.

"so are you sure my name wasnt near the word 'expired' in that cooking thing, because I swear it was at some point"

"Shut up" Vic says with a smile as he jokingly pushes me.

"I love you"

"I I love you too Kells"

We smile at eachother before walking into his house and just laying on his bed. Vic's okay now and everything is just going to get better from here. Whenever Vic needs me I'll be here and whenever I need him he'll be here for me. This is a whole new start for the both of us. We arent expited and we never will be. Sadness goes away, it could take a while. but In the sadness you'll find a reason to be happy, somthing to be happy for, someone to be happy for. You'll learn to move on and leave all the bad things in the past. Light will shine through.

"I love you" I say breaking the silence

"I Love you" Vic says

"I love you" I say again

"I love you too"

"i missed your voice,can you say that ten more times" I say and he laughs

"I Love you,I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you...Kelllin I missed your voice too"

"well say that five more times then i'll say the same to you"

"I love you, I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you. Your turn"

I smile at him before saying those three words ten times. I still cant believe hes back. This is a moment I'll never ever forget. The moment the light of the Fuentes house came back.

---THE END---

A/N: this story is over...thank you for reading!