3rd August 2021

Yesterday I had the second session with my new psychologist. It went on great. I introduced the subsystems to her and more. And from the way she sounds, I think she will be able to help me rather lots.

Before the session I went to an amusement park with the family. And it was fun. On the way back home, I raced with my brother and fell down. It was fun as well. I laughed for ages at myself.

All those aside... I actually start getting on well with the parents, and that's quite surprising. They still apologise to me for what they have done every now and then, are quite understanding about everything. They couldn't shake off the feeling of guilt since psychologist told us that I was the right one, and they have learned they were wrong about everything they have said, what they did was but torturing me.

With that being said, I've been staying with the parents for almost a month now and I seriously missed my home and living alone. I hope to ask to my psychiatrist in the next session to be allowed to live alone and I really hope he will let me be.

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Don't ever let somebody tell you "you cant do something".
Not even me, alright?
You got a dream, you gotta protect it.
People can't do something themselves they wanna tell you "you cant do it".
If you want something, go get it. Period.

–The Pursuit of Happyness