"Where do I begin?" I tried to piece the beginning together. I wasn't with Nagito the entire time he was planning this out.

Though I'm not saying I have no idea how Chiaki is the killer. Even if I lay concrete evidence they won't believe me.

I sighed. Then again maybe that's why she also wants Hajime to help.

"Are you seriously saying Chiaki did that to Nagito?" Kazuichi asked in disbelief.

"There's no one else who's capable." "No you're right [Name]." Sonia agreed and I smiled.

"Thank you pri-" She cuts me off.

"You're the only one who is capable. You're the only one who could plan a murder like this."

They seriously were pissing me off. "Oh? Hey you dumb bitch."

I leaned over my podium and glared at the princess.

"Didn't she just say she was the traitor?" "Y-Yes but I won't bel-"

I began to laugh so hard my stomach began to hurt.

"You all try so hard to make me the fucking bad guy. Are you bitches delusional?!"

"[Name] calm down." Hajime tried to reassure me but failed. "No way you're still thinking I'm the killer."

I wiped the single tear that fell from my eye.

"I would never kill him because I was in love with him. Fuck the despair I would feel if I murder him."

I wanted Nagito over despair. I wanted him over anyone.

"He gave me hope and I hated him for that." I tapped my chest. "But he made me happy."

He made me more happy than Junko ever did.

They all stood in silence.

"I was loved by someone other than Junko. Why they hell did he have to die?!"

I began to breakdown. My voice cracked horribly as I yelled in pain. It's as if I'm finally getting this feeling off my chest.

"Why the hell did he sacrifice himself to protect you all?! You ungrateful bitches!"

I told that idiot not to protect them but he saw hope in everyone. This couldn't be the hope you saw.

I pointed to Chiaki. "I adore her. I adore what she did as a classmate for me."

I wiped my face.

"I don't want to see her die either but the guy who loved all of me is dead because she's here."

"But h-" I shut Akane up before she could finish her sentence.

"You guys don't remember the fucking shit we went through with Chiaki."

I slammed my hand down.

"I do though! I don't want to see her die again. I don't want to feel that despair once again."

My tears continued to fall down as I thought of the past.

"But I'll do whatever it takes to help Nagito because I love him. Just as you all would do so much to help her."

"[Name] it's okay. No matter what I never saw you as a bad person." Chiaki smiled at me.

"I want you and Hajime to convince them no matter what okay? You promise me right?" She held out her pinky.

'You promise to at least try a few games with everyone? I want you to have fun also.'

Her in a brown uniform flashed through my head. She held her pinky out just like now.

She hasn't changed one bit, I'm so sorry you aren't here anymore Chiaki.

"Please forgive me." My voice was soft.

I crossed my finger with her and hugged her.

"I never got to thank you fully. Thank you so much for being kind and helping me make friends."

"There's no need to thank me [Name], just try to find the good in life more often."

I couldn't promise her anything because I'm going to continue what Junko has done.

I'll be the one to bring despair to the world once again.

"Okay, we'll listen but I'm not saying I accept it. Chiaki can't be the traitor nor killer."

Fuyuhiko said low. Everyone else agreed and I got myself in check.

"Let's officially begin this class trial."