I shot up in such a cold sweat. And took a shower. "What a weird dream." I washed my body and hair and sat on my bed. "Huh there's a note." I picked up the note and read it aloud.

"'Why didn't you tell anyone you had a fever? I told Mikan and she gave you plenty of medicine. We're in this together so let me know next time.' -Nagito ." I couldn't help but smile.

"Idiot I told you to come back to my cottage for a reason." I tucked the note away in my dresser and headed to the restaurant. Of course when I got there it was a lot of commotion. My head was pounding still and my body was a little hot. "Ignore it."

Every step I took, I felt like I would die. "This is...amazing. I love this feeling." I climbed to the top. "Maaan, whatever, I feel so great today! This despair disease is awesome!" It was Nagito's voice.

"Good morning my loves!" I smiled. "I love you guys so much." "Huh Miss [Name]?" Kazuchi questioned me. "But I love you the most Nagito!" "Don't tell me she has it too." Hajime spoke up as he touched my forehead.

"Then why is she talking about loving people? If it's despair wouldn't she be saying she hates us?" Fuyuhiko asked.

"If it's opposite then she is effected. She told me before that she doesn't have hope in anything. So it makes since." Hajime said sternly.

"That's correct, but her condition is more like something she wants and desire. She loves despair and everything it brings. Puhahaha, that's why [Name] is my favorite." Monokuma said.

"I love hope more than anything! Hope is what I breathe, and think about all the time." I shouted.

"Despair! Despair! Despair! Despair! Despair!" Nagito spat.

"Wait I haven't seen [Name] in two days." Chiaki said. Everyone else perked up. "She's been sick, she had a fever for two days now." Mikan said. "Don't worry about that, I love this feeling." I told them.

"Well if she had it for this long she could die from it soon." Monokuma giggled. I walked towards Monokuma.

"I would love to see who's controlling you, just once more." I pat the top of his head and let out a soft smile.

"[Name] be careful he'll eat you." I thanked Nagito and backed away. "I love you so much Ko!" I leap onto him.

"I hate you, please get off of me." "Love brings despair." Fuyuhiko mumbled. "That could be why she has it. That wack job is always saying she wish to feel that kind of despair."

"You guys should seriously get this disease. It's truly amazing! We're all done for! There's no such thing as hope! We all have to die from this despair disease..." Nagito began to mumble. "That's..the...o...nly...way..."

After that he collapsed. "I would love for you guys to have hope...and enjoy this feeling als-" I too then collapsed.

I woke up in a cold room. "Where am I?" I looked down at my clothes and smiled. "I love hospital gowns, they're so cute and soft."

I get out of bed and go into the halls. Nagito room was right next door. "How lovely!" I stumbled my way into his room.

"Nagito I really do love you." I get in the same bed as him. "I love that you're so full of hope. I love a lot of things about you."

I smiled as I was leaning in to kiss him. Why was I doing this? His face was cold but his lips were warm.

"Nagito! Please get a hold of yourself!" Mikan came in yelling. "[Name]? Ahh! I didn't mean to disturb you, but I need you to get up."

Fuyuhiko and Hajime panicked as well. "No Mikan, I don't want to leave his side!" I shout at her.

"[Name] if you don't he'll die, you wouldn't want the person you love to die now, right?" Hajime soft voice said. I smiled at the cute brunette.

"I would love if he died, then I'll know how it feels to finally lose someone." I paused a tapped his lips. "It'd be even better if he died by my own hands too."

All three were shocked. "Hajime carry her to her room and watch her. I'll help Mikan." I played in Nagito's soft white hair.

"I love everyone here, you guys give me hope." I felt my body get picked up. "If you love me then you have to listen to what we tell you, okay?" I crease his face. "Absolutely Hajime."

You could see his face get a little red. "Hajime I would love for you to have a talent, I can only hope but-" I paused.

"But what?" He asked. I poked his nose. "No way you would fall into despair knowing what the truth is." He sighed and put me in my bed.

"Wait here, once Nagito is better we'll let you know. So for now stay put." I grabbed his hands and shake them.

"Since I love you I'll listen to you. I'll always have hope that Nagito will get better." After that I lied down and went to sleep again.

Junko Enroshima, the ultimate despair. She always tells me that she loves me but I can't say it's the same. Yet I don't hate her. She's a good friend.

"Hey [Name], you can go to school now." Junko said. I smiled and thanked her. "But our plan, no matter what keep it between us." I laughed.

"Of course I will." Her red nails lightly touched my lips. "I love you [Name]." I turned my back from her. "I can't say the same, bye guys."

"Today is my first day of real school. Even though at some point we're all just going to be pawns in her game and die."

I sighed but it quickly turned into a smile. "That's why I'll make these memories last. Because we will die by someone's hands."

"W-Wait [Name] let's walk together. But if you don't want to I'll keep my distance." Mikan stuttered out. "It's okay Mikan."

She sighed. "I'm jealous of you [Name], Junko loves you." I looked at her then back at the front. "It's okay my feelings aren't the same, if you love her then you get her."

"Well I wish it was that easy, but it's not." Love brings despair, but I don't really know what love feels like. Was my love for my mother real? If so why am I not sad? "Mikan, you'd do anything for Junko right?" She stutterers out.

"Absolutely." Junko brought the despair onto Mikan because of love. "One day, prove it."

"Oh [Name]. I didn't mean to wake you." Mikan was hovering over me. Why was Mikan in my dreams? No that didn't feel like a dream.

"Are you feeling better, your body has cooled down but the fever is still there."

"I do love this feeling. It brings me hope that I'll stay like this forever." Her face held a worry look. "The girl you love, Junko, I bet she would love you a lot for taking care of me." Mikan eyes widened.

"How did you remember that?" I shrugged. "How's the love of my life? Is he okay?"

I tried to sit up. "Well he's drifting off into a coma. So no he isn't better, but as his nurse I won't let him die." She stands up.

"I love the hope, do what you can for him. I want to see his smile again." Mikan smiled and left.

A knock was at my door, it was Hajime and Fuyuhiko. "I really do love visitors, I never had them at home. I didn't have friends back at home." I frowned.

"But no matter what you guys are my friends." My smiled returned.

"You know I would rather her be like this than that crazy despair girl." Fuyuhiko chuckled.

"Wait how did you remember that?" He added. "Can I see Nagito now, seeing his face brings me hope and I love that."

"Sorry not yet [Name], he's still not better." "That's okay I will keep hoping. Can I have a hug Fuyuhiko, I never did apologize for my behavior at the class trail. I was jealous of you."

He jumped back a little and looked at Hajime. "Yeah sure." He came over and hugged me.

"Thank you, and I'm sorry about Peko. I hope her death brings you a reason to keep on living." I lied back down.

"Yeah of course. Um Hajime it's time to call them." They both then stumbled out the room. And I just waited.