Zai'ari sanie brown

6:00 am

My alarm rang loud making me toss and turn  waking me up out my sleep . "Omggg"

I really hate having to wake up early in the morning everyday to go to fuckin jail like dammm

Before i got up I turned my alarm off and prayed.

I then went to the bathroom you know had to tinkle, I then juss got on my phone and started watching people stories

"Omg they is ghetto" I said laughing they was deadass fighting in front of the buss

25min later

I had finally got up off the toilet and went straight to brushing my teeth

Ion know a lotta bitches be forgetting to do this I guess

I started brushing with juss hot water first then tooth paste after I started using my tongue scraper and then went to scrubbing my lips, after I went to using my crest mouth wash, I then moved in the washing my face with my panoxyl

After doing my morning hygiene I went back into my room " I nedda call my best" I said to myself picking up my phone FaceTime her

"Hellooo" I said when she picked up

"Girl what do you want"

"Girl bye I had to wake you up and remind you it's Monday cuz you know bitches be thinking they grown on the weekend" I said

I refuse to be walking around school by myself ion fuck wit them bitches

I'm really  a quiet person don't talk much I really be in my head a lot in my own world I rather sit back and observe and peep the weird shit that be goin on .

"Girl I'm very much aware I'm so fucking tired of going to school Ian gon lie this shit feel like we in the county" she said huffing

"Tuh I'm saying 11 years down this shit so depressing" I said

"Mann all this work they keep on assigning this shit stressing me out" she said

"I sick of all this shit to keep it a buck 50" I said

"But I'm finna get up and get ready ima talk to you later" she said  

I hung up

I turned on my music and started playing
Late checkout by lil durk

As the song played I went in my closet and grabbed some black cargo jeans to got with my pink and black shirt paired with my pink and black new balance 1906

"Do whatever she think of it's like err time we link up put Cubans on link" I bobbed my head

"Can't believe I found love I was hard body heart cold I Need a mink coat" I rapped hunxho part
 
This really my shit 

I put on my clothes then went to the bathroom to do hair

I turned on my baby bliss small edge flat irons while that heat up I grabbed my edge control I had boho knotless so I grabbed my moose

I put the moose on my hands and ran it through all of the curls and  then moved to flat iron my edges after laying them  I moved to putting aquaphor on my face .

Back in my room I then put on all my jewelry my 24k flowers and nuggets with my flower ring and flower nose ring

(I love 24k fuck a diamond)

I then sprayed my warm and cozy perfume on grabbed everything I needed and headed to my car  

Once I was  in the car I turnt my car on and cut the heater on It be cold in the Bay Area I then began to roll my blunt  while in the process my friend yarii began to call me

" hello" I said answering the phone

" what you on"she said

"Shit finna smoke then go to Starbucks" I said sparking my blunt

"Ouu get me a vanilla bean ima cash app you the money" she said

"Mhm" I mumbled inhaling the smoke 

"Ian gon lie I love weed" I said laughing

"Byee bitch you already high" she said laughing

"This shit thrax" I said laughing

"Girl lemme tell u" she said making huff

"Girl it's always something" I said

I really don't be knowing what's going on frl cuz I don't be outside..... I mean I do be knowing what's going on

"Bitch have you been on instagram" she said wit wide eyes

"Not since earlier"I said matching her energy

"Girl go watch Lana story" she said

As I went to the girl story I seen she was beefing wit this girl name Dee she was know for being ran threw by dam near err hood and the bitch be lying bout her age she only 12

"Bitch no she is not stick a whole ass apple up her coochie omgggh" I said as I chocked  on the smoke

"Yess bitch she is bro when I tell you I was fucking shocketh bitch" she said

"Bitches is baffled cuz why the fuck is it that wide 1 , 2 why do you feel comfortable putting that in your close friends knowing people gon screen record" I said

At this point where the fuck is the momma cuz thas fucking trifling

"Girl I don't know what the fuck to say" she said

"First i don't know why dee beefing wit her knowing she don't got those frl" I said

"First thing I said like girl go sit yo lil ass down some where" she said making me laugh

I was dying cuz like bitch u really is a lil ass girl

"Bitch is you crying" she asked laughing

I swear I laugh at everything and I be crying to ion know shi juss be funny

"Bye bitch I'm on my neck" I said wiping my face

"Girl it be to much" she said

"I'm sayin but I'm finna start driving ima talk to you at school" I said hanging up

I connected my phone and started to play         how many drinks by Miguel

Ion know when I'm high my playlist be different I be high asfk feeling like the music

"How many drinks would it take you to leave with me" i sung along smiling

I love older music It hit different, my playlist really diverse it got a lil bit of errthng

"Back of mind im hoping you say 2 or 3" I sung along smiling

•••

It was now 3rd period and me and my best friend amour and my other find yarii all had art

"We need to go to the bathroom" i said walking towards the bathroom

"Omg you know it's finna be packed" amour said

"Mann" yarii said

"Excuse me" i said walking through all these people "them puff bars strong askf" I said 

" them bitches fruity" yarri said

"Mann" amour said pulling out her cart

"This lul shit be hitting" I said showing them my fiyaman "don't nothing hit like fiyaman" I said

"Them bitches do be hitting but they be fucking my lungs back" amour said

"Look this bitch dying" yarri said laughing

"Girl ntm on me" I said coughing

Yall may think I'm a junkie but this shi juss help me function better ion be overthinking nothing when im high I juss be coolin plus im going to art im finna be extra creative

"Alr come on" I said

After we all walked out the security walked in

" no smoking in the bathroom" we heard

"Yo timing stay perfect" yarri said to me

"Every time" I said waking into class

Ian gon lie my art teacher be buzzing trynna have me draw tattoos and shit Tuh my girl be trying to be to creative

"Ok for todays warm up I want you all to draw a snake wrapped around a cheetah I'm giving you all 10 min make sure you use texture line value and shading" she said

"Girl I really don't have time" I said

"Juss try your best" she said

Girllll I don't have time like bitches is not that creative this shit beyond me

"When you guys are done juss start up your free draw using 2 point perspective" my teacher

As time went on I started drawing building of down town Oakland while yarri and amour was talking bout whatever I just tuned them out,in the mist of it I seen to boys walk in talk to the teacher and then they came and sat at the table in front of us

They smell like hella weed I thought mmhpm I sniffed shit smell good to Ian gon lie 

I laughed to myself

"Girl whas funny" amour asked

"Girl mind yours" I said

These nighas was hella tall if you ask me for I know for  a fact they taller than me I'm 5'9 they both had had kinda thick curly hair that hung to they shoulders one had twist one had they hair pulled in a low ponytail

The one with the pony tail was a lil brown skin with his arms flooded with tattoos pretty eyelashes he also had nice lips but the first thing I noticed was his gold jewelry

The other boy resembled him juss lighter I'm guessing they was brothers 

No weird shit but they were both handsome

As I looked over I noticed amour eyeing me with a smirk "I need that" she mouthed

"Which one" I asked

She pointed to the one with twist

"Mmm" I said smiling at her

To be honest I never talked to no body a day in my life idk I feel like I don't give people chances to talk to me I be having my guard up but I don't be meaning to come off aggressive that's juss how I am

To be honest I don't fully love myself so how could I expect someone else to

"I know I'm not tripping it smell like hella weed" yarri said

" I smell it to tha shit smell good" amour said

"Class almost over make sure you guys make time to clean up" the teacher said

Soon after the bell rung

"Alr yall I'm going  to class" I said walking off

As I was walking to class I seen my favorite security guard coach A

"Wassup wit it young lady" he said dapping me up "nothing" I said laughing

"Open yo eyes and go to class young lady" he said

" bye my eyes stay open you kno dat" I said

"Mhm no smoking in bathroom go to class" he said looking at me 

" bye" I said

I do always be high but I know how to function and look alive and I stay getting my work done .

As I walked in class I seen that this foo ass nigga had seating charts on the board nigga this 11th grade fuck we need seating charts for

" where do I sit" I asked

"Umm right side of the back" he said looking at the bored

"Who the fuck is mahkai" I asked wit my face scrunched up

"You'll see have a seat please" he said

Faggot ass bitch

As I sat down I put on my beats and started doing the Assignment on google classroom

10min later

The boy with the ponytail from art came and sat next to me smelling like hella weed agin

He juss sat there on his phone quiet the whole time

I'm ready to go home

I'm hungry

I can't wait to get in my bed

••••

It was now 7:30 and I just got out the shower and ate now I'm currently up smoking watching the boondocks

Once done I eventually dowsed off and woke back up at 11:39 and juss went back to sleep

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