H O N E Y

✅Revised

Okay so, today I need to rant about Enhyphen's Comeback because I was so like no with their debut album and though ye not my kind of thing but this title track is so good wtf I'm in love, let's see how that goes.

Lucy is taking my heart slowly as well :)

Alexa play Mixtape 2 by StrayKids.

I apologize for this chapter.

Again, yes.

The next day was being good for Changbin. He had gone to the company in the morning, managed to distract himself for a while as he messed around with the tracks with Chan and Jisung. He was almost certain that the younger of the trio was avoiding him, at least visual or physical contact with him. He tried to put it behind, though, as he kept on working with Chan, mostly.

"I think I need to go check on Felix."

That was the sentence that turned the shortest's mood upside down.

"What happened?"

"He fell in rehearsal, apparently playing some knock out game with Jin, nothing unusual.", Jisung shrugged, getting a chuckle form Chan.

"I need you here though. You go, Changbin." Bfefore the boy could even complain, the leader turned to Jisung again. "What does he need?"

"Minho said he needs to be fed, basically , he can't leave the couch until he goes back home to cook him soup."

Chan rolled his eyes.

"And I thought I was the dad. Go."

Something in Chan's voice didn't let Changbin answer, not even complain about having to leave or asking not to be him. He stood up and left immediately, almost running out of jype to the dorm building. He climbed up the stairs, rushing, and only stopped when he got to their dorm door. He took a deep breath and went in, finding a curled up Felix in the couch. The taller was literally a burrito, his leg on the tea table with a pack of ice on it as his upper body remained covered in at least two blankets.

"Felix?", he whispered, his heart breaking as the tired boy looked at him, his face changing immediately, the small smile that rested on it disappearing.

"Sorry, I'll leave-"

"N-no.", Changbin pushed him to the couch by his shoulder. "You stay here I c-came to feed you."

Felix frowned and rolled his eyes.

"I can feed myself. Tell Minho to stop worrying.", he muttered, trying to get up, but the shorter pushed him down again.

"Well I am already here so just sit down and wait."

Felix did as he was told, trying to concentrate on the TV again, even though his eyes kept sliding to Changbin.

The shorter cursed as he started heating the soup Minho had left there from lunch.

Soup was never enough.

And he patiently waited until it was finally heated and walked over to Felix, trying hard not to spill it and sat next to him.

"Here, h-"

"I can feed myself, thankyou.", Felix snatched the bowl away from him, a little bit too hard which resulted in the hot soup spilling over the floor and Changbin's arm.

Felix shivered at the choked scream the older let out, whining as he hugged his arm, over the, now, wet jacket.

"F-fuck-", he hissed.

"Oh fuck, I'm so, so sorry. Wait.", Felix jumped out of the sofa, running into the bathroom, ignoring the pain on his foot, and taking a towel out. He leaned next to Changbin, almost over the broken pieces of glass on the ground. He gently took the jacket away from the older and lifted his sleeve, ready to clean his burnt skin.

Changbin realized too late. In awe, because of how sweetly the younger was treating him. He heard the small gasp that came out of Felix's mouth as he saw the bandage, that didn't cover even half of his arm, the old and not so old scars right in front of his eyes.

"C-Changbin..."

The shorter pulled his sleeve down again, panicking. He gulped, looking at Felix and pushed him away.

"You saw nothing."

"Ch-"

"I SAID YOU SAW NOTHING.", they were both up, now, front to front, alone for the first time in ages. Felix had his eyes watery again, while Changbin kept his narrowed. "CAN YOU LISTEN TO ME FOR ONE FUCKING TIME? I ASK YOU TO STAY AWAY AND YOU'RE STILL CLINGY AS FUCK, I ASK YOU TO SHUT UP AT NIGHT AND YOU KEEP TALKING ALONE OR WHATEVER IT IS-"

"Changbin, I know you're hurting but-"

"SHUT UP! YOU KNOW NOTHING, FELIX.", Changbin broke down, his legs not supporting him anymore as he fell to the ground, sobbing. "You don't get i-it. I need you to l-leave me alone."

"Bin...", Felix kneeled in front of him, not touching him, though. "I just want to help you to stop hurting."

"The-then leave me alone. You're hurting me."

He could tell how much the taller had been taken aback by the simple tension in the air.

"W-what?"

"I said, you hurt me, you're the problem.", he smiled, the most broken smile Felix had ever seen, getting up, locking eyes with Felix. "Leave me a-alone.", he choked again.

They both stood in silence for a while, before Felix finally sighed. He stripped out of the Honey colored hoodie he was using, throwing it to the couch.

There it was.

Chnagbin closed his eyes fiercely, already regretting everything he had said.

"I'm sorry.", the taller whispered. "I'll leave you alone from now on."

No, please don't.

Felix walked away, closing Jisung's door behind him.

This is where you start getting mixed feelings, I know, I know.

Well, have a great day :)

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