poisoned by the thoughts you have planted in my mind, loose thoughts thinking of how i'm losing time.
the clouds move at a faster pace than i can cope with, leaving me with panic and actions that prove morbid.
i got down on my knees and cried while i was praying cause the thought of losing you brings so much devastation.
if jesus said that he'd always be behind my back, why did he empty my heart from the love that i lack?
— the feelings are surging in like the ocean does onto the sand, sinking shells and collecting trash back into its home but one day that will all come back. it's the cycle of life; the ring we cannot escape from.