I wish you would've given me a chance because now I have to live with the what if's.

What if it was your fingers that touched me in the dark, while our breathing found the same rhythm as we fell asleep in each other's arm?
What if it was your voice that whispered Happy New Year in my ear before kissing my lips. We'd end the night to the sound of fireworks and the taste of wine.
What if it was you who inspired me to experience true happiness and reach full creativity as you became my muse. I just wanted to paint you, I just wanted to paint for you.

I have to live with these what if's, even if you don't.