All the websites I read said if I even had to ask if you were interested the answer was you weren't. I did my research. I always research because I don't trust myself to make the best decision for myself.
I missed the way you called me beautiful and always beat me at 8 ball. I missed the way you'd snapchat me pictures of the space you left for me in your bed.
So I asked if you even wanted to continue talking because if not that was okay but I would prefer if you were honest with me.
You said you were sorry multiple times and that you were stressed and hadn't really been talking to anyone.
I believed you.
Two weeks later, all the busy of school ended.
You sent me generic photos you sent to everyone.
I tried to have conversations and you didn't reply.
I flirted with a picture you sent.
You just chatted "stopppp."
So I stopped everything: the snaps, the texts, the asking to play me back on pigeongames.
You sent two more generic photos and I left you on read hoping you'd ask me to start again.
I was unsurprised when you didn't try.