Time of death: 10:15 am, December 23, 2019

I'm sorry if I place you on a light colored table with a white sheet over you from your toes to your head. A cloth that is closer to the shade of your pale skin now than your warm body 24 hours ago.

If I take the ten blade and carve through your chest and use a rib cutter to separate the sides of your rib cages from each other, I will be closer to you than I ever have before. I do all this to see if there was a heart capable of loving me, I apologize in advance.

After you've been physically dissected I will continue with a physiological autopsy. I will take your personality and divide it on either sides of the metal bench. The good traits being accidentally and carelessly swept into the trash. Moving on is easier if you're all 'bad'. I'm so sorry you became a list of pros and cons.

Please forgive me for pronouncing our relationship dead before it had ended.