you know what? i'm just gonna love you anyway even though it hurts, even though it's foolish, even though you won't love me back.

&&

HEAVEN IN HIDING. halsey

Sitting on the concrete in your basement
But I don't have no time for conversation
Said, "this ain't what you usually do, and a girl like me is new for you"
And I can tell you mean it 'cause you're shaking

DYING IN LA. panic! at the disco

But nobody knows you now
When you're dying in LA
And nobody owes you now

NUMB. linkin park

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

WHY WON'T YOU LOVE ME. 5 seconds of summer

Switching into airplane mode again
We're not alright but I'll pretend
Press my cheek against the glass
Just be good 'til I get back

You imagine when you close your eyes
You're with me on the other side
So why won't you love me?

LIKE LOVERS DO. hey violet

His and hers closets are perfect for skeletons
Hiding resentment and shared infedelities
Cheers to regret, wash it down with some booze
Drinking like lovers do

IF WALLS COULD TALK. 5 seconds of summer

If these walls could talk,
I'd hope they wouldn't say anything
Because they've seen way too many things
'Cause we'd fall from grace, we're falling

CALL OUT MY NAME. the weeknd

I said I didn't feel nothing baby, but I lied
I almost cut a piece of myself for your life
Guess I was just another pit stop
'Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time

SCARY LOVE. the neighbourhood

Your love is scaring me
No one has ever cared for me
As much as you do
Ooh, yeah, I need you here, oh

SOBER. childish gambino

And now that's it's over, I'll never be sober
I couldn't believe, but now I'm so high

SOFTCORE. the neighbourhood

Even when I'm used for a long time
You get me through every dark night
I'm always gone, out on the go
I'm on the run and you're home alone
I'm too consumed with my own life

Sharing my heart
It's tearing me apart
But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now
Doing what I can, tryna be a man
And every time I kiss you, baby
I can hear the sound of breaking down

DAY 'N' NITE. kid cudi

Day and night
I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind
I look for peace but see I don't attain
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play
Now look at this
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me
I try to run but see I'm not that fast
I think I'm first but surely finish last, last

DIRTY LAUNDRY. blackbear

I just wanna fuckin' feel right

SLEEP. call me karizma

I don't know what's got in me
I guess I'm just over being fucked over
Letting you walk on me
But I love the pain

And I'm having these fragile dreams
Every night you haunt me in my head

DO RE MI. blackbear

Yeah, if I could go back to the day we met
I probably would just stay in bed

STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES. troye sivan

Long nights, daydreams
Sugar and smoke rings, I've been a fool
But strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you

CRY BABY. the neighbourhood

I think I worry a lot
I need to take it easy
I got this anxious feeling
But it goes away for a minute
When I'm with you breathing

MY MY MY! troye sivan

Now, let's stop running from love

THIS TOWN. niall horan

And I want to tell you everything
The words I never got to say the first time around
And I remember everything
From when we were the children playing in this fairground
Wish I was there with you now

If the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth
Everything comes back to you

THE GOOD SIDE. troye sivan

But I sympathize, and I recognize
And baby, I apologize
That I got the good side
The good side of things

JUST HOLD ON. steve aoki and louis tomlinson

‪The sun goes down and it comes back up
‪The world it turns no matter what
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh oh, if it all goes wrong
Darling, just hold on

THE FAULT IN OUR STARS. troye sivan

And I don't wanna let this go
I don't wanna lose control
I just wanna see the stars with you

And I don't wanna say goodbye
Someone tell me why
I just wanna see the stars with you

YOU. dodie

People will tell me that I messed up
And it wasn't love
And I'm secretly hoping they are right, because
Whatever it was it was wonderful
But non functional

EVEN IF IT'S A LIE. matt maltese

I was growing younger day by day,
there was love and it was all arranged
And I held you with the wandering eye
Now I know the girl I shoulda known,
now I feel the love I should've shown
And I pull you in but you push me out

I know that you can feel me
Tell me that you don't love me
But say it one more time
I'm going darling, I'll step lightly
Live on as if you still love me
Just say it one more time
Even if it's a lie, even if it's a lie

BACK TO YOU. louis tomlinson featuring bebe rexha

I call you but you never even answer
I tell myself I'm done with wicked games
But then I get so numb with all the laughter
That I forget about the pain

FROM THE DINING TABLE. harry styles

Maybe one day you'll call me and tell me that you're sorry too

BAD LIAR. selena gomez

But just like the battle of Troy
There's nothing subtle here

SWEET CREATURE. harry styles

Sweet creature
Had another talk about where it's going wrong
But we're still young
We don't know where we're going
But we know where we belong

STRANGERS. halsey featuring lauren jauregui

She doesn't kiss me on the mouth anymore
'Cause it's more intimate, than she thinks we should get
She doesn't look me in the eyes anymore
Too scared of what she'll see, somebody holding me

INTERTWINED. dodie

Oh, I'm afraid of the things in my brain
But we can stay here
And laugh away the fear

I've pinned each and every hope on you
I hope that you don't bleed with me

FOR HIM. troye sivan featuring allday

We are runnin' so fast
And we never look back
And whatever I lack, you make up
We make a really good team
And not everyone sees
We got this crazy chemistry
Between us

ALONE TOGETHER. fall out boy

My heart is like a stallion, they love it more when it's broken
Do you wanna feel beautiful, do you wanna, yeah

CHASING CARS. snow patrol

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

DO I WANNA KNOW? arctic monkeys

I had no idea that you're in deep
I dreamt about you near me every night this week
How many secrets can you keep

GIRLS/GIRLS/BOYS. panic! at the disco

And love is not a choice

MEDICINE. harry styles

I'm coming down, I figured out I kinda like it
And when I sleep I'm gonna dream of how you

ONE OF THE DRUNKS. panic! at the disco

Searching for a new high, high as the sun, uncomfortably numb
This is what it feels like when you become one of the drunks

3AM ANXIETY. lil phag featuring dr. woke

Late night, laying in bed
Thoughts running through my head
Can't sleep, your scent on my sheets
Wishing that you never left
I overthink everything, don't trust nobody but me
I chase everyone away, too scared to share what I've seen

You're lucky that you left me
Got a lot of things I can't admit
My bag is too heavy
Don't want to make you carry all my shit

HONEST. the neighbourhood

I hope you find a way to be yourself someday,
In weakness or in strength,
Change can be amazing.
So I pray for the best, I pray for the best for you

I wish you could be honest, I wish you could be honest with me.
I wish you could be honest, I wish you could be honest with me

Hesitation is killing me too

DIRTY LITTLE SECRET. the all-american rejects

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives?
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

I didn't mean to deny this feelings for you, I just thought it would be better if it will stay unknown.