"I'm sorry." 

~

Taehyung freezes in shock. 

What? Did Jungkook just...apologize? No, no, this has to be one of his little games to toy with me, no way did he actually apologize. 

Taehyung tries to brush off the sincerity lingering in the other boy's charcoal eyes and quietly replies, "i-it's okay."

Taehyung doesn't exactly know what Jungkook apologized for. Was it for spilling coffee all over him earlier? For calling him disgusting names? For yelling at him on the first day they met? He doesn't know, but he certainly doesn't want to ask. 

Jungkook doesn't say anything more. The ravenette saunters off to his bed and lays down casually, looking as nonchalant as usual. 

But despite his tamed mask, the boy was shaken up by his own actions. 

Did he just apologize to Taehyung? 

Jungkook is known to be a bully. A tormentor who shows no mercy. An antagonist in a novel. He is never one to show sympathy nor was he someone to own up to his actions. 

So why on damning earth did he apologize to the blue-haired midget laying in the bed opposite his?

"Fuck my life," Jungkook mutters, quiet enough to go unheard by his roommate. 

~

"Ouch ouch ouch ouch," Taehyung yelps as he bursts into the room, startling the ravenette that was casually laying on his bed. 

Taehyung rushes to Jungkook's bedside table and hurriedly place the piping hot plate of food onto it. 

Jungkook stares at the steaming hot porridge and then at Taehyung. The two boys stare at each other in silence for a bit before the blue-haired one decides to speak. 

"I made breakfast," he mumbles, fiddling with his fingers. 

"Oh, did you now?" Jungkook asks, raising his eyebrow amusedly. 

Taehyung nods, "Y-yeah, it is hot," he lifts his hand and shows the ravenette how red they've turned from carrying the porridge. 

Jungkook bites back a smile and nods. "That looks painful," he says while gesturing towards the boy's red hands. "Want me to kiss it better?"

Taehyung stares at the boy, completely horrified. "W-what, how can you- no- I"

Jungkook chuckles, "relax, Bambi, I was only messing." Then the boy proceeds to pick up his porridge and eats it, staring directly at the Taehyung as he does so. 

Taehyung flushes red from embarrassment and walks off to his side of the room, quietly muttering insults towards his confusing roommate.

~

Jimin eats Taehyung's sushi roll as the blue-head ponders over the newly brought up conversation. 

"Athletics day? What's that all about?" he asks with furrowed brows.

"Basically a day where you build on teamwork and do a lot of athletic shit," Hoseok replies casually. 

"Is it compulsory?" Taehyung asks with hesitance. 

Jin laughs loudly, "Of course, Tae, practically everything in this school is compulsory."

The blue head pouts slightly before grabbing his sushi roll back from Jimin and taking a large bite. 

"Why? It's fun and you get to miss out on a day worth of school work." Jimin states optimistically. 

Taehyung shakes his head. "I rather do work than play sports."

The group of boys stare at him weirdly for a second, causing the blue-head to panic. 

"I-I was just kidding, haha, of course. I love sports!" Taehyung lies.  

Truth is, Taehyung hates sports because he is horrible at it. But his friends don't have to know that.

~

The blue-haired boy trots back to his dorm room, exhausted from another day at Helville High.

The boy enters his room and finds his roommate nowhere in sight, but the faint noise of water cascading in the bathroom indicates the ravenette's whereabouts. 

Taehyung walks over to his bed and flops down, staring at the blank ceiling, his body too tired to even comprehend any proper thoughts. 

Minutes fly by and soon enough his roommate enters the room. In all his half-naked glory. Taehyung looks away immediately after noticing that the other male was only wearing a pair of black shorts along with a white towel wrapped around his neck. He can feel his cheeks heat up as his mind buzzes back to the day they kissed. 

The smaller boy turns around completely, facing his wall to avoid the ravenette's smug smirk. Jungkook raises his eyebrow at the blue-haired boy, finding amusement in his bashful actions. 

Jungkook is about to open his mouth to make a snarky comment but a knock on the door interrupts him. His roommate, happy to have found an excuse to avoid him, jumps up and goes to open the door. 

Taehyung confusedly stares at two middle-aged men, tilting his head as if to question who they were. 

The shorter man smiles. "Oh, you must be Jungkook's roommate. Is Jungkook here right now?"

Taehyung nods hesitantly, feeling something odd about the pair of men. He opens the door to reveal the ravenette boy sitting on his bed. 

Jungkook looks up from his phone and freezes when he sees the pair. Instantly the ravenette's charcoal irises shine with hostility. "I told you not to come!" He seethes, glaring at the two men. 

"Now, now Jungkook. That's no way to greet your parents."

Taehyung furrows his eyebrows in confusion, looking around to find a female. But then realisation hits him. 

No way. Jungkook's parents... are gay? The most homophobic boy in Helville High, has gay parents? 

Taehyung awkwardly shuffles back to his bed, trying to ignore the tense interaction between his roommate and his parents and process what the hell is going on.

Wait, is this who Jungkook was talking to on the phone?

"What do you want?!" Jungkook barks, irritation dripping in his words. 

Taehyung scoots to the very back of his bed, digging his head into a book to try and hide from the awkward atmosphere. 

"We thought we would just come and give our son a visit," says the shorter man, a deceiving sweet smile on his face. 

Jungkook scoffs, "Huh, yeah right. Cut the bullshit. Why. Are. You. Here? Do you realise how much shit I will get if people realise that my parents are gay?" 

The tall man rolls his eyes as he rakes back his dark greying hair. "Don't be so selfish, Jungkook. We came here because we needed to tell you something important." 

Jungkook chuckles humourlessly, " Selfish? I'm the one being selfish?" The ravenette shakes his head in dismay. "Okay, fine. Tell me what you came here for and then get the hell out."

The taller man tightens his jaw, "Watch your mouth Jungkook."

Jungkook looks up at the man and stares blankly at him, not bothering to apologise for his actions. 

The taller man sighs, giving in to the boy's disrespect. "Park Hyungsik. He is the Heir of the Hotel Bell company. We have arranged for you to go on a date with him. If all goes well, you are to marr-"

"WHAT THE FUCK!" Jungkook screams, face red from anger. "You arranged a fucking date with a man just so you can marry him off to me? Are you fucking insane!? How many times have I told you, I'm not fucking gay!"

The older man growls before grabbing onto the boy's ravenette locks. Taehyung peeks up from his book, doe eyes widened in fear and shock. 

"You will do as I fucking tell you. Do you understand me? You need to marry a man to be the successor of our company, whether you like it or not. I don't fucking care if your gay or not, you don't get a say in this, we raised you, this is the least you could do for us."

Jungkook yanks his head away from the man, not even flinching when strands of his black hair comes out. "Raise me, huh?" he says in mock-amusement. "You didn't raise me, you ruined me. You don't get a fucking say in my life. Now leave."

The shorter man steps forward. "Jungkook, you have no choice, you need to-"

"I SAID LEAVE!" Jungkook screams, startling not only his parents but also his roommate. 

The two men leave but before they head out, the taller one pauses and looks back at him. "Son, whether you like it or not, you will end up marrying a man that we choose for you." The man finally leaves. 

Then there is silence. 

Silence.

Silence.

And then Jungkook is screaming, face red from rage, veins straining across his body as he yells at the top of his lungs. Taehyung sits in his bed, frozen, fearing his life. 

Jungkook grabs a mug that sits next to him and smashes it onto the ground. The boy continues yelling and screaming before he finally falls onto his bed, head in his hands and hands on his knees. 

Taehyung sits silently, observing the distraught boy. He has never seen the ravenette so angry, the boy was near fuming. Taehyung also notices the sadness in Jungkook's eyes, the way his dark irises are cast down, avoiding eye contact with anything but the floor. 

Should I... comfort him?  Taehyung thinks hesitantly. No, no, Taehyung you idiot. He's angry right now, he will probably kill you. 

But Taehyung can't help but notice how Jungkook's shoulders are slumped and how he seems to be withering away in his own self-pity. 

Taehyung sighs to himself. Kim Taehyung, this is how you're going to get killed, the blue-head thinks as he slowly gets up from his own bed and walks towards Junkook. He stops in front of the ravenette and hesitantly takes a seat beside him. 

"J-Jungkook, a-are you okay?" He asks in almost a whisper. 

The ravenette slowly turns his head to meet eyes with the smaller boy and the blue-head immediately cowers in fear.

Jungkook scowls, "as if you care!"

Taehyung furrows his eyebrows, lifting up his head to see the ravenette looking off to the side. 

"Y-your my roommate, of course I care."

His words made Jungkook's heart stop. Care?

Jungkook laughs humourlessly. "Oh, I see what you're doing. You're trying to get words out of me so you can spread shit to the school. Just get lost, Newbie, there's nothing to see here."

Jungkook's words hurt Taehyung but the boy doesn't take it to heart. In fact, it makes him feel sympathetic towards the other, seeing how he couldn't believe in people having good intentions. 

Taehyung slowly shakes his head before getting up and leaving to the bathroom. Jungkook looks back down at the floor, staring at the wood so intently that it burned metaphorical holes through the tiles. 

Suddenly, a smaller hand grabs onto Jungkook's. The ravenette looks startled to see the blue-haired boy again, this time with a first-aid kit in his hands. 

"The fuck, didn't I tell you to get lost, do you have a fucking death wish?" 

Taehyung flinches at the boy's harsh words but doesn't back away. "Please," he whispers. "Y-you c-cut your hand. Let me fix it."

Jungkook stares at the other's big black eyes, how his irises sparkle with innocence. Jungkook tightens his jaw before giving the boy his hand, which had been cut from the broken mug. 

Taehyung shakily grabs the other's hand before gently applying some disinfectant on it. He looks at Jungkook to see if it hurt but to his surprise, the boy's eyes are firmly trained on him. Taehyung looks back down at the other's hand, an embarrassing red hue quickly flushing over his cheeks as he does so. 

Jungkook notices the blush and feels his anger somewhat dissipate. Jungkook leans back on his wall and observes the smaller boy. Taehyung pokes out his tongue as he concentrates on bandaging the ravenette's hand. Once he finally manages to wrap the bandage up properly, he looks up at Jungkook and gives him a small smile, pointing to the newly bandaged hand. 

Taehyung gets up to put the kit away but yelps as he is suddenly pulled down by Jungkook. Taehyung's eyes widen when he notices that Jungkook is still shirtless. This obvious fact slipped his mind earlier because he was so caught up in the flurry of events but now that he sits here, straddling the said boy, this fact becomes very apparent. 

"W-wha-"

"Do you hate me?" Jungkook asks suddenly, interrupting the inevitable word vomit that Taehyung was about to spew out. 

Taehyung furrows his eyebrows, taken aback by the sudden question. "Wh-what do you mean?"

"C'mon, Bambi, I haven't been the nicest person to you. I always hurt you, just because I think that you are gay. I can only assume that by now you have found a deep hatred towards me."

Taehyung shakes his head. "I-I don't hate you. B-but, w-why do you h-hate gay people so much? Especially when your- um- parents are gay as well."

Jungkook sighs as he leans his head back against the wall, exposing his prominent Adam's apple. "That's exactly the reason I hate homosexuals. Because of them. Do you know the company, Pride Ways?"

Taehyung nods enthusiastically, "Y-yeah, that's the company that promotes the lgbtq+ community and fights for their equal rights!"

Jungkook chuckles at the boy's sudden excitement but then shakes his head in a dismayed manner. "My parents own that company."

"WHAT?!" Taehyung yells, eyes bulging out in surprise. 

"But you see, Pride Ways isn't what it looks like on the outside. When my parents first started the company, it was to promote homosexuality, to make people of the lgbtq+ community feel comfortable in society. But now, they have a much different goal. All they care about is money. Everything good in that company turned bad. Instead of trying to help out lgbtq+ people, they are using them instead, all for money. Illegal gay porn, sex trafficking, all these horrible things."

Taehyung's mouth falls agape. He is stunned. He has always looked up to this company but to hear what really goes behind closed doors is... disgusting. 

"T-That's horrible," The smaller whispers looking down at his fingers. 

Jungkook sighs deeply. "They want me to become the next successor of their company but to do that, I need to marry a man. It's ridiculous and they are trying to force it on me, trying to make me marry these wealthy men who only care about sex and money. So that's why I moved here, away from them, to the most homophobic place I know. I was hoping that moving here would keep them away." Jungkook looks at Taehyung, who has his eyes cast down. "I guess it didn't work. They will always follow me, no matter where I go."

Taehyung is silent for a while, processing all of Jungkook's words with a deep frown. He then looks up from his fingers, meeting those dark alluring eyes which are staring right at him. 

"T-they shouldn't do that to you. They shouldn't force you to like men. Y-you should be able to marry a woman of your choice."

Jungkook smiles lightly at the boy's remark, "you see Bambi," he says while grabbing the boy's small hand. "That's where you are wrong." 

Jungkook slowly drags the boy's hand down his bare chest, causing Taehyung to freeze in place. His hand brushes past the crevices of hard abs, feeling the firm muscles under smooth skin.  "I like your touch," Jungkook says, voice a low whisper.

He stops the boy's hand on his lower stomach, letting it rest there. The ravenette looks up at the smaller boy, noticing how startled he looks. "But I also hate it."

Taehyung looks up, confused, not understanding what the ravenette is trying to do. 

Jungkook slowly pulls the boy in and captures his lips in a slow sensual kiss. Taehyung gasps as Jungkook bites down on his lip. He grabs the boy's shoulder tightly as the ravenette slowly pushes his tongue into his mouth. 

Taehyung softly whines when he feels Jungkook tighten his grip around his waist. Jungkook breaks the kiss and looks up at the boy with lust-filled eyes.

Taehyung shies away from the stare and looks down. Jungkook gently grabs him by the jaw and lifts up his chin. "Your lips are addicting," he says huskily. "But I don't want them."

Taehyung slightly pulls away from him, not understanding his words. "W-what- ah" Taehyung moans when Jungkook suddenly bites his neck, interrupting his own question. 

Jungkook nibbles on the smaller boys pale skin, sucking harshly before licking slowly, making the other quietly whimper. Jungkook continues to attack the blue-head's sensitive neck, leaving behind purplish bruises that scatter across his unblemished canvas. He then pulls away and Taehyung drops his head onto Jungkook's shoulder, unable to hold it upright any longer. 

"I've never tasted anything as delicious as you," Jungkook says lowly. "But it leaves me with a bitter taste afterwards."

Taehyung freezes in his spot, awaiting the hate-filled words to spew out of Jungkook's mouth. 

"Do you know why, Bambi?"

Taehyung shakes his head, his soft blue locks brushing against Jungkook's shoulder. 

"Because this is exactly what my parents want. They want me to like men, just like themselves, because that way, I can take over the company. I hate this because liking it means I'm obeying my parents. It means they'll win."

Taehyung nods, understanding where the boy is coming from. He slowly pulls away from the ravenette, attempting to get off his lap but Jungkook has other plans. He pulls the smaller boy close, so close that their lips graze. 

"But for some reason, I just can't seem to resist you." 

And with that, Jungkook lifts the boy up and places him right on top of his crotch. Taehyung whimpers as the ravenette slowly grinds up onto his clothed ass. Taehyung can feel the other's hard-on pressing right into him and so out of instinct, he pushes himself down onto it. 

"Fuck," Jungkook curses, feeling himself getting lost in desire. He grabs Taehyung's hands and leads it to the waistband of his pants. 

Taehyung blinks a few times, staring at his hand and then Jungkook. Jungkook stares at him intensely with his hooded eyes and Taehyung understands what he needs to do. He shakily unzips the ravenette's pants before pushing them down slightly.  He notices the large bulge that stands out against the boy's boxers. He feels himself redden at the thought of how massive Jungkook is and he shyly averts his gaze as he slips his hands into the boxers. 

He hesitantly looks over at Jungkook when his hand comes in reach with his member. Jungkook nods stiffly, trying not to let any emotion slip through his face. 

Taehyung circles his thumb around the slit, spreading the precum around to use it as lube. He strokes him slowly as he shyly stares at Jungkook. The said boy bites his lip, staring down at the smaller one as if he was his prey. 

Taehyung picks up the pace as he tightens his hand around the hardened shaft. Jungkook hums in pleasure as he runs his fingers through the boy's soft blue locks. Taehyung pumps harder when he feels the other's cock pulsate, indicating that he is nearing his end. 

Suddenly, Jungkook pulls Taehyung's hand away. He attaches his lips to the boy's neck causing him to gasp. The ravenette tugs off the smaller boy's shirt and starts leaving a trail of hickeys down his abdomen. Taehyung pants, feeling out of breath from Jungkook ministrations. 

Jungkook lays Taehyung down on the bed and slowly pulls off the boy's pants along with his boxers. Taehyung immediately hides his face behind his hands, a red hue flushing all over his body. Jungkook admires the boy's beautiful body, running his hands down every patch of soft skin. 

"Bambi," he whispers in a low erotic tone. He slowly trails his hands down to the boy's thighs before pushing them apart. He hovers his fingers over Taehyung's mouth and the smaller boy stares at them confusedly. 

"Suck," Jungkook states, his tone simple yet holds so much power. Taehyung feels a shiver run down his body from the command. He slowly takes the fingers into his mouth and starts sucking. Jungkook stares at him like a wolf waiting to devour his meal. 

The ravenette slowly pulls his fingers out of the other's warm mouth. His hand travels back to the boy's thighs and he places them on the boy's bare ass. Taehyung jolts up in surprise when he feels the other circle a finger on the rim of his hole. 

"Jung-kook," he chokes out, not knowing exactly why he was calling out the boy's name. 

Jungkook smirks. "Yes, baby?"

Taehyung is shocked by the nickname; unable to even form a proper sentence. 

Jungkook leans in towards the boy, his lips grazing the shell of his ear. "Be a good boy and don't cum until I let you, okay?"

Taehyung's eyes widen at his words but he finds himself nodding along, almost as if in a trance. 

Jungkook then slowly enters his finger into the boy. Taehyung holds his breath, hesitantly letting the foreign object intrude his tight walls before finally relaxing. 

Jungkook suddenly pushes forward and a bolt of pleasure bursts through Taehyung. The blue-head instinctively thrusts down onto his fingers and bites his lips to hold back his moans but Jungkook isn't very approving of either of those things. 

"I want to hear you," the ravenette growls out while pinning the boy's hips with his other hand. 

Taehyung lets a small moan slips past his lips but then Jungkook's second finger enters him, both fingers pressing dead-on onto his prostate. Taehyung's whole body jolts and he cries out in pleasure. Jungkook curls his fingers into the same exact spot causing Taehyung to lose his mind. Taehyung's breath hitches as a turmoil of incoherent words spill out from his swollen lips. 

Jungkook smirks seeing the state of the boy. He pulls out his long fingers before firmly pushing them right into the boy's prostate, causing the blue-haired boy to choke out a cry. "Jungkook, p-please," he begs. Taehyung feels humiliated, Jungkook has only entered two fingers into him yet here he is, begging him meaninglessly. 

Jungkook decides to take pity on the boy and so he pulls his fingers out of him. This causes the smaller boy to whine out needily. Jungkook chuckles, "needy are we now?" he asks, causing Taehyung to hide his flustered face behind his hands. 

Jungkook slowly pulls out his own leaking shaft from his boxers and then pulls Taehyung closer to him. He wraps his hand around both his and Taehyung's shaft and starts to slowly pump both their members together. 

Taehyung immediately moans as he feels the friction rubbing against his cock from all directions. 

"Jungkook," he whimpers, feeling himself getting closer and closer to tipping over the edge. 

Jungkook leans down and firmly kisses the boy, letting both his hand and mouth do the work. His lips swallow up all the boy's whines and moans and he also starts to feel himself near his end. 

He starts to pump harder as the knot in his stomach tightens. Taehyung feels the heat pool in his lower stomach and he closes his eyes firmly, trying his hardest not to cum or burst into tears. 

"J-Jungkook!" he cries out, his body begging to let him release. 

Jungkook ignores the smaller boy and instead decides to torture him by entering his fingers into him again. 

The overstimulation wrecks the blue-haired boy. His whole body shakes with pleasure as he bursts out into tears, fingers digging into Jungkook's back.

Jungkook lets out a breathy moan, feeling the knot in his stomach tighten even more upon seeing Taehyung's helpless state. 

He pumps his hand even faster as he leans down and growls, "Come for me." 

Taehyung cries out in pleasure as he finally releases. Jungkook grunts as the smaller clenches around him, causing him to also meet his end. 

They both pant heavily, trying to regain their composure. Taehyung feels his eyelids drooping, his body too tired to stay awake after all that physical exertion.

Jungkook leans down so his breath fans over Taehyung's ear. 

"I'm supposed to hate this, Bambi." He whispers softly. 

"But you... you make me want this like nothing else." 

-

A/N (21/3/20) :I re-edited this chapter because it was so fcking cringey. It's still somewhat bad but this is me trying my hardest to do damage control. 

A/n: there's more to jungkook's back story btw. Also,  it took me 6 hours to write this chapter and I wrote it for like 4 hours straight. I understand it is very shitty but also please take into consideration that this is one of my first times writing something like this. I might delete this chapter and rewrite it or something but idk. Sorry for the late update, I love you.