**Sollux dies instead of goes blind**

"II promii2ed II wouldn't kiill her." I say, talking to Karkat. My arms were shaking and covered in Y/n's b/c blood. "I KNOW, BUT SOMETIMES YOU GET AHEAD OF YOURSELF." He tries to shoosh pap me, but that just brings me to more tears. "KK, II don't get why 2he had two diie." I choke on my words and yellow tears go down my face. "Why her, KK?" He looks at me sadly and shrugs. "EVEN I THOUGHT SHE WAS A PRETTY FUCKING NICE TROLL. SHE HUNG OUT A LOT MORE THAN YOU FUCKERS." He gets up and walks towards his husktop which signaled that.... 

"Y/N?!" Karkat looks at me shocked and types furiously. I rush over to him and shove him out of his seat. "OW, FUCK!" He gets up and reads over my shoulder. 

--ChumHandle [CH] begins pestering CarcinoGenisist [CG]--

CH: Hey Karkat.

CH: Karkat.

CH: Karkat.

CG: Y/n, iit'2 me! IIt'2 2ollux!

CH: Oh. Oh gog. Sollux, please no. Hand the husktop to Karkat.

I looked at the screen and saw those words. She can't like me. She was dead because of me. I shove the husktop into Karkat's hands and yell, "WELL FUCK YOU TWO Y/N!" I storm off tears still spilling. 

Karkat's POV-----

CG: WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT? YOU MADE SOLLUX PISSED.

CH: Well, I can't talk to him without hurting him more, can I?

CG: ARE YOU DEAD, Y/N?

CH: Why do you ask even though you know the truth?

CG: BECAUSE SOLLUX IS FUCKING DEPRESSED THAT HE KILLED YOU AND YOU REFUSED TO BE REVIVED.

CH: I can't live, okay?

CH: Everyone's going to die anyway. Might as well stay dead and not go through pain again.

CG: WHOA, WHAT?! EVERYONE'S GOING TO DIE?!

CH: That's what I said, right?

CH: I can see the deaths. Be careful of Gamzee. And Eridan. 

CH: I have to go, I told you too much. I-I miss you guys.

CG: WAIT, DON'T LEAVE! WE STILL NEED TO TALK!

CH: Bye, Karkat. Tell Sollux I'm still red for him, even after that... incident.

--ChumHandle [CH] ceases pestering CarcinoGenisist [CG]--

I log off and close the top. I turn around to hear a scream. Feferi!

Sollux's POV-----

I'm the one who is red for her! I'm her matesprit! I SHOULD TALK TO HER! "AUUUGH!" I yell, using my psionics to rip a part of the wall off. I don't understand. I know she went god tier, but why? WHY DID I FUCKING KILL HER?! I fall to my knees and stare at my blood soaked hands. Still Y/n's b/c stains. My eyes start leaking mustard yellow as I remember memories, bitter and sweet;

Sharing  an oversized jacket for a day.

Eridan flirting.

Our confessions.

Our failed first date, but then our movie marathon after.

Messing with her horns making her squeal.

Our little fight.

Our thousands of dates, kisses, sloppy makeouts.

My husktop alarm went off. I sniffle and wipe my nose. Then open to see...

Y/n... I told her I hate her though.

--ChumHandle [CH] begins pestering twinArmageddons [TA]--

CH: H-hey Sol. How's a goin'?

TA: 2hitty. 

CH: Life can be like that.

TA: II mii22 you, Y/n. II'm 2o 2orry.

CH: Sollux Captor. I am flushed for you, no red for you, and I miss you hella bad. If anything, I wish I were alive, but what's the point? Here's the reason why I'm pestering you; run. As fast as you can, leave the husktop. You are going to die if you don't go now.

TA: What?! Y/n, II'm not leaving thii2, thii2 ii2 the only way two contact you. I mii22 my bee.

CH: SOL, RUN HE'S GOING TO KILL YOU LIKE FEFERI.

--ChumHandle [CH] ceases pestering twinArmageddons [TA]--

TA: WAIIT Y/N! Who do II watch out for??

TA: FUCK

I logged out and started panicking. Feferi is dead? I ran to the block of computers and see a dead Feferi on the horn pile. Karkat isn't in sight and I see her eyes. They are pressed into her goggles and closed. I take the goggles off and lay them beside her. I cry again. All my friends are dying. Why? Why is this game so bad? Then I here a voice. A wavy voice. "Wwell, look wwho's here. It's pissblood." Eridan smirks and I growl. I'm useless and can't even help myself. "Kiill me liike you alway2 wanted two. II don't care." I mumble. Eridan smiles and says "Gladly." And shoots me with his stupid wand of science. I can't see any colors, and I can't see white. Just darkness.

"Sollux. Sol. Sol-baby. Bumblebee." a sweet and familiar voice was calling. I open my eyes to see I am on a desert with Y/n leaning over me, smiling sadly. "You weren't supposed to die yet." She whispers. I say no words. I lean towards her face and capture her lips. She kisses back. It was long and sweet. We break apart and I see Y/n crying. He b/c tears made me want to cry too. "Y/n, plea2e 2top cryiing. II'm 2o 2orry." I say, and our foreheads touch. "II am ju2t glad we're 2tiill twogether." She whimpers and says "Why did we start that game? Why? Everyone's dead." "II don't know. But II promii2e II won't leave you agaiin."