**thank fuck you can't see the person I am, because I am a emotional wreck at the moment, but I need to write. It helps me think. I've been off this last two months and I don't think I'll be coming out of my slump for a while, which is shitty of me, sorry. I'll be updating more often though woooo!! School's coming to a close, which is nice. Anyways, enough about me. The oneshot it base on my friend's song on YouTube called "Four More Months." She's a senior, so I won't have as much time with her, so I decided to let people know about her awesome music. You should totally check out her channel! The song is up^^ Account: Blue Hendricks. Anyways, have a happy read!!**

I rub my tired eyes, the ambient music making my head foggy. I don't think I can continue studying like this, regardless of the final coming up. I finish the sentence on my essay and my messenger beeps. I sigh as I click on it, f/c text lighting up the black screen.

Y/N: That's it, that's all. I'm gonna fucking fail, I'm taking you down with me.

Aranea: Y/n, stop being so dramatic.

Y/n: What can I say? I have a gift.

Aranea: Yeah, a gift for 8eing annoying. I'm still studying!!!

Y/n: It's 2:15 AM, meet me at the roof you nerd.

Aranea: If I get an 'F', you're talking to Mindfang.

Y/n: I'm dead inside already, what can she do, actually cull me? Not that I would fuckin' mind.

Aranea: Ugh. I'll meet you there.

I close my messenger and sigh at the hopeless girl. My cheeks turn cerulean and I grab a jacket to keep me warm. I clap my hands to my face a couple times to cool my face down, but it's useless. Hopefully she won't see that I'm blushing because of her. I open my window and grab the ladder hanging from the roof. I start climbing, my night gown blowing around. The sky was dark, cloudy from late showers. The roof was dry though, it warmed up fro the rest of the day. I take off my slips and the rough, sandpapery feel made my feet recoil. I stifle a yaw and I felt someone touch my shoulder. I look to my right and see nothing. I look over to my left-

"Boo!" I hear Y/n shriek. She waves her arms over her head, like one of those car dealership things. I snort out a laugh and she grins.

"You're utterly ridiculous, Y/ L/n."

"Yes I am, thank you very much. How else would you have fallen for me?"

So utterly true. I bring her down and she wraps her arms around me tightly. A yawn bubbles out of me and she snickers. I lay my head o her shoulder and look up. It's so weird to think I'm on Earth instead of Alternia. The sky looks the same, maybe a little more musty and polluted. The stars were hidden behind thin clouds, so you could still see them. It's all so surreal. Y/n lies down and I curl up next to her. She kisses my head and I try to get as close as possible to her. I don't want this to not be real. Confusing sentence, I know, but it's a confusing time for me. 

Her breathing was slow, meaning that she was falling asleep. I pinch her lightly and kiss her face, making her squeal. Her tired eyes are so dark and not as light as they usually are. I guess it's because it's so close to the end of this stupid school year. The last year. Only three months till we go to different colleges.

"Hey." Her voice was soft and slow, her hand gliding over my face.

"Don't think like that. I know what's up." I lean into the warm touch and she kisses me softly. Her breath was hot and minty and it matched mine. Her eyes were closed, but I couldn't stop looking at her. I don't want us to break away, three more months? That's not enough time. She hugs me close to her chest and I can't help but let a few tears slip from behind my glasses. She hums a sweet song and we look back up to the stars, clearly shining now. The moon was waning like our time, but I can't think about that right now. 

I've only got so little time, no time to dwell on sad expecting days.