Lightly touching up on her eyeliner,  Y/n L/n was quivering. 'What if they laugh at me? All my friends.. They'll be disappointed. And Gamzee...' Swallowing a pocket of air, you tried to forget the ICP loving troll. Y/n had dated Gamzee for three years, but in eighth grade, he became violent when off sopor. Terrified, never said anything because you still loved him. Still loves him. He had broke up with you saying he loves another girl, one who can stand the withdrawals. You sighed and looked in the mirror. You looked beautiful with your hair down and slightly wavy (unless you have a pixie cut, you just look like your adorable self). You wore a f/c spaghetti strap tank top with a light blue see-through little sweater type thing. New dark skinny jeans covered your legs. Black vans on your feet. "Y/N, YOU'RE ON DECK." Karkat whisper-yelled. He agreed to be backstage with you until you were on. Nodding, you stare one more an take a deep breathe. "Oh how the mighty fall." You say smiling. Gliding onto the covered stage you hear the MC say, "For the next act in this talent show, Y/n L/n will be singing an anonymous song for surprise." Everyone was clapping. Everyone was waiting for the red curtain to be pulled up. You breather through your nose and close your eyes. The bright beams struck your face and you finally opened them. "I just have o-one quick thing to say." The talk earlier died down and the light was less of a glare. You look into the crowd and see Karkat. "I-I just wanted to dedicate this song to an o-old friend." You take a deep breathe and look again in the crowd. Gamzee and Terezi were looking at you. "I'll miss you Gamzee." A deep hush swept the crowd as everyone looked at the senior. Slowly the guitar in the background entered and remembering you que, you sing.

"Come with me, my love.
To the sea, the sea of love.
I want to tell you, how much.
I love you.

Do you remember when we met?
That's the day I knew you were mine.
I want to tell you...
I love you."
Your eyes were tearing up, but you still hit every note right.
"Come with me, my love.
To the sea, the sea of love.
I want to tell you how much.
I love you."
It was a short song, but then another song began to play.

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"It might not be the right time,
I might not be the right one.
But There's something about us I have to say.
'Cause there's something between us anyway.

I might not be the right one,
It might not be the right time.
But there's something about us I've got to do.
Some kind of secret I must share with you.

I need you more than anything in my life.
I want you more than anything in my life.
I'll Miss you more than anyone in my life.
I love you more than anyone in my life."
You look directly at him, and you see a face shimmering with tears, make up washing down. Terezi was looking ashamed and mouthed to you "take him". But you can't have him. You'll both be going to college, different colleges. What if he found another 'Terezi'? You hear silence and then clapping. You never messed up. You never sang before. You never felt a weight leave you like one did now. You bowed and walked back to the dressing room. Bursting into tears, you wipe off the make up, wash off the fake identity, and sit. Crying and crying and crying. You want him with you to comfort you. But he's not yours. He never will be again. You cry for a few more minutes then bring out spare clothes. Changing into comfortable worn leggings, a short sleeved shirt, a big f/c sweater. Still wearing the vans. Shaking your head, you walk out of the Preforming Arts place.  "HeY sIs." You stiffen slightly at hearing the slightly scratchy voice. "Hello Gamzee." You say, voice almost cracking. You turn to him and see that his make up is smeared. Eyes were red too, but not sober red. As if he was crying for a long time. "I'm ReAlLy MoThErFuCkIn SoRrY y/N, I--- i MiSsEd YoU tOo." He sniffed a bit. You started crying again but felt a warm embrace. Wrapping your arms around him too, you sob harder. "Do... dO yOu WaNt To GeT bAcK tOgEtHeR?" You hoped for those words but you just took your face away from his chest. "Gamzee. I do. But I'm going to college." His face fell and purple tears fell too. "I want to stay with you." You rest your head against his chest again. "CaN i SaY gOoDbYe OnE lAsT tImE?" You nod, still streaming tears rolling faster. "LoOk Up." You do so and lips catch yours. It was low and sweet. You both pull apart with tears streaming down your faces. "Goodbye Gamzee. I love you." "ByE y/N. i LoVe YoU tOo." With that, you two separated. Seeing each other for that last time. Talking for the last time. Remembering each other for the last time.

**sorry I didn't make a new one sooner. Also, the image of the girl is meeee! Sorry, I just am happy my hair actually make me look okay**** ***for once***