**Sorry for not updating so soon, I've had a lot going on. I got a job at my dad's place, Broprints, and I made hats and sticker packets. It's fun! I'm going to be going to Camp Gold Hollow  on the 8th of July and staying for a week, so there won't be many July updates.

Anyways, enjoy!!**

I am just a fool for chasing after nothing great

You are just a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me

I don't know

Where I'm supposed to go oh oh oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh

I creep up behind the unsuspecting girl, her mind in a different place. I place my hands over her eyes and she sighs exasperatedly.

"Really Cronus?" Y/n says in a tired voice. I could tell she didn't mind this because of the smile. She pokes me lightly in the stomach to make me recoil. I squeal and go around to see her eyes. She was rolling them. "Very mature of you."

"You knowv you lovwe me, girly." I exaggerate a wink at her and she smiles halfheartedly. Suddenly, a burst of fuchsia attacks me with a kiss. My girlfriend Meenah was meeting up with us to see my gig at the local music place. I recuperate and Y/n edges away from us. I know that we can be disgusting, but I don't want my best friend to miss out on my first gig! She was the one that set it up for me after all.

"C'mon dolls," I drawl out, place my arm around Meenah's waist and my other arm around Y/'s shoulders. "I'vwe got to get there early." We walk over to my violet car and get in, excited for the night. Y/n stares out of the window the entire time and Meenah changes the music to some hiphop shit. I much prefer showtunes.

Call me on the phone at three

I talk to you while half-asleep

Complaining 'bout your mother so I take you to the cemetery

Rant to me I like the sound

I like your voice 

I like your mouth

Oh oh-oh mm m mm mm

Meenah sits down at a table with our other friends and Y/n goes backstage with me to sort out everything. I see her talk to the manager, a guy about our age. She was laughing and talking and smile, and I felt something in my chest which made me come up to her with my arm around her shoulders and an unneeded glare on my face. He rolls his eyes and Y/n thanks him for the information before he leaves. I take my arm off.

"Why'd you do that, Cro?" She looks at me with dull eyes. I didn't notice that for a while, but when I did, she told me she hadn't been feeling very well for the past few months, starting around April time. 

"He made me uncomfortable around you." I say with blatant honesty. She smiles and it lights her eyes with a small spark. She shoves me towards the front of the stage and I wink at her as I grab my acoustic guitar. I see my friends who were cheering for me. I start playing.

Cycling to school at 7:30 in the morning

I am still your baby boy

I'm stuck in 2013

Don't understand my body

Washing machines confuse me

Oh oh-oh mm m mm mm

I look over at my friends with shining eyes, but Meenah was engaged in conversation and the others were cheering a little. I felt my fin ears wilt a little, but behind me I heard Y/n clapping. I walk back to her with giant grin, happy that she supports me like this. She hugs me tight and gestures to go to our friend group. Meenah notices me done and places her lips on mine. I wrap my arms around her.

I didn't see Y/n for the rest of the night.

I can't help but think about her. She wasn't usually so reserved around me, usually she pulls dick jokes out of her head and rants about the most random things. She screeches at lunchtime which makes heads turn and laughs loudly when I do a lame joke. I stuff my face into my pillow frustratedly. I shouldn't worry about her, I mean she's not my girlfriend, right? She's just not feeling well. I sigh and log into my Instagram account, my photos popping up with Meenah, Y/n and I smiling at the camera. Meenah was wearing shades and kissing my cheek as I held up the camera at us three, but Y/n was smiling halfheartedly. Her eyes were dull in the photo even though we were on an amazing trip with our good friends. I look back through photos. Dull eyes, fake smiles, paler skin. It all started in April.

I look at my photo of when I got together with Meenah. 

April 13, 2018.

I don't understand why! Y/n told me she was friends with Meenah, and they act civil and kind towards each other, but she seemed to deplete in our friendship when we started dating. I don't get it. I open my direct messages and text her.

~JohnTravoltaWannabe~: Hey girly, wvhat's been goin on with you and Meenah?

[Unsername]: What so you mean? Nothing's going on, man.

~JohnTravoltaWannabe~: It's just... I noticed that you'vwe been off around us and I wvanna help you out.

[Username]: I'm not acting off. I'm just tired. I'll ttyl.

Well, that didn't make me feel any better. I say a quick goodbye and lay on my back. Why does she keep branching away? I am hurt, because we've been through thick and thin. I turn off my lamp and fall asleep to troubled thoughts and dreams.

I don't see her at school. Meenah convinces me that she is just sick, so I jump into ym car after school to visit her. I bring her favorite foods with me and knock on the door, a yell of "Just a minute!" interrupting a small silence. 

When she opens the door, her eyes go wide. She didn't look sick; no bedhead, pajamas, sniffly nose, or red eyes.

"Hey girly, didn't see you at school so I came ovwer." I had her the food and she opens the door wider for me to come in.

I am such a fool for chasing after nothing great

You are such a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me

I don't know

Where I'm supposed to go oh oh oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh

"So Wvhat's up?" I ask. "'Cause something is." She looks over at her computer, which was open to an IMessage conversation.I gasp and squeal.

"Did you find a boy?" I scramble over to the computer.

"Wait, Cronus, no!" She screams. She tries to take the computer out of my hands, but I'm taller and stronger than her, only a little bit though. She's a tough cookie when need be.  read through the conversation, my smile depleting.

She loves me. A google document rant full of her thoughts.

She loves me and Meenah's been cheating on me.

I am just a fool for chasing after nothing great

You are just a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me

I don't know

Look in the mirror 

I love that boy

Don't hurt my dear

Don't hurt my joy

Oh O-oh

I place the computer down.

"I'm so sorry, Cro." My fists clench as I heard that whispery voice. I look over at her, her figure almost shrinking in my gaze and her eyes shining, but not with happiness. With a sheen of tears. I leave the house with a slam of the door and angry words running through my head.

What's the point of loving a fool and a fool loving me?

**Right in the heart! I ope you enjoyed this oneshot, even if there's no happy ending. So, I finished all the oneshots that y'all have requested me, so if you have any more, I'm open! I do need more opinions on smut ones because the next one I think would me a good songfic with "Poplar St" by Glass Animals with a hint of lime. I don't know. If you have requests, tell me and I'll start in on them. If you say yay or nay about smut, tell me that as well because I'm hesitant but willing to try it, I guess. Love you guys, happy Pride Month, and bye! :o)**

**PS: I'm going to be playing ukulele on my art InstaGam (EYYYY) account gamzeeoranyhomestuck. So if you wanna see that, I'll be playing for about an hour, since dinner is in an hour. Bye! :o)**