Your POV------

"John! John! Egbert! Johnathan! Eggs!" You repeatedly called out to your best friend and crush. And yet, he ignores you. You finally sprint and tackle the guy. You both end up sprawled on the ground and spread out like starfishes. Giggling, you get up and brush yourself off. "OW! That hurt, Y/n." He rubs his head and picks up his fallen glasses. You snatch them out of his hands and see that you broke them. Again. "Y/n." You wince at his harsh voice. "Yes?" "You broke them didn't you?" "...Kinda?" He sighs exasperated and replies, "Y/n, this is the third pair in a month; do you know how much these cost?" "Yes, but-" "Just control yourself okay?" You feel a little hurt but reply with a short "Okay." Then you hand him a small package. "I know you can't see it very well, but I hope you like it." You look at him hopefully. He smiles a bright smile and opens the package you gave him-

"HOLY SHIT Y/N!! Are these glasses?!" You smirk and he tries on the new pair of glasses. "I promise not to tackle you til you get contacts now." You wink and stick out your tongue. You have to say, the glasses are pretty cool; they had wide black sides that had the zodiac signs, and on the frame it had a bright blue. "I love them! Thank you!" He hugs you tightly and laughs. You hug back happy that John is happy. You fell for him mostly because of laughter. And his raven-black hair. And blue eyes. And- you know what, stop it. You blush a little. He stops hugging when hearing a quick 'ding' from his PDA. "Oh, that's Vriska. She says I have to see her now." He looks a little sorry but also quite happy, because he once told you not so long ago that he has a crush on that -bitch- girl. You smile softly and say, "No problem, Egg. I'll be home if you need to talk to me!" You wave goodbye and run/skip back home. But first a quick stop at a cute coffee shop. And John was there. With Vriska. You hide behind a portly person and watch like the creep you are (WE'RE ALL CREEPS DEAL WITH IT). They both order and sit at a booth. They talk for a bit before Vriska. Kisses. John. John looks surprised but melts into it, happy. I mean, who wouldn't be happy to have their crush kiss you? Your eyes start to water and you walk out quietly. A tear slowly creeps down your face as you walk home. 

Timeskip----

You are home and watching Ouran High School Host Club until your Pesterchum notifies you that someone texted. 

--EctoBiologist [EB] begins pestering ChumHandle [CH]--

EB: Guess what happened!

CH: What happened John?

EB: Vriska is now my GIRLFRIEND!! :D

CH: Cool , John! How wonderful. Splendid.

EB: You don't seem happy. Why?

CH: What are you talking about? I'm fine.

EB: No you're not. Talk. You see red. Since when doe he ever tell you what to do?! You burn with anger and reply:

CH: No John. Just so fucking happy for you, okay?! Leave me the fuck alone and hangout with your spider-bitch! 

EB: What the hell have I ever done to you? And Vriska is fine the way she is! You're just jealous because you'll never be liked by your crush.

That killed it. You type the numbers away on your phone for John's number. It rings three times before you hear a controlled "Hello?" You shout "I KNOW I FUCKING WON'T BE LIKED BY YOU, OKAY?!" and hang up. Tears were rolling faster and faster down your face and you sobbed. You sobbed like you never knew happiness. And you don't feel like you ever will.

Timeskip 2-3 months----

You and John haven't talked. Sort of. He sneers at you along with Vriska, but you still can see a little recognition. A glimmer that said "I'm sorry". Not that you ever trusted it. You started eating less. You started hiding in your room. Skipping social event, not keeping promises. One day, it all ended. You decided to eat after all of that. Just a bar, you don't want to throw up after all. Instead of biting into it though, your eyes became glazed. You couldn't command your body, but you could see what it was doing. It was going to the bathroom and bringing out an old friend. You missed this, didn't you, Y/n? The voice was mocking and laughed. Vriska. "GET OUT OF MY HEAD." You think. She forces the small blade on your most important vein. "NO. PLEASE. You- you're going to kill me!" She laughs again. Well, we don't want a certain 8oy to run off do we? You seemed confused til you understood. John doesn't love her anymore. He loved you. You are filled with content; then pain. Your vein is cut open, and the blue blood that had been coursing through turned red from the oxygen hitting it. You gasp and try to stop it with toilet paper; It isn't working! You feel your face draining, and you see stars. Then nothing.

John's POV------

You miss her. You miss Y/n with her laugh and smiles. Her h/c hair that was always super fluffy and felt like cotton. Her shining eyes, eager to pull a prank with you. But that won't happen again. She's been dead for 4 years now. You go up to a grave, the gravestone still clear of moss. You place a bundle of f/c flowers. "Hi, Y/n. It's been a while, hasn't it?" You smile. "I miss you a lot. I broke up with Vriska 3 years ago. You were right, she's a bitch." You laugh and your eyes make pools. " I wish I listened to you. Then this wouldn't have happened." You sit on the ground, hugging your knees. "I'm so... so so sorry. I was stupid and such a douche then." You start sobbing. "You were my best friend and I let you go!" You cried. "Everybody misses you. I miss you. I loved your smiles. And your laughs. I wish we could've played one more prank." Then you felt a little whoosh of air; it smelled like roses and was light. Your nose takes in the smell and you feel better. Still sad, but you stopped crying and are a little content. You here a little giggle. Well, I wish you said that a bit sooner. You look around it sounded like y/n!! But she's dead. Gone. She can't be talking to you. I'll miss you too John. Just sing me to sleep, 'kay? And give me therapy. I'm a walking travesty. 'Same here,' You think. You smile a small, sad smile. 'Goodbye, my friend. Goodbye, Y/n.'