You're never gonna love me.
So what's the use?
What's the point of playing
A game you're gonna lose?
What's the point of saying
That you love me like a friend?
What's the point is saying
It's never gonna end..

Y/n looked at the teal text. She frowned; her girlfriend Latula Pyrope generally texted back right after hers. Latula hadn't answered in hours and she didn't appear to their date. Y/n rubbed her eyes and lied back down on the shared bed. She was scared. What if Latula loved someone else, or was sick of Y/n? She switched onto her side and looked out the window.

You're too proud to say
That you've made a mistake,
You're a coward till the end.
I don't want to admit,
But we're not gonna fit,
No I'm not the type that you like.

You didn't always go out with her to parties and bars and such, but you couldn't help it. Crowded places tended to make you dislike people and you never felt safe. Latula went out every Friday. Y/n frowned; she was drunk last Friday and there was a bruise on her neck. Latula had said that a person had accidentally elbowed her.

Why don't we just pretend?
Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.
I can't let you go, 
Can't let you go oh.
I just wanted to feel perfect!
To believe it's all be worth the fight!
Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.

You curled up into a ball on the bed and looked at your phone again. She still wasn't there! A few more tears leaked out of your eyes. You quietly cried for a while then started texting your moirail, Kankri.

You only ever touch me
In the dark.
Only when we're drinking
Can you see my spark.
And only in the evening 

That you give yourself to me..
Because the night is your woman,
And she'll set you free!

"Trigger warnings: #moirails #matesprittroubles #help. Hey, Kankri." You say into the phone. "9h, Y/n. I haven't heard fr9m y9u in a while. Thank y9u f9r tagging y9ur triggers, 6ut why such a late call?" Your sleepy friend yawned. "Latula is gone again, and I'm concerned. I was wondering, if things go wrong, if I could live with you again?" You say, crying still. "#yay #happy #yelling #moirail help. 9f c9urse, Y/n! I missed having s9me9ne in the h9use. I'll have y9ur 9ld r99m ready t9m9rr9w!" "Thank you, Kankri." You heard a door open and close. "I have to go, but thank you so much! See you soon." "6ye, Y/n." You hung up as the door of the room opened. "Y/n?"

You're too proud to say
That you've made a mistake,
You're a coward till the end.
I don't want to admit,
But we're not gonna fit,
No I'm not the type that you like!

"Hi, Tula." You looked up to see your beautiful matesprit, shining in the moonlight. "Wh4t's up, my g1rlyfr13nd?" She sat on the bed and curled up beside you. "Nothing much." You snuggled up to Latula and smelled whiskey. A heavy amount of whiskey. A few moments passed. "Tula?" You say suddenly. You saw more bruises on her neck. "Hmm?" She says sleepily. "Where have you been getting those?" Latula suddenly sat up and pulled up her shirt. "N0wh3r3, b4b3." She said a bit nervously. You sat up as well and took her hands off her shirt. "It's obvious it's something, Tula." Latula inspects your face and saddens. "You'v3 b33n cry1ng 4g14n." "Yes, I have, but it's because.." You hesitate. "B3c4us3 of wh4t?"

Why don't we just pretend?
Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.
I can't let you go,
Can't let you go oh.
I just wanted to feel perfect!
To believe it's all be worth the fight!
Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.

"Because of you." You tugged at the collar of her shirt and saw the bruises. Hickeys. You never had put hickeys on her. You felt tears welling in your eyes, and you mumble out, "I guess this wan't perfect." You get up and turn on the light. Latula was trashed and covered in hickeys. You grabbed your bags from under the bed and began filling the with clothing. Shirts, pants, underclothes, and toiletries were all thrown in angrily. "W41t, wh3r3 4r3 you go1ng?" Latula said a bit franticly. "Kankri's. Clearly you wish to be with someone other than me." You heard Latula's phone go off. It was in reach of your hand. You see a text saying, "She asleep yet? might as well make the most of it ;)." That's it! You grab your charger and phone, crying while walking down the stairs. Latula runs down with you, begging you to stay with her, she never meant it, please come back! You ignore everything and call Kankri. "Y/n?" "Hey, Kankri, I really need to be picked up." YOu say in a very emotional voice. You couldn't help it. "I'm c9ming." You thanked him and hung up. "Y/n!" Latula was a crying mess, but for once you didn't want to help her. She hurt you. "Pl34s3 don't go!" You turn around with your bag on your shoulder and close the front door. "Goodbye, Tula," You whisper, a few more tears crawling out. Kankri's car pulls up and you climb in. "Goodbye."

Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.
I can't let you go,
Can't let you go oh.
I just wanted to feel perfect!
To believe it's all be worth the fight!
Lies.
Don't wanna know,
Don't wanna know oh.