I refused to look at the brunette in front of me. "Y/n, please understand!" He pleads, but I don't say a word. Jake sighs and sits down, done with trying to persuade me. He has been at it for hours now, so I do understand. "I love you still, I always have." He says in a broken voice. I still refuse to turn. "Why won't you look at me?" He yells. I heard his feet drag on the floor, him standing up. "Why are you even here?" I snap at him. He falters and I step right in front of him, I was close enough to kiss him. I take a deep breath. "I never meant it, what I said," Jake said, his eyes dribbling tears. "I never meant for anything to go to far." I felt my own tears leaking out of my eyes, and I wipe them away. He places his hand on mine and I feel the urge to wrench it away, but I don't have the heart to. "So I stand here, sorry, looking for something to say." Jake burst into a short bout of laughter and crying. "Anything to say. I love you so much, but I can't even express it." He tries to place his hands on my face, but I pull away from that. I can't handle this, this is too shitty. "I love you too," I mumble. "But I'm so done with you leaving me behind." He looks at me with a hurt face, but he nods understandingly. "Is there any way that I can change it back? Any way I can change to a better us?" I nod. "I need you, Y/n. I really do, and I need your laugh and smile and jokes and everything!" His voice was raising louder and louder. "Jake." I whisper. "Why did I even plan on anything, I haven't been with you and I'm so sorry!" He sobs and I let the tears flow. "Jake." "I'm sorry, sorry, sorry that I wasn't the one for you, the perfect that you deserve!" "JAKE." He stops ranting and I pull him in. I kiss him deeply, and his shoulders relaxed. He wrapped his arms around me and I rest my head against his chest. "I want this to work again, like how we used to be." I murmur. "I want us, and only us. I want to start again." Jake nodded, and I could feel his chin on my head. "Okay," I say quietly, rubbing his back. He relaxes, but then tenses when I let go of him. "Hello." He looks at me confused and I wipe off the tears on my face. "My name is Y/n L/n, and I love you." He gives me a small crack of a smile and says in a relieve voice, "My name is Jake English, and I love you, Y/n L/n." I hug him tight and he holds me just as tight, almost as if he's afraid to let me go. I don't think I can let him go, either. They say if you love them, let them go. But I can't even think of even untangling from him. I don't want this to end, but what if he does it again to me?

What if I just get forgotten again?