Cuddles (Karkat x Blind!Depressed!Reader)

**One quick thing before I start:
If you as for a Karkat x Reader, I am most likely to make it a happy oneshot. He deserves happiness after all that hell from everyone. Okay, continue reading...**

"Kar!" Y/n complained. She was sleeping over at her moirail's house, and was watching a cheesy romcom. Like usual. Karkat was stealing the blankets from her and throwing a pillow at her head. Like usual. Karkat was blushing bright red when he saw Y/n in a disheveled state from hitting her over the head. Unusual. "C'mon man, where's the blanket?" She used her hands to feel around for the mass of fluff. She didn't like relying on her taste and smell after eating those stupid Riddle Skittles, so she chose to very awkwardly look around with her sense of touch. Karkat was silently giggling and keeping the fluffy thing to himself. "Kar," She whined, making Karkat go to an even redder state. It's a good thing she can't see. "Y/N , I'M OVER HERE," He whisper-yelled. He knows that Y/n doesn't like loud noises, especially if they appear unexpectedly. Y/n placed her hand clumsily on Karkat's shoulder and smiled. "Finally."

Y/n's POV cuz Idk how to continue writing like that ^^

I felt the cloth of Karkat's shirt underneath my hand and smiled. I love that loud troll. I don't know what he looks like, but he had always been so kind to me, and he even said he likes hanging out with me. But it's not possible for him to like me; I can't see anything. I can't do much if I can't see, can I? "Finally," I sigh. He was a tough person to look for. He may be loud, but damn, he can be quiet when he wants to. He chuckles and put an arm around me. He usually does this, and he told me that many of his friends had asked him if we were matesprites. I don't know what that means, but it seems easy to figure out. I feel myself smile as he watches and I listen to the movie. It was one of his favorites, but I prefer m/g (movie genre). We were laying on the couch together, me on top of him. We do a lot of couple-sort of things together, but he always said it was platonic. I wish it could be more. "I'll be right back, Kar," I say. "OKAY." He knew how well I had mapped out the house, so I easily got to the bathroom without hurting myself... Okay, maybe one or two bumps, but no more than normal! I stumble into the bathroom and after doing my business, I let the cold water of the sink flow onto my hands. I lightly raise my hand up to my eyes. I wave my hand and it's still black. I carefully touch my eyes, them involuntarily blinking. I don't understand; why was I born with this, this horrible thing? I want to see colors, I want to see faces! I felt tears escape my stupid eyes and didn't wipe them away. What's the point in doing that? It isn't effecting my vision any worse than it is! I slam my fist on the sink, miserable. I heard things topple over and rushing feet. "Y/N, YOU OKAY?" Karkat said in a worried tone. He opened the door, most likely seeing how worthless I am. I don't deserve such a good moirail. I don't deserve anything. "Y/n," He said in a softer voice. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me. I did the same, crying into his shoulder. "I'm so done with not seeing," I sobbed. He began shoosh-papping me and calming me down. "I KNOW, I KNOW. Y/N," He brushed my hair out of my face delicately and I guess he was looking at me. I felt my eyes search for something. Something I'll never be able to find. I places my hand on his face, feeling it. I don't know his emotion. His face is devoid of anything. "LET'S GO BACK TO THE COUCH," He said, leading me gently back to the living room. He helped me onto the couch and wrapped me in the blankets. I sniffed and cuddled up to the male. He placed his arms around me. He made me feel so safe, why did he? It's all the more difficult to get rid of the petty crush. I continue crying in Karkat's shoulder. He kissed my forehead and held me close. This didn't feel platonic. It felt more than that. "LISTEN, Y/N," Karkat said quietly, most likely because of the movie. It was getting to his favorite part. "I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING, AND I FEEL LIKE RIGHT NOW IS BEST." His hand started tapping. He's nervous. "Yes?" I say a bit sadly. "I DON'T WANT TO MOIRAILS ANYMORE." I felt as if my heart stopped. "W-what?" My voice cracked, making me sound like Ampora. I push off of him and scoot from his side. "W-what?" I say again, sounding more weak. I knew this would happen, but not now! I need him, and now I have to leave him. "NO, NO, LET ME EXPLAIN!" He made an angry noise. "I.. I," He stuttered. "You what?' I ask, still trying to get away. He made a weird growling noise and scooted me close. Too close, I could feel his body heat, and he had his hand on my cheek. "I LOVE YOU." I stop struggling. No. I shake my head. "No you don't, you're only saying that because you feel bad for me!" I yell. I was just crying and acting like a bitch, no way in hell does he like me. It's pity! I try to get out of his reach. I don't want your pity! I don't want any pity! "NO, Y/N!" 

I felt something soft on lips. Heat was everywhere and a hand on my face again. Karkat. I felt my eyes widen and I reach out. All I felt was cloth. He separated from me and sat back. "DOESN'T THAT CONVINCE YOU?" He grumbled. I was still so shell-shocked, I don't know what to say. "THAT WAS THE WORST IDEA. CLEARLY YOU DISLIKE ME." He began moving away and I stopped him, grabbing his sleeve. "Why did you tell me now?" I say in a low voice. With the whole crying and sudden confession, my mind was reeling. "I.. I CAN'T STAND TO SEE PEOPLE UNHAPPY, OKAY? IT JUST FELT LIKE THE RIGHT TIME." I heard a ruffle of hair and Karkat coughs, embarrassed. "LISTEN, NOW I KNOW YOU DON'T LIKE ME IN THAT SENSE, I-" "But I do." Karkat stiffened. I feel around for his face and 'stare' at him. "I'm sorry," I say quietly. "I thought you were faking. I don't need that to happen again." Karkat relaxed and pulled me into a hug. "I WOULD NEVER." We sat there quietly, just listening to the forgotten movie's credits. 

"Kar?"

"YEAH?"

"I love you." I carefully peck him on the lips and go back to cuddling him.

"I LOVE YOU TOO." 

**Oki, one more of these. Before I got this request, I had one in mind for lil Karkles already, so... Next update may take a while since I need to change the character. I did enjoy writing this one, thank you for requesting it!! Love you guys, bye!**

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