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kunpimook and youngjae were gathering the water as they then pulled the wagons out to the benches as youngjae was quiet, kunpimook getting a bit concerned as his best friend wasnt talking. "jae ? please say something im worried." kunpimook frowned as he looked at the elder, youngjae sighing as he looked back at kunpimook, giving him a slight smile.

"im alright" youngjae answered, thats what he always would answer and kunpimook knew it was bullshit. the two sat at the end of the benches like they usually do as they set the wagons down to the side, kunpimook still not amused with youngjae attitude as he tried to cheer the other up.

"you want a pretzel ?" kunpimook smiled, seeing if youngjaes love for soft pretzels would cheer him up just a bit, but nothing came out of the elder. "no, im okay bam, thank you though." man, when youngjae passes up a pretzel you know its not good.

"jae.. i know the news about jaebum is kinda disappointing.. but please try to be happy, i never like seeing you sad, hyung." kunpimook tried to make youngjaes mood happier, youngjae slightly smiling a bit more as he looked at the younger, giving him a tight side hug as kunpimook chuckled and laughed happily as youngjae messed around with him.

"theres the youngjae i know and love !" kunpimook laughed happily as well as youngjae, the players walking out as jackson ran over to kunpimook quickly, youngjae smiling at the sight as kunpimook shot up and hugged jackson, wrapping his legs around the others waist as they laughed.

"good luck !" kunpimook said cheerfully as his hands were wrapped around jacksons neck, jackson smiling as he held onto kunpimook, pecking his nose then his lips softly as he set the younger down. "ill see you on my break !" jackson said happily as he ran out to the field, kunpimook then sitting back beside youngjae as youngjae smiled at the younger.

"you and jackson seem to be really happy" youngjae nodded as kunpimook blushed a light pink and pushed his bangs out of the way. "yeah, we are.. oh, hyung im sorry i dont think this is helping you with your jaebum problem.." kupimook then felt bad as he rubbed the back of his neck, youngjae chuckling and shaking his head as he rubbed the top of then youngers hair.

"nah, its alright bam. im glad you and jackson are happy, and hey, maybe jaebum and i arent really meant to be." youngjae said with a shrug, pouting a bit as he rested his hand on his cheek, looking at the other players walk out. soon jaebum walked out, the two then making eye contact as jaebum put his cap on as he blinked rapidly, then walking out to the field quickly.

'guess he really doesnt give a shit about me' youngjae thought to himself as he slouched in the bench again, groaning as kunpimook then handed the other a cup of water, youngjae looking at kunpimook then the cup as he chuckled.

"thanks bam.."

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the game soon ended, jyp of course winning as youngjae was leaning back against the front of the stadium, his ear buds in as he looked out at the night sky. kunpimook and jackson had left together as youngjae took some time to himself.

he sighed as he turned up the volume to his music, then beginning to walk to his car as he then felt a tap on his shoulder, as he stopped in his steps and turned around, quite surprised to see jaebum standing there.

"um hey" jaebum had started out as youngjae pivoted the rest of his body, shutting off his music as he shoved his hands into his pockets.

"hey" youngjae said with a slight smile as he shrugged a bit. "what.. what are you still doing here ? shouldnt you be at home or with the other players at least ?" youngjae said as he raised an eyebrow, jaebum chuckling a bit as he shrugged and crossed his arms. "actually, i wanted to talk to you.."

youngjae was surprised once again, he nodded as him and jaebum then sat against the wall of the stadium. "i know the stuff jackson mightve told you probably wasnt what you wanted to hear.. and, um im sorry for coming off as an ass." jaebum said as he smiled awkwardly and rubbed the back of his neck, biting his semi dry lips as he heard youngjae chuckle a bit.

"its alright, its your sexuality and you cant change that.. what else did you need, jaebum ?" youngjae asked with a kind tone as jaebum smiled a line smile.

"you see.. well i guess i wanna get closer to you ? you know im demiromantic, i dont really develop feelings until an emotion connection is made.. but youre cute ? well, i dont know really, i guess youre appealing ? shit im really bad at this arent i" jaebum chuckled awkwardly, it actually made youngjae happy to see jaebum was actually trying to express himself.

"i guess like.. would you mind if you like, helped me out with myself ?.. im curious about kissing, and passion, and.. fucking.. like, im really stubborn as you know, and i dont really open up like this.. so im hoping you could like teach me and show me these things ? youngjae i know this is like hella awkward and shit and i cant explain well, but just.. try and help me out ?"

first off, youngjae was very flustered. thats the second time hes heard jaebum involve youngjae and fucking, and also, jaebum is basically asking youngjae to teach him how to kiss and whatnot.

this is gunna be complicated.

"u-um.. yeah i guess.." was all youngjae said as jaebum smiled happily.

"thank you so much.. i hope when an emotional connection is made through us, i might actually start dating for the first time.." wow okay, so jaebum is basically implying he wants to date youngjae but cant ? damn, sexuality is really annoying isnt it.

"yeah well.."

"can you kiss me ?"

youngjae choked a bit as he heard jaebums words, you better thank god youngjae didnt eat anything heavy today or else hed be throwing up again.

"i- um-"

"ive never been properly kissed before.. i just wanna know how it feels, im sorry youngjae.." jaebum said in a quieter voice as he now felt bad for making the other feel uncomfortable.

"n-no its fine.. um, okay just close your eyes and ill kiss you" jaebum nodded as he listened to youngjae, shutting his eyes as youngjae lookes at the other.

jaebums features were absolutely perfect, youngjae hated that he fell for this complicated male, but thats life for ya am i right.

soon then, youngjae leaned in and pressed his lips softly to the other. at first jaebum didnt know how to react or what to do, so he just ended up puckering his lips back to youngjaes.

youngjae pulled back as jaebum then opened his eyes as he felt his lips now empty. "that was it ?" jaebum asked with a raised eyebrow, youngjae a bright red as he cleared his throat.

"well theres a bunch of different types of kissing.. more heated then that.." youngjae faintly said as jaebum nodded in curiosity.

"next time, lets get more heated then that kiss."

"i-"

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