I have been a kind person to the people i have met...,

But... I live in my mom house and what I do there is not the same.,

I don't help her,
When she need it the most..,
Because of me she made a suicide.,

Oh mother, I am so sorry....,
I didn't mean to make you feel like that!,

It hurts me!,
It hurts me!,
My heart can't keep it!,

Oh please!,
Oh please!,
Can you forgive me?,

When you went to be hospitalized I was sent two days in my cousin house...,

There I was so worried that you didn't make it so well.,

But... A miracle came and you were able to stay.,
It makes me happy that you didn't die, but I feel bad for what I've done.,

I'm so guilty that I still did not help you.,

I did when you ask me to...,

Mom, I want to hug you again~,
Mom, I will do my best for you~,
Mom, I hope you will forgive me~,

Forgive the good little girl I was in the past...,

It hurts me!,
It hurts me!,
Why didn't I help you before!?,
It hurts me!,
It hurts me!,
How can I be so cruel!?,

It run in my mind every day...,
The friends from my high school don't know about this story.,

But here I am a little depress and guilty for what I did...,

Please forgive me...,
Please forgive me...,
Please forgive me...,

Please forgive me~!,

Mother...,

I love.... You~