Everyday is the same routine...,
I eat, I work, I sleep...,
But when I eat I'm alone...,
At work I talk with fake friends...,
And when I sleep I think of dying...,

What is going on with me?,
It's like I face a dream different from the reality,

I feel like I need love from others!

But when I feel that kind of emotions in me it's like I copy someone!,

Oh no....,

What did I just say?,
I'm not like that....,
I'm not normal...,
But who said that we were all the same?,

In my body...,
I'm not myself anymore...,

For me~,
I'm acting like a robot~,
I help my friends when they ask me~,

They notice I have a sad look...,
But when they ask me if I'm fine,
I only say those words...,

'I'm fine! Don't worry !'

But inside I'm not...,
And they didn't go further...,
Like they really think I was fine.,

Ooh......,

Should I cry?,
Should I scream at them?,
Or...,

Should I run away?,

This is not right!,
This is not me!,
This is insane!,

Empty......,
Is now how I feel sometimes...,
When I question my life...,

But this is a bad thing to do...,

It only get us in a bad feelings...,

But for me it's like nothing..,
Like this is the cycle of life.,

Was I so wrong from the start?,

My anxiety....,
My depression....,
My sadness...,

All of this three mixed together...,
Make me want to suicide.,

But......,

I'll lost some people heart...,

So I do nothing...,

I wait for that feeling to go away.,

If I have to run away from my friends to only be alone a moment...,

I would.