yoongi;

When I got to the studio the guys all greeted me with welcoming hellos.

"Are you ready to practice the choreography?" Jin asks as he fixes his hair in the mirror.

"Mhm" Hoseok says as stands in the front.

As we begin I notice just how hard it really is.

These dance move aren't too bad but they're still pretty intense.

We dance for what seems like forever before we finally call it a day.

"We're gonna go out to eat with the money  bang pd gave us, are you going to come?" Namjoon asks.

Instantly,  y/n pops into my head.

I had left her so suddenly this morning and I haven't even had time to text her and it was already really late.

"I don't think I can" I say.

"Why not? You have plans this late at night?" Hoseok asks.

"I have to get back home to my girlfriend" I say and they all look shocked.

"You have a girlfriend?!" A couple of them ask.

"I do" I say.

"How long have you two been together?" Jin asks and everyone now seems to be interested.

"Five years now" I say.

"Wah! That's a long time. You should bring her with you sometime. I would love to meet her" Hoseok smiles.

"Yeah maybe" I say as I slip my phone into my pocket.

"Well you go to her. We'll see you tomorrow, alright" Namjoon says and I nod and take my leave.

When I get back to the apartment I head inside and hear silence.

I mean it was really late after all.

I go over to the bedroom only to find y/n asleep on the bed.

Her jacket and shoes were still on too.

I let out a small breath and sit down on the edge of the bed.

This is what happens when I'm not here with her.

I take off her shoes and pull the blanket up around her.

She cuddles into it and goes still.

I smile and look around.

I was living the life here and I was happy with my life with y/n but I couldn't just give up music so I'll just have to manage the two together.

I need y/n but I also need music.

Leaning back into the bed I pull out my phone to see a message that y/n had sent me earlier.

~I hope you're not overworking yourself too much! I just wanted to text you and let you know I couldn't find anything today but there's always tomorrow, right? Aha well anyways, I'm proud of you! Love you💕-Y/n❤️

Always putting me before herself...

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When I woke up the next morning I had a couple texts from Namjoon telling me we have practice at eleven am and it's currently ten thirty.

I sit up and yawn.

Y/n was still asleep beside me and I didn't want to wake her so I got up quietly and got dressed then headed out.

This was the first day ever in years where I hadn't seen her wake up first thing in the morning and for that,

I felt horrible.

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A/n: I'm going shopping for school clothes today and that just means school is closer than I think )): man I hate school but I'm just so glad this is my last year😪