7/11/2011
Jenna Black

I have been in my bed all day. All my friends are going to leave me. I'm meant to be alone. I should never try to make friends again. It's probably all my fault they all leave. I know that Tyler will be back but what if this ends up being his career. Am I just going to be at home during all his tours! Am I going to just see him two weeks every year? I pick up my phone and call Debby.

*Ring! Ring*

"Hey," she answers.

"Tyler is leaving for tour," I say crying.

"Oh Jenna, I'm so sorry," she pleads back. "I wish I was there to hug you."

"Jenna I'm sorry this talk was short but we are about to start filming, I've got to go," she says.

"Bye," I say hanging up. I sit in my bed and stare at the sealing.

*Ring! Ring!*

Tyler's calling, I don't answer, I just stare until ends.

"Take me higher"