I stare at the house and I look at every detail the porch the window. It been a weird 4 days spending time with my alpha king and being able to call him "kade."

Since he helped me with my heat. It was gone already and that meant it time for us to leave and go back to the pack house. My mind been pretty occupied with not being able to see my brother.

I haven't been able to mindlink him since he been very busy and I'm not quite sure with what. And also being in a house with my mate. The sparks when he touched me make me feel empty.

My wolf is glad that we didn't gave him the right to mark or mate with us. She admitted that the heat took over her and she thought it would be right to let him have a go.

And it not right. I know the heat will come again which I find very annoying." Zara let go." I turn my head to see kade already standing next to a tree a couple feet away from his house.

I turn my head to look at the house one last time. It a shame to leave this house standing so beautiful and not have the joy of someone waking up and being there it looks empty and lonely.

I walk away and we made our way to the pack house and each step I took I couldn't help the feeling of uneasy I start to feel.

"Is the pack still coming?"

"Yes they will be here in two days."

We kept on walking until we reach the pack house. He opens the door and I walked in and I look behind me to see he didn't enter.

I made my way upstairs to place my duffel in the room and the door of the bathroom opens." Queen Zara I'm your personal maid zarina nice to meet you. Let me take that for you."

She said in a timid voice she makes her way over and grab it gently away from my hands and I stare at her for a few seconds until I heard a noise outside. I made my way towards the window to see two guards.

Holding a male who could barley walk. I also seen the two betas.

"This is wrong!" I look at Chloe as she spoke and followed the guards." He didn't want to give us answers. The guards fucked up."

"Do you know what is happening?" I ask the maid-zarina. She look at me for a quick second and looks at the floor.

" a warrior is being questioned by the royal guard the alpha king wanted to know information."

I raise a eyebrow." Information?"

"Supposedly one of the warrior has gotten close to a royal family member."

"I am not sure who it is but we can hear his screams poor warrior."

The uneasy feeling I felt has come back again. I walked away from the room." Where you going?" She asked me as she followed me downstairs and towards the door.

"I'm going to see who it is."

"They won't allow it."

"I'm the queen remember."

" true but-but I am coming with you." She quickly walks with me trying to keep up with me. I followed my mate scent and zarina is right.

Two royal guards came up to us blocking me." Queen Zara the alpha king is busy."

Said one of the royal guards." I need to see something now move." He doesn't move and I narrow my eyes at him.

"She is the queen show some respect." Said zarina in a low stern voice that a human wouldn't be able to hear because of how low her voice sound.

The two royal guards moved away and I walk forward.

The first sound I hear are arguments."You used silver on him?" Said the alpha king as I look at their backs.

"Are you stupid I never said to hurt him like this."

I look at the royal guard as he had his head bowed down." You said to get answers on how Cole knows the queen."

I froze at what came out of his mouth.

"You said to get answers on how Cole knows the queen."

" he is our friend kade let's take him back inside." Said Chloe.

The alpha king looks at her and sigh but nod his head.

It was at that moment he made the mistake of moving because I seen him. My brother his shirt is ripped claw marks on his chest.

He has his hand on his belly applying pressure to the wound his hand covered in blood.

"Zara." Said Chloe as a gasp escape from her mouth. I stare at my brother as he looks into my eyes.

He gave me a small smile."Zara I'm okay." He said.

I can feel my wolf growling in my head as I moved forward. I kept walking to my brother until I sat down and stare at him.

"I'm okay don't cry." He looks at me with a worry look since I wasn't speaking to him.

He hurt my brother.

My brother is hurt.

The royal guard hurt my brother.

He is bleeding because of him.

The alpha king wanted my brother to tell him information about the reason why we gotten so close. So he use violence.

The royal guard hurt him.

The alpha king hurt me.

I messed up.I messed up. I messed up.

My big brother is hurt because of me. I am the cause of this mess. First it was my pack being attacked and then also being the reason why my parents die because of me.

I can never do anything right. He got hurt because of me the royal guard use silver on my brother. That the worse pain ever.

Feeling the knife burning you alive as they slice your body. Slowly feeling your body getting weak.

And we are in a pack full with lycans

I giggle as I look at my hands.

"Zara?"

Said the beta female as she called out my name. I slowly stood up and I look at them all. I shook my head in a disapproving way.

I stare at the alpha king and I smirk at him and then I look at the royal guard standing 5 feet away from the alpha king.

"Nellie this is all yours."