I look at the sun as it raise up it is 6:30 am in the morning I left Oklahoma my pack and I went to my old pack.

Where I grew up and where my parents die as well. I left at 11:30 pm in the morning it wasn't easy since the royal guards were on my tail trying to stop me from going farther away.

I knew it was my mate who ordered them to follow me and try to bring me back.

I took a deep breath in as I look at the old ruin house ahead of me. To other people they would say that the house is ugly but to me it beautiful.

I step out of the car and I slowly made my way inside the house. The furniture is a mess and the pictures of our warriors is on the ground with stains of blood.

I made my way upstairs to my mother room that she used when she was a teenager.

But nothing was left like how it was before the attack everything change and it would never be the same.

I made my way back downstairs and out the door and I walk to there place. That they like to call it.

It in the back of my parents house our pool that we have.

I look at the door that is already open I know I can't enter that place.

I went towards the pool and I enter it slowly. I ignore the person who is trying to mindlink me trying to get me to reply.

I grab the sliver knife and I stare as it burns me.

This world has been cruel to me. It made me became someone that I didn't like to be. I don't know if this is who I would have become if I still had my parents.

I didn't know if I would have killed other werewolves like myself.

I thought that my life would have been easy I would have a mate that loves me and we would have 1 or two pups but my life isn't simple.

I hold on to the knife and brought it closer to me and I open the mindlink.

"Kade?"

"Zara where are YOU!"

"You can't leave the pack house it way to dangerous for you!"

"I am the dangerous person no one else."

"What are you talking about? I already know that you're at your pack house where else would you go? I'm with your brother we are 20 minutes away from you I followed you."

"But we end up getting lost but we are almost there."

I let the tears fall freely from my eyes and I hold in a whimper. My brother is with him. He can't see this.

"Kade don't come. I Don't want my brother to see me."

"What do you...."

"No. Tell me you are not thinking about...Zara don't we need you...shit I need you."

I shook my head at what he said with a small smile.

"You don't need me you're a strong alpha king....you have Sadie she can be the Luna like you always wanted her to be."

"Not anymore. I need you here."

"You don't kade your strong."

"I love you don't do this please. Let me prove to you that you belong her with us with me. I'm a idio-"

He said to me.

"No you're not kade. And I love you too."

I said and I block him again.

Tigger warning ⛔️

I slowly brought the knife deep inside my skin I hold in whimper. I took the knife and I close my eyes as I brought the knife back up to the air and brought it back down.

To my stomach

I hold in a gasp and I let myself go.

—-

Second pov

Blood on the pool it has lost it color by the amount of blood. Her face held no single blood on it as the the water wash it away from her.

Her body slowly going under touching the floor of the pool.

She is gone Zara Vera has killed herself from the pain and the nightmares that hasn't left her side.

She did what had to be done everyone else will be happy that the queen is gone she took her life because they all thought she is a murder a good for nothing queen.

But the truth was that they admire her they like her as a queen. Because deep down inside they all knew that she is the true queen of their pack and she is a good leader.

"No." Said kade as he runs towards the pool and went inside to grab his mate. He pick her up and with the help of cole brought her out the water.

Her body is cold.

Kade pulls the knife out of her and stares at his mate and he shook his head."She alive we can bring her back."

He told Cole as he stare at his sister and he shook his head."She is gone."

He told  kade as he sat next to his sister. He shook his head.

"This is my fault." Said kade.

Cole shook his head." Even though I knew that something was going to happen. I was being stubborn I thought she was fine but she wasn't."

"Kade there was nothing we could have done. My little sister die the same day our parents die.she was never here....she was never here."

"She just want to Rest In Peace that all she ever wanted."

"Shut up. Cole shut up."

He growls at cole and he shook his head at the alpha king.

" she can't be gone."

He said to himself as he hold on to her hoping that she will wake up.

"She not gone. Kade she is here where she always wanted to be she is with my parents right now. She got what she always wanted to be in their arms."

"She receive the gift she had always want."

He looks up at the sky."fly high little sister." Said cole as he wipes the tears from his eyes.

The end

And remember I am going to start working on another story so I am not going to post it right now. So it going to take awhile.