F O R T Y F I V E


Shawn:

"Well, the album is almost done!" I cheered, looking over my song book

I was face timing Annabeth who was trying to do homework. I was home watching Aaliyah and she had to stay with Muffins who had gotten fixed.

"Awesome! How many songs left until you submit it to Andrew?" she asked

"Uh, two more!"

So far I had:

Treat You Better

Mercy

Like This

Bad Reputation

Ruin

Roses

Understand

Don't be a fool

No promises

Lights On

Honest

Patience

THIS WAS VERY EXCITING!!! I almost had a whole album! Then once I released them, I would be going on a tour! Haha, I cant wait!

"We better get hard to work then, I want you to release the album soon!" she squealed

"Anna, you helped write the album, why so excited for it to be published?"

She gave me a "Are you serious" stare and rolled her eyes.

"Im still a fan ya know, I want to have the first CD! Its on my bucket list!" she reminded me, reaching over her computer to show me the bucket list

Almost everything was crossed off, from things we had already done to things her health wouldn't let her do. Besides one another was

Have a party and meet all of Magcon, New and old and get there autographs

Get Jacob Sartorius autograph (Even if hes in New Magcon)

Be the first to get Shawns CD to his new album (Signed and all)

"We still have three things to go huh?" I sighed, scratching the back of my head

"Yup, just three things and my life is complete!" she laughed

I hated that sometimes... Not her laugh, but the fact she wasn't... She wasn't sad, about her dying. Or maybe it was the jokes? I mean I don't want her to be sad or depressed, but.. Maybe its because that's what Im concealing. Every night that Im not by her side I force myself to sleep, to stop thinking about the fact that maybe, just maybe, tonight could be her last night.

Or maybe that muffin I brought her would be her last. Or even maybe that last hug or kiss I gave her was her last. It all scared me that she was slowly slipping through my fingers. That one day I wont be able to grab her waist, turn her around and plant my own lips on hers. But I had to live with it, one day she wont be here anymore.

And I'll be on my own.

"Oh Shawn I got to go, I have to give Muffins her medicine and Georgia just got back from that date! See you later babe"

"I love you!" I put in before the screen went to the home menu.

I groaned as I locked my I pad. I felt so stressed. I feel like sometimes, I Love You are just three empty words. Like sometimes they don't mean anything. I remember yesterday I brought my mom flowers for mothers day and yet she started crying because grandmother had died three years before. And no matter how many times I told her "Mom its okay, I love you" or "Mom I love you, just remember that" she would ignore me and continue in her depression.

They were empty to her. But when I went over Annabeth's to make sure she wasn't exactly like my mother, she was cheery! She was talking about the good memories of her family, the times they would make huge bed sheets out of boredom with there mother and make forts with them. And when I told her "I love you" she smiled and kissed me, repeating those three words to me. To Anna, they were never empty words. But to some people out there they were.

I thought about Treat You Better. If the girl in this painful situation heard 'I love you' they were most likely empty.

My pencil had been tracing the corners of my book when a rhyme came to my head. I opened my book to one of the close to last pages and wrote it down quickly.

And I know its gonna hurt

So darling Ill go first

Cause I wont keep on saying

Those Three Empty Words

I smiled, I did it! I started off one of the last songs to the album! I scooped up m phone and quickly texted Annabeth.

Babe!!!!! OH MY LORD

Shawn

Boy, the heck. Which hockey team won?! I WASN'T ABLE TO WATCH THE GAME!

Annabeth

There was a game?..... So I didn't watch it either, okay well its SOMETHING BIGGER THEN HOCKEY

Shawn

*GASP* ANOTHER HARRY POTTER MOVIE?!

Annabeth

No, I would call you if it was that

Shawn

Then what?

Annabeth

I started off another song!!!!!!

Shawn

......

I'll be there in half an hour

Annabeth

~*~

Annabeth and I strolled down the street casually, on our way to the ice rink. Our hands were intertwined, slowly receiving stares from people most likely trying to take a doube look at me. And before we knew it we were surrounded. All Annabeth could do was laugh at the girls frantically asking for autographs.

"Alright guys hold on a minute!" Anna shouted causing about all the girls to stop

"Okay, we all want a fair chance at getting Shawn's autograph/pictures/ and hugs right? Stand in a line and that way you all get something from this, k?"

The girls looked at each other and shrugged, not budging from there spots.

"Annabeth's my girlfriend, you should listen to her" I shrugged

At an instant there was a line of eager girls. They listened... Okay? So there we spent about half an hour signing shirts, phone cases, and papers people just happened to have. But what shocked me more is that they wanted pictures with Annabeth too! She also signed autographs but not only because she was my "Girlfriend" but because most of them were gymnast and recognized Annabeth as the girl who started off the pre Olympics!

"All right bye!" Annabeth cooed, waving at the last fan

She quickly turned to me and slipped something onto my face.

"Keep the harry glasses on, my hand hurts from signing stuff" she huffed

All I could do was laugh, Annabeth was pretty special. We finally made It to our original destination. The Ice rink.

"This place is huge" Annabeth said in awe as we entered

"I grew up playing in the junior hockey league here" I explained, paying for our entrance

"Seriously? That's so cool!"

I smiled and rolled my eyes. Annabeth maybe be my girlfriend but she's a fangirl at heart.

"You know I heard that there going to classify Fangirling as a mental illness" I joked as we made our way to get our ice skates

"Well then, I'll see you in rehab" she joked back

"I don't fangirl though" I smirked

"Oh really? Guess what? Threres this move coming out next year called 'Fantastic Beast and Where to Find them'" she began, taking her skates

"And?"

"And it's a Harry Potter Movie, but it takes place before Harry if that makes sense" she smirked

My heart literally stopped....

A NEW HARRY POTTER MOVIE?! WHAT?!

"Wait what oh my gosh really Anna I swear to god if your joking.. Oh my lord no I remember now I saw the ads oh my goodness Annabeth Martello there's a new movie coming out AGH!" I freaked

Annabeth laughed so hard I could've sworn she was crying.

"Shawn, that's fangirling" she explained in-between snorts

"Oh, I see what you did there!" I lightly punched her arm and she slowly began to stop laughing

I took her hand and we managed to make our way into the ice skating rink. Annabeth was a pretty good skater already.... Okay by pretty good I mean amazing, I just don't want to admit she's probably better then me.

I watched as she swiftly twirled on the ice, skating around the rink and stopping beside me, causing a light shower of icy snow to be thrown up at me.

"Mendes?" a booming voice howled behind me

I recognized that voice! My suspicions were confirmed when I turned around to reveal my old Hockey couch!

"Mendes it is you! My boy I haven't seen you in forever!" he chuckled, shaking my hand firmly

"I thought you had retired" I laughed with a smile

"No son, Im still at it! Who's this pretty young lady? I saw she swept you up in the ice mate" he questioned, shaking Annabeth's hand

"Im Annabeth" she introduced

"My girlfriend" I added, wrapping my arm around her

"Nice to meet you lass. Now uh I got a favor to ask you Shawn" his voice now turning serious

"One of my players got hurt during practice for a big game we have tonight. I cant find any replacements so... SO I was wondering if you hung you skates up for good"

He was asking me to play in one of his games again... I looked to Annabeth who had eager eyes, waiting for me to say yes

"I guess I could take my skates down for one last game"

~*~

Guys.... Hold On is exactly 29 reads from a hundred.... I think it was 29 idk BUT STILL!!!! I love you guys so mucccchhhh!!!!! Here's another filler chapter but Im bored so I may just write and update something else..

And also

Jacobs new music video for Bingo is on replay..... AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHH Dear lord I died when I saw Mahogany and JiffPom in there like oh my gods! Anyways, love you all again!!!!!

Kisses!


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