Y/N's POV

This feeling.

Nobody gave me this feeling before.

Not even Alexander.

(Side note that Y/N had never done it with Alexander. He was very traditional so the two of you were waiting until the wedding.)

I never noticed how toned Sebastian actually was. I believe it was the first time I've ever seen his arms bare. At least this close to me anyway. They seemed so strong, veins showing, yet very elegant.

Also, I came to realize another important thing. It came to me when Sebastian leaned over me and his shadow fell over my face. When he brought his bared arms around me and I could feel his hot breaths on my shoulder. Even though he didn't touch me, at that moment I felt genuine fear.

It struck me how huge the gap between our strength was. Sebastian was an eternal, all powerful being. I was just a girl, lying before him half naked.

I realized that he could potentially do anything he wanted with me. Absolutely anything, and I wouldn't be in the slightest capable of stopping him.

Except, I was.

Because somehow, I had this beast on a leash. It was truly scary if I thought about it. I ran a hand over the demonic mark that rested over my collar bone.

But despite all that, Sebastian was always so tender and thoughtful when tending to me. Even just now when washing my hair.

I closed my eyes and brushed a hand throught my hair, trying to replicate what he had done, but it didn't feel any special. Was it because it had to be Sebastian doing it?

I hated to admit that I loved it.

I sighed.

That damned demon.

It was probably time I got out of the bath; the water was getting cold.

I stood up and all the water from the towel ran down me. I hung it on the rim of the bath and grabbed a dry one, dabbing my whole body before stepping out.

I went back to my bedroom and changed into my night clothes.

The sky was still bright outside the window, but all I wanted was to sleep. Today was exhausting.

As soon as I made myself comfortable under the covers, a knock sounded at the door.

"Come in," I said and the door opened to reveal Sebastian in his long, black tail suit. He walked in with a tray of food and I was hit with a delicious smell.

"You should at least have asked me to identify who I was before letting me in like that. What if I was a murderer?" Spoke Sebastian upon approaching the bed.

"I knew it was you, of course. You think I wouldn't recognize your knocking after all this time?"

He smiled.

Sebastian's POV

Somehow it felt nice that she could recognize when it was him at the door.

"How is your head?" Sebastian asked.

"Huh? Oh. Better actually," she answered.

Did his method actually work? Hmm. Not surprising.

"For supper we have baked salmon and grilled potatoes," Sebastian presented her with the plate on his tray, "and for dessert there's butterscotch pudding."

Y/N looked at the food with hungry eyes, but her face went pale. Sebastian got worried that she might get sick right then.

She ran a hand over her face, "I'm really not hungry. I'll just go to bed," she finally said and turned to face the other way.

"As you wish," he responded.

Sebastian walked around her bed and to the window, pulling in the curtains to block off the light. Turning back, he caught a glimpse of Y/N's face. Eyebrows knitted together, her shut eyes were shining with tears that ran down her cheek and soaked into the pillow. She clutched the blanket in her fist and held it against her lips.

Sebastian had an urge to comfort her; bring her into a tight hug, but he knew she wouldn't like him recognizing her weakness.

So he simply left.

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